Chapter 66: The feeling of "difficult brothers".
When I arrived at the Qing bar that Cheng Yu asked me to go to, I bought a pack of cigarettes at a nearby convenience store and went in. Since it's still early, there aren't many people in the bar, so when I went in, I saw Cheng Yu sitting in the corner drinking by himself, with a lit cigarette between his fingers, and his eyes stayed out of the window in a daze. This appearance looks like an old man trapped in love.
"Hey, what are you thinking, is your soul out of your body?" I walked over and knocked on the table, and sat down across from him.
Cheng Yu reacted from his loss of consciousness and said, "It's here, let's drink it first." As he spoke, he poured me a glass from the bottle and moved in front of me.
I was not in a hurry to drink the wine he poured for me, but first opened the new cigarette I bought at the convenience store outside, took out a light one, and took a puff before saying slowly: "Mom and I have a rough idea, it sounds like Kening is more active, so there is this game tonight, so what do you think now?"
Cheng Yu took a sip of wine and said abruptly: "Alas, how can you say it...... In fact, this is the third time I have met Ke Ning, after the first time our family and Aunt Wang and their family had dinner together, I had an appointment with Ke Ning in private, and tonight's meal was actually what I told her in advance, so she came over. ”
"it!, you're 'Ming Xiu Plank Road, secretly crossing Chen Cang', it's okay, look at your absent-minded expression before, I thought you were so reluctant at that time!" I said in surprise, paused and continued: "No, I'm asking about your feelings for her, and you haven't said it yet." ”
"Before I talk about this, let me ask you a question, what do you think of Konin?"
"I just had a meal tonight, I don't know. ”
"It's not that you are asked to dissect a person, but I just want to talk about it. ”
I thought about it for a while, recalled what I looked like when I met her a few hours ago, hesitated for a while, and said: "Judging from her dress, words and deeds, on the whole, I think it's a pretty down-and-out girl, but these are just external things, internal character, only you know at the moment, because you have been in contact with her three times, and there is also private contact." I looked directly at Cheng Yu with sharp eyes, waiting for his answer.
Cheng Yu recontinued a cigarette rarely, sighed, and then said in a deep voice: "I know what you said, in fact...... Kenin is not as simple as you see, she is a very rational woman in her feelings...... When we met for the second date, she told me very frankly that if we choose to be together, we should get married as soon as possible, otherwise we should not start, because she is 26 years old after finishing graduate school, and she is almost a year older than me...... I have a good impression of her, but according to what you know about me, do you think I can accept it when I get married so early? She is fine in all other aspects, but she is too anxious. ”
I was stunned for a moment, shrugged my shoulders, and replied disapprerovingly: "Then for a girl, this age is indeed the time to get married, besides, do you think you are still very young? It's also the age to talk about marriage, okay, what's this." ”
"My career is average, and my education is not as high as others, how can I control others, if you can give me some more time, then it's okay......" He hesitated for a while, his eyes were a little evasive, and he muttered in a low voice: "Besides, I still want to be romantic for a few more years, why do you get married so early......"
I said with disdain: "Tut-tut, your girl's name has been changed to Cheng Scum, it's really a scumbag, I finally have a more suitable one, you have to die." ”
After a moment of silence, I asked again, "Then according to the time she gave, when are you going to get married?"
"Within this year. ”
I encouraged: "I think, if it really feels okay, then you can try it first, what can be guaranteed in emotional matters, and there will be so many accidents in the future? ”
"With this thought, you are not much better, you are also a scumbag. Cheng Yu smiled embarrassedly and muttered.
Me: "......"
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Two more days passed, and the Spring Festival quietly arrived. The weather was sunny and the sun was finally warmer than ever, indicating that spring was coming.
According to the custom, Lao Cheng and Cheng Yu and I pasted the Spring Festival couplets at home together, and after all this, it was time for dinner soon. On such a grand festival, the person who cooks is naturally Lao Cheng, and I have to say that Lao Cheng's cooking skills are really good enough to say, we often joke that one day Lao Cheng retires, so he can simply open a small restaurant. However, my cooking skills are also very good, but I don't have a chance to perform at home.
After dinner, our family watched the Spring Festival Gala in the living room, and at this time, my mother came out of the room with a smile, looked at me and Cheng Yu and said, "At this time, what should I say?"
Cheng Yu and I looked at each other and smiled, and replied: "Wishing you prosperity, the red envelope has arrived!"
"It's pretty much the same, come, take it, I wish you two brothers a smooth work, and marry a daughter-in-law and go home as soon as possible!" said my mother as she took out two red envelopes from her pocket and handed them to us.
In our family, my parents are like this, no matter how old we are now, they will send me and Cheng Yu red envelopes every Spring Festival, but before that, Cheng Yu and I have given money home first, and I don't give much, only about three thousand, because I only have four or five thousand yuan in total.
I hope I can really do what my mother wants, we can all work smoothly, my parents still don't know about my resignation, at this time I am unemployed, I have to find a new job as soon as possible after returning to Guangzhou.
"Cheng Ting, Su Jing should go home, right? When will you ask her to come to our house for dinner?" My mother suddenly looked at me and said.
I was stunned for a long time, I should have come, Cheng Yu gave me a look, and I didn't know what he wanted me to say. I was silent for a while, until my mother called me again, I took a deep breath, and planned to confess and be lenient: "Mom, Su Jing...... It's not coming. ”
"What do you mean?" Mom's expression froze, and the two elders looked at me with scrutinizing eyes at the same time.
I swallowed my saliva with difficulty, and said stubbornly: "Su Jing will not come, and she will not come again in the future, because she chose to go abroad." ”
"You mean to say, you ...... Broke up?" Mom's emotions are like a volcano about to erupt, and whether it will erupt depends on my answer.
After a moment of silence, I nodded gently, acquiescing to what my mother asked.
"You kid, what did I tell you at the beginning, go abroad, go abroad, go abroad, now it's okay, people don't come back, you regret it!" My mother sat on the chair, looked at me with a look of hatred and hatred, and when she said the word "go abroad", her fingers tapped the table.
I stole a glance at Lao Cheng and found that his face was also very bad, like a gloomy sky, brewing a storm.
"Mom, actually...... I don't regret it, because I think that two people are together, not to change each other for the sake of being together, but to tolerate each other and fulfill each other, and none of us deprives others of the right to pursue their dreams. "I spoke in a loud voice, but it was categorical.
My mother crossed her hands on her chest and said angrily: "Heh, then do I have to praise you for being very noble and great?"
Without waiting for me to speak, Lao Cheng, who was sitting on the side, put down the remote control of the TV in his hand, looked at me and frowned and asked, "Then according to what you say, you and Xiao Su brought up the breakup?"
"Yes. ”
The short word "yes", after saying it, made me feel like my heart was overwhelmed by a boulder, and I understood what it meant to be "insincere", I could only answer the questions raised by my parents, because I really had no way to tell the truth to the second elder, and Su Jing disappeared in my world like evaporation from the world...... Besides, it's like the plot of a TV series, will they believe it?
My mother said sharply: "A good relationship has to be ruined before you give up, and what do you say, 'I don't deprive others of the right to pursue their dreams', I tell you, you are doing it! At a young age, how much love and hate do you know, and when you think about it later, your intestines will be repentant!"
I didn't say anything to refute it, and let my mother scold me. In the whole room, only my mother was talking, and my grandfather and I were silent. Cheng Yu probably didn't know what to say to help me, and as for Lao Cheng, he felt more sorry for me and Su Jing, so even though his face was gloomy, he didn't set off a "storm" in the end.
It was supposed to be a happy and harmonious night for the family, but it was disrupted by a topic that shouldn't be talked about. I found that as soon as the topic of "feelings" and "marriage" is mentioned in a family, the atmosphere will definitely change, and this is simply an insoluble phenomenon! At this time, Cheng Yu and I inexplicably had a feeling of "difficult brothers" in our feelings...... Alas, it's too hard!