Chapter 987 - Knowing You Don't Love

Tomorrow is Chinese New Year's Eve, after breakfast, everyone gathers together to paste couplet window flowers and decorate the villa, everyone has a task, Xi Yun took the couplet and followed his two brothers.

Xi Yun asked Xi Run, "Where is Sister Song'er?"

"I had a cold and was still sleeping. ”

"Oh, I chatted with Sister Song'er last night and felt that she seemed to have something on her mind, did my brother bully her? You are a big man, you are not allowed to bully girls, and Sister Song'er ...... I always feel that Sister Song'er is lonely, and she seems to be quite insecure. ”

Xi Run paused and asked, "Does she have something on her mind?"

"Well, it feels like something on her mind, and she asked me what she would do if she wanted to give up one thing, but she gave it up to herself. ”

Xi Run picked up the key and asked, "Give up?"

Immediately, he stuffed the lantern in his hand into Xi Yun's arms, "Brother has something, I'll come to you later, forget about it!"

Xi Run left in a hurry, and Xi Yun looked at Yue Chun helplessly, "Big brother, just the two of us will hang lanterns in couplets." ”

"Let's go, let's finish my mother's orders first. ”

He also called out to his mother, and she called out to her mother.

She didn't have the slightest sense of disobedience in her heart.

It feels like they're biological brothers and sisters.

This delusion......

Like being in love?

Xi Yun was suspicious in his heart, but he couldn't help but ask.

When Yue Chun arrived, Sheng began to post couplets at the place designated by Sheng, Xi Yun gave him a hand, and hung a lantern after pasting the couplet, after hanging the lantern, Yue Chun turned his head and saw Xi Yun squatting on the ground playing with mud with a wooden stick, seeing this, Yue Chun's heart was warm.

Sticking couplets and hanging lanterns, like this kind of daily family life is the first time he has done it, although he has lived with Shi Sheng for two years before.

But so much happened in those two years, that I didn't have a good year, and I didn't have the heart to make it so exquisite.

"Xi Yun, I envy you. ”

He said suddenly, Xi Yun raised his eyes and looked at him hesitantly.

"Xi Yun, I envy you for having someone to love. ”

"But Mother loves you too. ”

"I know, but I want to be unique. ”

One and only......

Xi Yun bit her lip and asked, "What does the eldest brother want to say?"

The man's voice was firm, "I want your love." ”

"Brother, you're done talking to Sister Song Er so soon?!"

......

Xi Run hurriedly went upstairs, he pushed Song Yejiu's room into it and asked her bluntly, "What do you mean by those words you said to the little lion? Song Yejiu, what do you want to give up?!"

Song Yejiu lay on the bed and looked at him calmly, and did not fluctuate in his heart because of what he said, because she had long expected that what she said to Xi Yun was also intended to be told to Xi Run through her, because some things always need to be said.

"Song Yejiu, we have been together since we were fourteen years old, for four years, what do you want me to believe me?!"

Song Yejiu shouted in a calm tone, "Xi Run." ”

Xi Run's face was cold, and his expression was really ugly.

"Xi Run, let's break up. ”

Xi Run: "......"

He was silent for a long time, seemingly uncertain, and asked in a worried tone, "What did you say?" Song Yejiu, you say it again. ”

"Xi Run, I said let's break up. ”

"Song Yejiu, you're crazy!"

Xi Yun saw Xi Run again five minutes later, very quickly, she squatted on the ground and said, "Brother, are you done talking to Sister Song Er so quickly? ”

Xi Yun didn't give Yue Chun an answer.

Didn't give him the answer she didn't understand.

Because she said she loved him.

But he didn't believe it. 163

Why didn't he believe it?

Is the problem with yourself?

But how did she prove herself?

Xi Yun took Xi Run's arm and walked in front, Yue Chun looked at the figure in front of her and felt a little heavy, Xi Yun didn't understand anything, but she pretended not to understand, and then ran away from him.

It's true that he's in too much of a hurry.

But he wanted to be sure of her intentions.

I want her to be my real woman.

Thinking of this, Yue Chun felt that he was greedy.

I just wanted to get close before, but now I don't want to be satisfied.

But how can he be content with such love?!

"I know you don't love you, but I don't know what I can do. ”

Yue Chun closed his eyes and raised his eyes to see Song Yejiu.

Her gaze fell on Xi Run's body.

Yue Chun hooked his lips and withdrew his gaze.

The Xi family villa was lively, Yuan You and Mu Li rushed to the villa, Yi Zheng and Ju Shutong just arrived here, seven or eight people were busy in the villa garden preparing for tomorrow's Chinese New Year's Eve.

Yue Chun went back upstairs and saw Song Yejiu at the end of the corridor.

He lit a cigarette and walked over and said, "What are you looking at?"

"Brother Yue Chun, I'm looking at Xi Run. ”

Yue Chun guessed and asked, "You guys quarreled?"

Song Yejiu shook his head and said, "We broke up." ”

Yue Chun took a puff of cigarette, the man was already good-looking, and his smoking expression charmed all beings, and he asked lightly: "Why did you break up?"

"It's nothing, it's just that it suddenly doesn't fit, because he has his worldview, I have mine, his concept doesn't match mine, he has never been able to understand what I want from the bottom of my heart. ”

Yue Chun asked directly: "What do you want?"

"What I want is love without distractions, and he ...... He has been busy all these years, and he is no longer the boy he was at the beginning, rather than waiting for the two of them to go farther and farther away, it is better to stop at the right time, I think this is the best choice. ”

Yue Chun spat out the smoke ring, there was still light snow outside, he leaned against the wall and looked at the excitement below, Xi Yun interspersed it like an elf, smiling happily and brightly, but just now she avoided herself, and her excitement did not belong to her.

Yue Chun asked clearly: "Are you afraid that he will change?"

Song Yejiu was afraid that he would change, in the final analysis, she didn't have enough security because of her inferiority, and she didn't have enough trust in Xi Run.

Don't blame her, blame Xi Run for not understanding women's minds.

"Well, it's me who doesn't feel secure. ”

"Sister Yejiu, I'm just like you. ”

The same insecurity.

"Brother Yue Chun is talking about Xi Yun?"

"Life is long, it's not easy to meet someone you like, and it's even more difficult to meet someone you like and like yourself, but I haven't thought about letting go, I'm afraid that if I let go, it's gone. ”

Yue Chun's means of doing things are no less than Xi Zhan back then.

It can be said that he is confident in every way.

Only Xi Yun fell behind.

He threw the cigarette butt in his hand from the upstairs into the snow below, and said in a low voice: "Qing Sakura is a man in charge, he really needs time to grow, it's not wrong for you to leave now, but how can you ensure that there is no one else around him in the future?

"What does Brother Yue Chun want to say?"

"Cherish when you should cherish, don't worry about uncertain things in the future, life is long, but life is also short. ”

Xi Yun was talking to Yuan You, Yuan You was teasing her with jokes, she smiled and looked up at Yue Chun at the upstairs window.

The man's eyes were cold and cold.

It was a gaze she had never seen before.

Did she let him down?!