Chapter Ninety-Six: Authenticity
The so-called love is actually an illusion of self-knowledge. I feel that I am the only one in the eyes of the other party, and there are hundreds of millions of men and women in the world, and only this one is connected to my heart, which proves that I am also the only one in this world, and my self-feeling immediately expands rapidly.
In order not to be lost, or to avoid the loss of self-feeling, the inflated self must accept each other with the only attitude, and the fusion of the two only ones produces their self-righteous true love.
Therefore, if you can calmly realize that your other half can still lie sweetly in the arms of other men or sweetly offer courtesy to other women, love will immediately cease to exist.
The rest can be called possession or dependence...... And so on, but it can't be called love, because all the uniqueness about oneself and the other party has been destroyed, and without the support of uniqueness, everything has become a bargaining chip that can be measured and exchanged.
Song Mei has experienced such a process for Chen He, in her heart, Chen He has already become a partner, not a lover, which is not a rare exception for ordinary families or cohabitants, but Song Mei is faced with a choice.
It is impossible to exchange with love, because uniqueness cannot be exchanged, but a partner can, Chen He can be his partner, Fang Jin can do the same, and Fang Jin's family background and knowledge are not only a step higher than Chen Heke, but also a new experience for Song Mei.
In the end, Song Mei and Fang Jin chose each other to become their new partners, there is no love in this, when the uniqueness is shattered, it is difficult to re-establish that illusion, which is also the reason why many men and women can no longer fall in love after the sea.
Sometimes it's like this, it's easy to be sober, but it's hard to be confused.
However, there are two other circumstances that make love a tormenting disease, which no longer exists but causes people to suffer deeply. One is that when the other party has woken up from the delusion, the other party is still trapped in it, unable to extricate himself.
There is also a kind of awakening from the delusion, but still obsessed with the happiness of the illusion when it arises, dreaming back at midnight, often feeling lost, and the person who can make himself delusional can no longer find it.
Song Mei stood in front of the Starlight Company in amazement, standing on the streets of the busy Bailan City, the sound of vehicles driving, the sound of women beating and scolding children in the distance, who was listening to the radio, and the sound of Shinrikyo preaching came into her ears one by one.
She suddenly felt unusually lonely, feeling like a dandelion swept away by a strong wind, panicked and powerless, she could no longer find the solid soil that allowed her to grow freely.
Xiao Qi followed the usual practice to meet with Pan Shen, and unlike the True Sect, which only accounted for 30% of the Hongtu Country, and the agent of the Shinrikyo Sect, which accounted for 70% of the Hongtu Country, the sense of ritual was very important, and the so-called sense of ritual was nothing more than a sumptuous feast and enough last dish.
"We have our sources, the Guoxing branch's dealings with the cult make us vigilant, and the reason why we are writing to your company is to mention the importance of your company, and if your company thinks that we will let this situation continue, it is obviously wrong. ”
Pan Xian accepted the last dish, wiped his mouth with a napkin and said.
"Our company understands your concerns, but our company has entrusted me to clarify once again that our company's institution in Yuji City is only a research institution, and my company's main business location is still in Bailan City, which you don't need to worry about. ”
"Moreover, the research results of our company will also be open to your education, you can take a look, we will provide some of these products to your education at a preferential price, I don't know if your education is not interested?"
Xiao Qi spoke, took out his mobile phone, and showed the things that were shown to Pan Youzhi and showed them to Pan Xian, Pan Xian's eyes touched the crab spider monster, and he couldn't move away.
"How much does it cost, and how much can you provide?" Pan Xun asked, staring at the crab spider monster.
"I have to warn you that we are still in the infancy of research on this kind of thing, and our combat power is not at all comparable to what you have seen in Lingjiandu. But I promise that the performance of this kind of thing will be gradually improved in the future. Xiao Qi said with a smile.
"How much, how much?" Pan Xun asked impatiently.
"If your sect can eliminate the hostility towards our company, we will provide you with 200 pieces per month at a price of 500,000 each. Xiao Qi replied.
"You think the friendship of the Shinrikyo is too cheap, it's worth at least 50 million, right?" Pan Zhen smiled at Xiao Qi, revealing a mouthful of dazzling white teeth.
"It's really worth it to buy the friendship of Shinrikyo with 50 million, it's a deal!" Xiao Qi nodded.
Pan Xun left satisfied, and did not send Xiao Qi back to the hotel as hypocritically as Xiao Yun did when he was there, and Xiao Qi was also happy to be free, and walked back by himself along the streets of Bailan City.
It's just that his route back to the hotel is not direct, he will always go around in circles, and sometimes he will take a detour, until it is almost midnight, Xiao Qi returned to the door of the only hotel of truth.
Not long after he entered, Zhou Ke appeared quietly, not far from the door of the hotel, he bought a few skewers from a newly set up skewer stand, watching the man on the skewers busy back and forth suddenly frowned, he walked to a small table in front of the skewers and sat down.
After a while, a large group of people gathered on the kebab stand, and the man who grilled the skewers was even more busy, and large beads of sweat fell from his head.
Zhou Ke suddenly motioned for the man to come to his table, and there were already 5 or 6 people staying at the table before the kebab boss, they were dressed in various costumes, and there was a woman in a white robe that covered her whole body and only showed her two eyes.
Zhou Ke stood up, turned the skewer boss around, and found that someone had pasted a blank piece of paper behind him at some point, and the paper said "10", which was not conspicuous on the white robe, but the "10" was more dazzling.
Pulling the people around him back and forth, Zhou Ke lined up their backs towards himself, and found that everyone had a blank piece of paper pasted behind their backs, and the handwriting on the paper was connected into a sentence: "You owe me 100 yuan", 100 is composed of a 10 and a 0.
Finding that there was no sticker behind the woman covered in a white robe, Zhou Ke couldn't help but look at the woman's back and smiled, he tore off a piece of white paper and was about to write on it, when he suddenly frowned, and his eyes approached the woman's back.
I saw a small place under the white robe, painted in ink. Zhou Ke looked at the other people's backs again, making sure that there was indeed no full stop in the sentence just now, and finally let out a long breath.
He pulled 100 pieces out of his pocket and staggered out of the kebab stand, leaving the group in a daze in the midnight wind. Zhou Ke stuffed 100 yuan under the door of a room in the Truth Only Hotel, then took a step back and stood in front of the door waiting.
In the room, Xiao Qi picked up the 100 pieces from the crack in the door, flicked it lightly with his fingers, and was about to open the door, when suddenly his brows moved, he smiled slightly, walked back to the bed, turned off the light, and lay back on the bed calmly.
Zhou Ke waited for a while, and saw that the lights in the room went out and the Do Not Disturb light was lit by the door, so he sighed lightly and staggered downstairs.
Just as Zhou Ke was fully controlling Xiaoqi in Bailan City, a piece of news alarmed the defense system of the entire Ruiqing Company, and an employee of the Ruiqing Crescent Branch reported that traces of Qin Yuanqiao had been found in the Guoxing Century Biological Amusement Park in Xinyue City.
Jiang Xu immediately personally led four Comet Company commissioners and six transformers to the Crescent Century Biotechnology Park in Crescent City, where they disguised themselves into the park and found him in the amusement experience area.
Qin Yuanqiao's sense was very keen, and as soon as he saw the comet, he immediately jumped into the sandworm highway on the side, and Jiang Xu and the others also jumped in.
Before they could catch up, a sandworm arched under everyone's buttocks, and suddenly, everyone ran along the sandworm at high speed.
It didn't take long for Jiang Xu and several shapeshifters to fall into the sand due to the impact. Since the entire sandworm high-speed in the amusement experience area is a circular track like a F1 car, a few people want to stand there, wait for Qin Yuanqiao to run around, and then come forward to intercept and arrest.
Unexpectedly, they had just stood for a few seconds, and under their buttocks, the sandworms arched again, and as a result, they were forced to run along the sandworms at high speed.
Qin Yuanqiao rode a sandworm and ran far ahead, and a few commissioners from Huixing Company rode sandworms to chase after him, and then Jiang Xu and ordinary people behind them, they crashed into a large handful of flying sand for a while, fell into the sand, and then rode the sandworm forward.
Soon, Jiang Xu looked out of the doorway, and when Qin Yuanqiao drove the sandworm like a mass of yellow shadows that swept quickly, he yelled for his subordinates to intercept, but unexpectedly, every time he circled, the speed of the sandworm would increase once, and Jiang Xu's blocking and blocking of Qin Yuanqiao fell short.
I saw Qin Yuanqiao riding the yellow shadow of the sandworm on the sandworm highway and deftly rushed left and right, bypassing one obstacle after another, leaving behind a canopy of sand and dust left by the collision with each other, breaking through like a meteor.
This exciting scene caused the surrounding tourists to burst into applause, and more and more spectators flocked to the side of the sandworm highway.
Jiang Xu fell into the sand, just shaking the yellow sand all over his body, a yellow shadow suddenly swept past him, he was so shocked that he fished it out, but he had already run over by Qin Yuanqiao again.
"Get out of the way!" A representative of the comet company roared and rushed over, Jiang Xu dodged again and again in panic, but unexpectedly, a sandworm suddenly arched under his crotch, and the sandworm rushed forward, just colliding with the sandworm represented by the comet company, and the two of them both fell.
"Stupid!" the representative of the Comet Company cursed, and hurried away a little, and soon, a sandworm arched out of his crotch again, and he continued to chase forward in a hurry.
"Boss, one person occupies one road!" A guy who ran past Jiang Xu shouted, Jiang Xu felt something, rode a sandworm and ran along the fixed road, and Qin Yuanqiao rushed past them with a bang.
Tourists with good things also jumped into the sandworm expressway, and the number of people playing in the sandworm expressway increased greatly for a while, and the difficulty of Qinyuan Bridge running on the expressway began to increase, especially when it came to the crowded section of the road, only to see a canopy of yellow sand rising, and people's screams came and went.
And when Qin Yuanqiao rode out of the dust, it would always win people's cheers wave after wave, and finally at a bend where sandworms collided intensively, the sandworm that Qin Yuanqiao rode hit a transformer who had just hit the ground.
"It's him! It's him!It's him!" The guy never expected that he would actually knock the target down, and immediately shouted in surprise, but he didn't expect Qin Yuanqiao's fat body to twist, and he rode the sandworm arched under his crotch and ran forward again, this guy was suddenly dumbfounded.
This time, the speed of the sandworm that recame out was much slower, and it was knocked over by a representative of the comet company after a while, but Qin Yuanqiao was extremely agile, and quickly left across the sandworm, leaving behind a series of crashing figures.
The successive impacts made Qin Yuanqiao's sandworm speed unable to get up, and more and more people came to play the sandworm highway, Qin Yuanqiao finally gave up continuing to escape on the sandworm highway after falling again, he pulled out his leg from the sand, and staggered towards the guardrail on the side of the sandworm speed.
A person from the Comet Company rode a sandworm and crashed headlong into the high-speed guardrail in front of Qin Yuanqiao, and Qin Yuanqiao dodged to the side when he saw the situation.
In front of and behind him, the people brought by Jiang Xu rode into the sandworms one by one, a puff of sand and dust was raised, and a transformer finally hugged one of Qin Yuanqiao's thighs.
The people of Ruiqing Company pounced one after another, and finally the Qin Yuan Bridge was overwhelmed by the stacks of arhats, and a sandworm arched up from below, because the pressure was too great, it dissipated with a "poof".
Several people carried Qin Yuanqiao out of the Sandworm Expressway, and the security guards of Crescent Century Park watched from afar, turning a blind eye. Chen Jun looked at the monitoring screen and smiled.
"If you don't move your hands and feet, these guys probably won't be able to catch them for a day. ”
"Jiang Xu is here, do you want to ......?" one of his subordinates reminded him.
"No, our strength can't do it yet, maybe the surname Jiang is counting on us to kill him. Chen Jun shook his head.
Jiang Xu and his entourage hurriedly escorted Qin Yuanqiao out of the park, and Qiao Shanming, who was ambushed outside the park, followed with people.
"You send them straight to the catapult field, pay attention to waiting for my news. Jiang Xu glanced at the four people of the Comet Company who were firmly grasping Qin Yuanqiao and said to Qiao Shanming.
"Let's not stay for a few days?" Qiao Shanming was a little surprised, Jiang Xu was very interested in the purpose of the Comet Company's arrest of Qin Yuanqiao.
"No, as soon as you get my message, send them to the catapult plane. Jiang Xu shook his head decisively.
As he spoke, he led the other subordinates away, while Qiao Shanming walked to the four people of the Comet Company, and a car drove over slowly.
Sitting in his car, Jiang Xu took out his mobile phone while returning to Langyuan City.
"Mr. Lin, Qin Yuanqiao has been caught, I need your letter of recommendation. Jiang Xu said, and then he put down the phone. After waiting for a while, Lin Wenjiang's call came.
"The letter of recommendation has been sent to you, you check it. ”