If I want to be with him, I must become stronger, try to grow into a towering tree, and have the ability to protect myself, so that I don't always let him worry about it. What's more, now, I don't want to look up to him, I want to stand side by side with him!

A person always has to walk a strange road, take a look at the strange scenery, and then grow up in a casual moment, and my future should be by myself, these 70,000 or 80,000 years, I have been sheltered by others, and I have not tried to come by myself at all.

But if it weren't for their protection, I'm afraid I don't know where I am now! It's not terrible to be lazy, it's terrible to lose myself in idleness, if I always have to be sheltered by others, then where is my own life?

Kindness and simplicity are not terrible, what is terrible is that there are no sharp claws, there is no ability to distinguish between right and wrong, if it is not for cicada feathers, then I have eaten the Desperate Pill, and in this world, there will be no longer me.

The fairy who breaks off love is just a puppet without feelings, not a fairy.

I am very grateful for fate that allowed me to meet Cicada Yu, and I am also grateful for everything Cicada Yu has done for me, for his silent dedication to me, and for everyone I have met on the path of cultivation who has been kind to me.

It was they who made me understand how many thorns there are in the growth path of immortals, and what I have to do now is to precipitate......

I looked at Cicada Feather's mansion again, everything here was so quiet and beautiful, but I didn't think I deserved it all now.

I left Cicada Feather's mansion with Squeak and Neon, I wasn't strong enough to stay here, it would drag him down.

Cicada Feather, please forgive me for not saying goodbye, if there is fate, we will definitely meet again, at that time, maybe I already have the ability to truly love people, I love you, but I have to leave you, mortal children are separated from their parents to really grow up, not to mention that I am an immortal, I can't be worse than mortals.

After I left with Squeaky Xiaoni, in the originally empty pavilion, a black figure appeared in Huo Di, with the cicada feather behind him with one hand, looking at the three backs in the sky that were getting farther and farther away, and sighed softly, "If you want to grow, I will accompany you ......"

I took Squeak and Xiaoni to find a deserted fairy mountain to live in, although I can't use spells to build a luxurious mansion like Master Cicada Feather and them, but I can still make a few wooden houses out of wood.

I built a house for each of the Squeaky Nis, they were on the east side, my house was on the west side, and my room was next to the lake, because I liked the water and I liked the quiet.

In the middle is a small courtyard, and the yard is planted with various spiritual grasses and flowers.

I also opened up a piece of wasteland in the backyard, I sprinkled some seeds of spiritual vegetables in the soil, so that we can eat fresh vegetables at any time in the future, next to the vegetable field, I also dug a pond, not long ago when I went to the mortal world to buy necessary supplies, I caught a few fish fry and small shrimp at the bottom of the mountain lake, just right, put them in the pond to raise, and it won't be long before I can eat the fat fish and shrimp in the mortal world.

When we have nothing to do, Xiaoni and I make a swing in the bamboo forest in the back mountain, and Squeak and Xiaoni like to play here. The days are very peaceful, and I occasionally look at the lake in a daze, thinking about the master, and thinking about the cicada feathers far away in the fairy mountain.

Whenever this happens, I feel very lonely, which is the price to pay for growth.

Unfortunately, there are no lotus flowers in my lake, and I wonder when I will go to the mortal world to get some lotus roots and throw them into the lake. When it comes to spiritual practice, the state of mind is very important. Now that I have the conditions to practice, after those things, I have no resentment, and my heart is extremely calm.

Xiaoni can cook, and when I'm not around, she takes care of Squeak.

I spend most of my time at the bottom of the lake practicing, although it is not as abundant as the master's aura, but the bottom of the pool is quiet, the aura is repeated, not much, but it is enough for me, the most important thing to practice is to rely on my own diligence, and the aura from the outside world is more or less auxiliary.

I mobilize the aura in my body in my heart, and while absorbing the aura from the outside world, I continue to consolidate myself.

I'm not in good health, all I have to do first is to condition my body well, I just know some pharmacology, and I want to have a strong immortal body, I don't think it's difficult, but I need some time.

The days of cultivation always passed quickly, and my cultivation improved by leaps and bounds while I was doing penance, and my senses became sharper, and even with my eyes closed, I could still discern where the fish swam, and even a few of them I knew clearly.

My spiritual sense can reach far away, and I can even feel the growth of the creatures below and their joys and sorrows.

I always have that face in my mind, that face that I miss all the time, but I can't go to him, I want to practice, I want to work hard to become stronger.

Sometimes at the bottom of the lake, I always feel that the cicada feathers are by my side, and he just looks at me quietly and guards me.

But when I opened my eyes, there was nothing around me, the lake was still flowing quietly, there were no cicada feathers around me, often at this time, my heart was inexplicably uncomfortable, did I miss him too much?

Isn't that what it feels like to love someone?

Cicada Feather didn't know that I was here, and after coming here, in order to prevent people from finding me, I set up a barrier to shield all the breath about us in the immortal mountain.

If you want to go out of the Immortal Mountain, you will also cast a spell to block your own breath, I want to practice quietly, and I don't want irrelevant people to disturb me. I've learned to hide my mind and I've learned to protect myself at all times.

So, Cicada Feather will never find me, even though I miss him so much......

Before you know it, 10,000 years have passed......

Gradually, I fell in love with this kind of quiet and leisurely days, occasionally out of the lake to breathe, idle and idle, I will go to the flowers with the squeaky Ni to flutter butterflies, the fish in the pond have grown in the past 10,000 years, the small pond is full of fish and shrimp, there are so many.

I thought of going to the mortal world to get some lotus root and throw it into the lake, but I thought that the lotus flowers in the mortal world were too ordinary, and the lotus flowers in Guanyin Dashi were beautiful.

When the next lecture of Guanyin was held, I went there to sit down, and by the way, I asked Guanyin for a lotus seed, and the lotus flower in Guanyin was the most beautiful lotus flower in the world.

Or, if you have the opportunity to go to the East China Sea to see if you are lucky enough to pick up the mussel shells and come back, if you are lucky, you may be able to raise a few night pearls.

On this day, when I had nothing to do, I was boating on the lake with Squeaky Xiaoni, and I made a kite for them, a kite with a red goldfish drawing.

Squeak and Ni liked it so much that they proposed to fly a kite on the lake.