Chapter 24: It's a pity
Su Qiming originally wanted to spend the night on the sofa, but Gu Nanjia said that he was hypocritical.
That's right, it's just a change of home field, and now I have to behave so principled in this matter, which is quite hypocritical.
So he still lay on the bed in the bedroom with her.
Although her bed is not small, it is still far from the hotel's two-meter-old bed.
can only keep the distance that will crash into the other party's arms when he turns around.
The residences in the community do not face the street like hotels, and the floors are much higher.
Outside the window, there is less flickering lights of high-rise buildings and the sound of cars speeding by, and it seems much quieter.
In the room where even the sound of the other party's breathing could be heard clearly, the spirit was tense.
Difficulty sleeping.
"Don't you rarely come back to stay?" the voice was small, but it was clear enough to reach her ears in the quiet of the room.
She heard his question and tilted her head away.
He could be seen resting his left hand, his eyes fixed on the empty ceiling.
Gu Nanjia followed his example and set her eyes on the roof.
Faint street lights cast the outline of the windows on the ceiling.
It's not very regular, just illuminating a corner of the ceiling lamp.
"No, why do you suddenly ask that?" she asked rhetorically.
"I feel like you're pretty new here, and the sofa and bed don't look like they're used a lot. And the spice jars in the kitchen are obviously not unpacked for a long time, so..."
"So it doesn't feel like there's any breath of life, right?" she interrupted him, her tone a little lonely, "I am the only one living in such a big house, what kind of home can I feel?"
Hearing that the other party was a little depressed, Su Qiming hurriedly spit out two words: "I'm sorry." ”
Gu Nanjia didn't answer, and tilted her head out the window.
The night sky was pitch black, and even the moon didn't want to show its head out of this small window.
She heard him flip a little.
The broad palm of his hand reached through the gap under her neck and wrapped his arms around her shoulders.
With this slight force, he leaned back and hid in his arms.
Wrapped in the man's body temperature, I can vaguely feel the powerful heartbeat in his chest.
It makes people feel grounded.
She simply turned around and buried her head in his chest.
"Thank you. The voice was muffled, "Are you also alone in Jincheng?"
Su Qiming gently stroked her back, and could feel something warm soaking the clothes on his chest, "Yes, it's about the same as you, alone." ”
Where is it almost the same, it's obviously unbearable.
I bought a house for my wedding, but it was put on hold for year after year.
Except for the bedroom, the other rooms are not needed several times a month.
They are all stubborn people, and they don't like to disturb their parents' lives very much.
Jincheng, like Hangzhou, is a city with a population of tens of millions.
But it seems that he has never been integrated, and he is very lonely.
"Have you ever thought about staying?" came a tentative voice from his bosom.
"Thought. The palm behind her back increased a little harder, "But it can't be done." ”
There are various reasons for this, and it is impossible to explain them in detail.
simply gave a straight answer.
The night was getting deeper, and no one continued to speak...
It wasn't until Gu Nanjia felt a little cold in the middle of the night that she realized that there was no one else around her.
I glanced around the room in a trance, but I didn't see it.
He grabbed a coat and walked out of the bedroom.
The living room was pitch black, but fortunately, my eyes had adapted to the darkness and I didn't lose sight of my fingers.
When I woke up, I couldn't find my slippers, which caused the coolness of the wooden floor to rise up from the soles of my feet.
I just wanted to turn on the light in the living room, but I vaguely saw a spark of cigarettes flashing on the balcony.
By the ghost, she slipped into the shadows of the curtains.
I can't even figure out why I did it.
In the middle of the night, I don't know who he was talking to on the phone, and his tone was gentle and gentle.
"Well, I'll be back in two days, and I'm going well here..."
"You guys finally went out for a trip, what are you doing in such a hurry to come back, play outside for two more days, find a favorite place to recuperate..."
"It's not like you don't know me, I'm used to being alone, how can I have so many things to worry about..."
"Mom, how dare I blame you, I just think you've worked hard all your life, and you finally have time to relax, so don't worry about me all the time..."
"It's okay, don't bother, it's almost dawn in China..."
Gu Nanjia listened for a while, and then hung up the phone.
The sound of a lighter came to my ears, and I thought I had re-lit a cigarette.
He took a deep puff of his cigarette and let out a long sigh, feeling quite tired.
Like myself, when I receive a call from my parents, even if I pretend to be relaxed and happy.
It's quite distressing.
She walked barefoot, unconcerned about the cold tiles on the balcony.
Reach out and hug him from behind.
Su Qiming was startled, but he didn't expect her to run out, and explained: "Woke you up? My parents went abroad for a vacation, and they shouldn't be used to the jet lag, so they came over in the middle of the night." ”
She shook her head against his back, but didn't speak.
I don't know if I want him to help him block the night breeze on the balcony, or if I want to use my body temperature to bring him a little warmth.
The strength of his hand increased a little more, and he hugged it tighter.
"What are you doing here? No, no. Su Qiming snuffed out the cigarette in his hand, patted her hand around his waist, and smiled in his tone.
When I turned around, I saw that the girl's nose was red, and the night wind was still a little cold.
The coat on his shoulders was thinner, and his feet were red from the cold.
I'm afraid I'm half-asleep and half-awake to come out to find myself, right?
I didn't expect to just come out and answer a phone call, I didn't want to wake her up.
Now it's the opposite, and she's too light.
"Look at you, you don't wear shoes, it's not good in the first place, what if it's aggravated?" deliberately changed a slightly reproachful tone, pointing to her bare feet.
"Stop blowing the wind here, go back to sleep. It should still be a little sleepy, Gu Nanjia's voice is up and down.
Glancing up at the man in front of him, he took his hand and walked back to the bedroom.
Feel free to drop your coat on the chair and climb back into the covers.
This time, perhaps because the night wind was blowing a little cold, she took the initiative to shrink into his arms.
Like a kitten, it curled up and snuggled up to his chest, and soon fell asleep.
Su Qiming gently patted her back, feeling the even breathing in his arms, and suddenly felt warm.
If only there was someone who liked him all the time, I could give him a hug when I came home after a busy day.
Two people join hands to share weal and woe, and they don't even need too many words.
It's much better than working hard alone.
But such a person is too difficult to find, and it is difficult to meet a crush object, but there is no way to be together.
Alas... It's a pity.