Chapter 40: The Fool's Faith
Lin Su may not understand what they say, but he is by no means a dull person.
Looking at the current situation, if the woman's request is not allowed, she will definitely not give up.
If you don't allow it, it will definitely be another fight. There are many people on the other side, and their strength is extremely strong, what are their chances of winning? Do you want to return to the beast devoured by the desire to kill?
Never!
I don't know what it means to go abroad or something, the whole world is not the king's land, and if I go abroad, where can I go? I can go out of the land of Kyushu and go to the wilderness? I still have five years? What is the difference between this and being exiled for a repeat offender?
And it seems unreasonable to let yourself lose your memory and forget your memories of these two days, but... Seems acceptable.
Yesterday I was still in a coma, and today I slowly woke up, and all kinds of things after waking up are some unpleasant things, especially when I am devoured by the desire to kill in my body, the kind of memories that evoke all the most painful memories of myself, the kind of loss of self, the pain of killing for the sake of killing but not stopping, these... Why remember?
If there is any reluctance today, except for the slight family bond of the old woman, it may be the look of the woman who disregards life and death, protects herself and the old woman desperately fights, and rushes into the room to look at herself.
That cold, firm, warm look. A look that will always be engraved in my heart.
"I choose to forget about today," Lin Su weighed it and said slowly.
Cheng Yu said "yes" and turned around to go back to Fluttershy's again.
"Will we see each other again in the future?" Lin Su hurriedly asked when he saw the woman leaving.
The fat Taoist priest laughed, Nunu mouthed, and said with a smile: "Oh, I'll go, young man, is it interesting to our Cheng Da Beauty? Very bold~~ But your accosting is too old-fashioned! Haha, you will forget the soul curse later, you will never remember today's events, even if you meet again, you won't recognize her!"
After Cheng Yuzhi heard this, he didn't have any mood fluctuations, and he didn't respond to the fat Taoist's ridicule, and looked back at Lin Su: "I don't know, but even if we meet again, you won't know me again, and I won't recognize you, it's a meaningless question." ”
Lin Su's old face flushed, knowing that there was a problem in his words, but for the person who was about to forget all this, he had a question in his heart, and he had to ask the cold woman in front of him before forgetting this question.
Yes, the doubts that plagued his heart, the doubts that were aroused by all the painful memories, the doubts that precipitated after the explosion of murderous aura...
The people in front of him are all people with vast magical powers, cold and glamorous celestials, not to mention fat and thin Taoist priests, those black-clothed men with tigers and bears are also well-trained and fierce in killing.
These people are outstanding people wherever they are, and their value is not much greater than that of ordinary people like themselves? Why are they so stupid? Why do they come to fight to the death of the Mahayana Mao Zhuang to save themselves?
Isn't the world just a dark forest? If you want to survive, you must follow the cruelest law! The law of the jungle is the strong, the survival of the fittest, and natural selection.
After suffering and countless battles, Lin Su (Lin Yao) who crawled out of the pile of dead people naturally knew that if he wanted to live, kindness, morality, and mercy must be abandoned!
In Lin Su's consciousness, only if he is stronger, more cunning, and more ruthless than others, will he live longer. Those who are weaker than themselves, who are killed by themselves, are killed in vain. And those who are stronger than themselves, kill themselves, and they have nothing to say.
Isn't that the way of the world? The weak are always the stepping stones of the strong, and they exist as foils or victims.
But... Why are these strong people willing to risk life and death, and do not hesitate to face the powerful and fierce Mahayana Mao Zhuang head-on, but also to protect themselves and these weak people?
"Why do you come to fight that monster regardless of life or death, and protect people like us until the end? Aren't you afraid of death? Is it worth it?" Lin Su asked his question.
Everyone thought that the young man would say something earthy and greasy to write to talk to his iceberg beauty, but he didn't expect this philosophical question of life to pop up。。。。。。
The fat and thin Taoist people laughed when they heard this.
Fat Taoist: "Kill demons and eliminate demons, do the way for the sky, my generation of monks' vocation." ”
Thin Taoist: "Cultivating truth is not afraid of death, and not cultivating truth if you are afraid of death." ”
Cheng Yu's beautiful eyes sparkled, and he looked at Lin Su with interest. At this moment, a young woman in a white uniform and carrying a delicate briefcase entered outside the door of the ward.
Entered the door and saluted Cheng Yuzhi and reported: "Chen Meinan of the aftermath team reports." ”
Generally, the aftermath group comes to mean that everything is done, and the team is ready to close, and everyone is like an arrow.
At the same time, Meng Xiaotian said on the communication channel: "Sister Xue, you can collect the team after the civilian care is placed." ”
"Well, I got it!" "Meinan, this old lady is a guest to apply, this... Cheng Yuzhi hesitated. "Give me the Soul Talisman, and I'll handle the placement. ”
"In the land of Kyushu, under the sky, there are many unknown evils, which peep and lurk in the darkness, and are eyeing each other. ”
"My generation of cultivators vow to protect the world from intrusion, and incarnate as the sword and shield of all human beings. ”
"It is my generation's duty to slay demons and expel evil spirits. Guarding the right path in the world and maintaining the order of heaven and earth is the belief of our generation. Behind the scenes, it is our responsibility to protect everyone in the world from evil spirits. Cheng Yuzhi picked up the Soul Forgetting Talisman and said solemnly to Lin Su.
"Don't be nervous, sleep for a while, you won't remember what happened today" Cheng Yuzhi's two white and slender fingers were holding the talisman paper, close to Lin Su's forehead.
Lin Su was not nervous, and continued to ask: "I still don't understand, why do you do this for no reason? Could it be that you are the so-called saints?"
"We're not saints, we're just fools with faith. You don't need to understand, you just need to believe that there is a group of fools who will always be behind you, and when evil is approaching, they will protect you regardless of life and death, just for everyone's peace in this world. Cheng Yuzhi said a rare gentle word, and then ignited the rune paper and muttered in his mouth.
Lin Su looked at Cheng Yuzhi's gentle eyes that melted into the frost, and his heart was calm for a while, but gradually his eyes were confused, and he was reluctant to close his eyes and fell into a deep sleep.
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An old-fashioned alley in Shencheng, an old house with a wooden and stone structure, and a cramped cubicle separated by wooden boards.
Recently, the little nurse Tang Xin was in a very upset mood, lying on the single bed in the cubicle where she couldn't straighten her feet late at night, tossing and turning and unable to fall asleep.
As a native of Shencheng, Tang Xin has been living in this somewhat bitter but warm environment, and I thought that she would continue to be so plain and bland.
Both parents are honest factory workers, and they have been working in state-owned enterprises and factories since they came back from Yunnan-Yunnan educated youth, and they have been busy all their lives until they retire, and they have not left much savings, nor have any connections, let alone rich relatives and friends.
Living a small life at home, an ordinary life, not rich or poor, but fortunately, the husband and wife are harmonious, the daughter is filial, and the family is happy, plain and warm.
Tang Xin grew up like this, went to school in an ordinary way, had an ordinary academic performance, and lived the life of an ordinary girl.
After hard work, Tang Xin was admitted to university, entered the medical and nursing major, and was assigned to work in a municipal hospital after graduation.
Everything is plain, doing the work of an ordinary nurse, taking an ordinary income, maybe meeting an ordinary person again, forming an ordinary family, and then continuing to live an ordinary life.
But... Since the news came out that the old house where he lived was going to be demolished, his peaceful life for many years was disrupted.
I've never seen it before, and the seven aunts and eight aunts who have never been in contact with each other have all popped up, some have climbed relatives, some want to go through the relationship to enter the household registration, some want to borrow money, and some want to tell themselves about their own family affairs, and so on... The noise is overwhelming.
Parents are honest and not good at words, and they are not good at dealing with people. At the beginning, he sincerely responded to the visits and demands of every "distant relative", but over time, no matter how wooden people were, they would wake up and understand the purpose of these sudden people.
As the honest man suddenly woke up, the kind words were shirked until the door was closed, and the flattering people began to change their faces.
"The old man has three sons, Lai, why do you want to swallow the old house alone when you come here? Tell you, this old house, as long as the surname Tang has a share!"
"Oh, your family is a daughter, and your daughter will always marry someone else and become someone else's daughter-in-law." What are you doing with so many house tickets, why don't you take care of your eldest nephew who is going to buy a house in Shenzhen, and wait for him to serve you in the future, so you can be regarded as half a son, right?"
"Oh, people are from Shencheng now, and they have long forgotten the poor relatives of their ancestors! I don't want to think about it, who didn't work together in the field to eat together, but now that they are developed, they have forgotten the friendship when they were young, and asked him what happened to the small bungalow he built before borrowing something? What is this money to him, a Shencheng person?"
"I'm sorry, I forgot my ancestors, I have no conscience, my second aunt's family is going to get married, and I ask you to borrow money to buy a new house, what's wrong with forgetting how your second aunt treated you when she was a child?"
The old couple has been doing their duty for a lifetime, being kind to people, and they have never seen anyone blushing. often teach Tang Xin to do more good deeds and help others. If not, how could Tang Xin be inspired to be a medical worker who helps others since she was a child.
It's good now, the country's sunshine policy has shone on his old house, but because of this, he has become the original sin and the target of everyone.
After this incident, the old couple was not good, became depressed, and was afraid of seeing the living.
The old couple doesn't understand, in this materialistic world, how can people's hearts become so terrible, why do they know their own things, why do they win so justifiably?
All kinds of rumors and rumors have disturbed the family, and they have affected the normal life of the family.
But among them, these are not the most annoying, these relatives and friends who suddenly appeared, these gossips, no matter how you say it, you don't have to cover your ears, close the door, adjust your mentality, and secretly scold people for not being ancient, and things will always pass after demolition.
What made the old couple sad and white-headed, and Tang Xin couldn't sleep, was a nominal distant cousin, although he had never seen it.
For no other reason, there are four names on the household registration book of this old house, and the distant cousin of not his own family members is prominently listed.