After a long journey home, I finally returned to the strange and familiar city of Guangzhou in the evening, but I felt homeless because I had returned the house before leaving. Actually, I've been out of here for about seven days, and today is exactly a week, but it feels like a long time has passed.

At nine o'clock in the evening, this is a very embarrassing time, I asked for a seafood porridge in a supper club by myself, simply solved the dinner and supper together, and then found a hotel near the company to settle down, and renewed the lease for a week.

In the hotel, I felt very sleepy after taking a shower and wanted to sleep, but the phone suddenly rang, and it was a message from Cheng Yu, saying that my parents would go to Guangzhou to find me tomorrow morning, if I still didn't find it, then I had to issue a "missing person notice". That's when I remembered that I had forgotten to reply to him during the day...... So I hurriedly typed him back.

"Don't worry about telling my parents, I just turned off my mobile phone and went to travel to relax, and now I am already in Guangzhou." ”

I thought that Cheng Yu would be very emotional and talk to me a lot after I gave him a reply, or call me directly, but in fact he didn't, just said: "It's late, you wait to be cleaned up, be mentally prepared." ”

"Alas!" I sighed with emotion from the bottom of my heart, then put my phone aside, didn't think about anything more, turned off the light and went to sleep.

......

I had no dreams all night, and after returning to Guangzhou, I was still the same as in Lhasa before, sleeping very peacefully, until the phone rang, I woke up from my deep sleep, it turned out that it was already more than nine o'clock, and the call was from Cheng Yu.

"We're almost there, where are we going to meet later?Is it the house you lived in before?" Cheng Yu's tone sounded a little cold, Xu is Lao Cheng and Lao Liu were next to him.

I sat up with one hand on the bed and struggled to sit up, it was only past nine o'clock, and it was almost there, which was a real headache. I was silent for a moment, and then said: "Go to Lanxuan Four Seasons, just Qi Min's hotel, you know this, if you don't remember the way, I'll send you a location." Remember, don't take my parents to the house where I used to stay, I've already checked out. ”

"You!" Cheng Yu took a breath and held back the emotion of wanting to complain to me, "Okay, then you send me the position, do this first, hang up." ”

After putting my phone down, I exhaled and stared at the ceiling in bed for a moment before getting up and washing. A handful of water on his face, he suddenly became much more sober, and it was no longer so hot in late autumn.

After going out, I went directly to Lanxuan Four Seasons, I was already a VIP-level regular customer, and I still had a gold card given by Qi Min before, and people with Lanxuan Four Seasons Gold Card were almost familiar with it, and with a card in hand, I could have a lot of room for activities, and I didn't need to find Qi Min to arrange.

About 40 minutes passed, and I saw the family car at the door of the hotel, and I took the initiative to go up to greet our family.

After Cheng Yu and the others got out of the car, my mother's expression began to be wrong when she saw me, it was a sharper eye than the tip of a knife, and Lao Cheng's face was no better, but it was still in public, and we didn't talk here, but went to the hotel first.

The dishes were already prepared in the private room, which I had arranged in advance. The family of four was seated, and everyone's expressions were not the same, except for me, who was sitting like a dead pig not afraid of hot water.

"Don't you have anything you want to tell us?" What I never expected was that this opening sentence was said by Lao Cheng to me, and after speaking, he did not forget to light a cigarette, and his eyes under his gloomy face were my "judgment".

I replied calmly: "The truth is what you see in the news, and then ...... After I was discharged from the hospital, I went on a trip on my own and cut off contact with the outside world for a few days, but now I'm fine. ”

My mother immediately took the words, and reprimanded me excitedly: "Are you okay? Do you know how worried our family was about you in those days? If it weren't for Qi Min and Yang Fan who kept reassuring us, saying that you are fine, you would be angry with me and your father! Cheng Ting, how old are you, more than twenty, can you make people save some snacks?" The tears in my mother's eyes at this moment are the worries I let go of after I appeared, and they are also reproaches and disappointments to me.

Su Jing ...... It's so unfortunate, but that's all in the past, it can only be said that Xiao Su's life is hard, but, people have to look forward, Xiaoyue is such a good girl, is it broken between the two of you like this? This marriage is decided, and it looks like you are about to enter the palace of marriage in two months, but you are ......"

Maybe I could have restrained my emotions on my own, but seeing the disappointed and painful side of my parents at this moment, my throat felt like a fishbone had been inserted, and the corners of my eyes suddenly felt hot. After all, people are emotional creatures, so how can they really turn a blind eye? What's more, sitting in front of them are their parents and brothers.

My upper and lower jaws trembled, and I replied with difficulty: "Dad, Mom, some things are not something that we can decide, if this is the result of the accident, we can only accept the reality, it's not that I didn't grasp it, I didn't work hard, it's just that there are some things that I can't grasp if I want to." ”

"Escape is the worst, you keep saying that you have to accept and face the reality, don't you still abandon all selfishness and disappear for a few days?'The more you grow up, the more you understand that you are shouldering the responsibilities of many important people around you, and you no longer live for yourself', this sentence was said to me before, but you can't do it yourself!"

Even Cheng Yu said this, and the sense of balance in his heart was suddenly broken, as if he was leaning towards the gray side. I didn't want our family to be in this situation when we hadn't seen each other for a long time, so I sniffed, forced a smile and said, "Let's not talk about this first, okay? ”

I moved the turntable and raised my chopsticks, but when I was about to pick up the food, my hands hung in the air, because no one cooperated with my movements, and the embarrassment of directing and acting by myself appeared.

"Dad, let's eat first, okay?" I said again.

"Let's eat first...... the word "bar" that Lao Cheng said, how many vicissitudes and helplessness do you have to have such a tone.

Although everyone still started to use their chopsticks at the end of the dinner, I swear it was the hardest dinner I've had in 25 years, and it was a family feast......

After dinner, I didn't send my parents out of the hotel, I stopped at the door of the private room, and was silent for a long time before I finally spoke: "Dad, Mom, you can stay in this hotel tonight, you can stay as long as you want, this hotel is Qi Min's, he won't give me a high fee, my gold card is here!" Speaking of the back, I also smiled reluctantly.

My mother rejected my "kindness" and said calmly: "Didn't you have a house that you had rented for a few years before? That old-fashioned house is quite comfortable and feels like home, let's go to your house and live in it, don't spend this unnecessary money." ”

"I ......"

When I wanted to speak, Cheng Yu preemptively said at this critical moment: "Mom, this Lanxuan Four Seasons is a five-star hotel, why don't we stay here, how comfortable it is! You can also see the night view of the city you like to see!"

"Don't interject. The old mother reprimanded Cheng Yu, then looked at it, and asked with a sharp look, "What did you want to say just now?"

I swallowed hard and confessed, "When I left Guangzhou, I gave back the house. ”

"No, what are you doing with the house you have returned? Could it be that you really planned to leave nothing at that time?"

"At that time, I thought so. "I don't know why I said this all of a sudden, it's more like an emotional outlet.

"You...... I was so disappointed!"

My mother finally took a deep look at me, and then resolutely left the corridor in front of this private room, Lao Cheng just shook his head and sighed, didn't say anything else, and followed my mother out of here, but Cheng Yu kicked me and scolded angrily: "You are sick, you can hold everything up during the meal, but in the last moment, will you die if you endure it a little longer?" After speaking, he also left in a bad mood, leaving me standing there in a trance.

The failure of an adult man may not be because of something very devastating, but because the important person around him said to you "You disappointed me too much", and the last line of defense in my heart collapsed in an instant.

"Oh......" I suddenly smiled, and then laughed and laughed and cried, I had never cried in the days I had been traveling, and at this moment, suddenly tears burst like a, and I slowly collapsed on the ground, leaning against the door of the private room, crying loudly......

Fortunately, this floor is a VIP room, and there are not so many idle people walking around. I don't know how long it has been, but my emotions are still not so rotten, as if I have dug a hole in my heart, and my mood is the spreading virus, gradually tearing open the movement in my heart.

"Cheng Ting, is that you?"