I nodded in agreement, said goodbye to Brother Huang and left Hua'an Hospital.

The clue was broken again, and I stood in front of the zebra crossing and didn't know whether I should go home or where to go.

At this time, the familiar bell rang, and I picked up my phone, which was a call from Yixin. "Hey, Chen Ye, my mother and I are waiting for you to eat at home today, where are you, why haven't you arrived home yet?"

I replied a little tiredly: "There was a little problem at work, and it was a little late, so I'll go back now." ”

Yi Xin's tone was as bright as ever: "Okay, then you pay attention to safety on the road, and when we come back, we will talk about the wedding planning together." ”

I hung up with a few muffled "ums". In the dim sky, I stood alone in front of the zebra crossing, back and forth is the endless stream of tail lights dragging and long tassel-like light and shadow, my ears are the hot hustle and bustle of the bustling city, full of bright neon colorful scenes, for a moment, I suddenly have a sense of unreality, looking at this momentary strange environment, confused and unfamiliar feelings occupy my heart, do I really know who I am? Do I really know where this is? All this, in the end, is it really true?

I shook my head, took a deep breath, and tried to put my messy thoughts away, the red light that was forbidden to pedestrians flickered from red to green, I raised my feet and walked forward, but my back looked like I was stepping from one mystery to another, all around was foggy, and there was a feeling that everything was a dream.

When I finally got home, the bright warm yellow light enveloped me the moment I opened the door, as if to dispel the coldness on my body, and I said with a little warm relief: "Mom, Yixin, I'm back." ”

Yi Xin was walking out of the kitchen with a plate, and when he saw me, his eyes bent, and he put down the plate and shouted to the kitchen, "Mom, Chen Ye is back." Then he turned to me and said angrily: "Why did you come back, the dishes are almost cold, come and taste the fish soup that my mother and I learned to stew together." ”

I rubbed my brows, opened my slightly sore eyes, smiled at Yixin, and said, "I was wrong, I was wrong, I was busy with work today, so I was late." ”

After saying that, my mother also took off her apron and walked out, grabbed her cuffs and wiped her hands and said to me: "Okay, okay, come and eat, let Yixin also accompany you to starve, how can you be a husband-to-be!"

I pulled out a chair and sat down, moved to the hearty meal, and turned my head to ask Yixin, "Do you have a wedding planning company you like?"

Yi Xin took out his mobile phone and turned out a few case pictures of the scene layout to show me, the first one is a more common Western-style wedding style, and the second one is a dreamy candy-colored girly style, I secretly thought to myself, Yi Xin is usually such a strong person on the surface, but in fact, she is still a little girl in her heart.

Later, Yi Xin found a few more, looked at them, and suddenly a picture of a feather light gauze scene attracted me, and an inexplicable familiarity came to my mind.

This was followed by a sharp pain in my nerves, and it was under this feeling of splitting headache that a vague picture appeared in my mind.

I sat on the stone steps by the basketball court to rest, Xia Yan looked at me with a smile and handed me water, helped me wipe my sweat, I gasped for breath and filled the screen with water, Xia Yan suddenly mysteriously pointed to the building outside the school railing to make an advertising map in the shape of a feather, and said to me: "Chen Ye, in the future, we will arrange such feathers at our wedding, the feathers are falling one after another, it must be very beautiful." ”

I looked at Xia Yan with some amusement and helplessness, my eyes were full of pampering, and said: "Okay, arrange it as a feather, and make a long feather tail for your wedding dress, okay?" Xia Yan's voice was full of joy and longing: "Okay, good........."

"Chenye, Chenye, what's wrong with you?" Yixin looked at me worriedly.

At this point, the aperture in front of me slowly widened, the scene gradually turned white, and the headache slowly dissipated, and I put down the hand on my head, deliberately ignoring the scene I had just seen, trying not to look strange.

This is the second time I've seen Xia Yan in a place other than a dream, does that mean that my memory may be recovering little by little? I want to talk to someone, but Yixin and my mother are obviously not good people to talk to.

"Chen Ye, Chen Ye, Yi Xin is talking to you, what are you doing?" My mother didn't seem to see my pain just now, and when she saw that I didn't answer Yi Xin, she pushed me.

"Ahh Ah, there's a little too much salt for this dish..."I was pulled back to reality by my mother's words, and I almost blurted out "Ah Yan" was stopped by me.

Yi Xin looked at me suspiciously, but the next second he saw that my expression was as usual, so he didn't ask anything more.

She pointed to the picture of the feather set and asked me, "Chen Ye, what do you think of this, my favorite is this one or the candy-colored one in front, which one do you think is better?"

"Hmm... I think this is pretty good, or maybe that's it. I said, looking at the image that suddenly brought my mind to me.

"Okay, then I'll call tomorrow to ask about the details of this arrangement, the specific venue, the manpower and the cost......" I suddenly felt a burst of guilt in my heart, these days, I have been obsessed with figuring out Xia Yan's affairs, and I am inevitably a little negligent to Yi Xin, such things as wedding planning, which should have been discussed and planned by the two of us, but she is a girl who worries about thinking much more than me, and I, the prospective groom, am inevitably a little too unsuccessful.

I remembered what Xiao Jun, the psychiatrist, my mother, and even the strange hypnotic magician who met in a foreign country told me, don't be too attached to the past, only live the present is the most important thing to do.

But when I think of the image that was still in my mind, I can't resist my desire to explore.

"Alas" I sighed lightly, smiled softly at Yi Xin, and said, "I'll accompany you to plan specific things tomorrow, I can't let you worry so much about a girl's family, then I'm too not a man." ”

Yi Xin smiled and didn't speak, seemingly not minding my absence during the wedding preparations. Then the conversation continued, and the meal ended in a rather warm atmosphere.

After sending Yi Xin back, I took a shower and went back to my room, remembering Xia Yan's turquoise covered diary, I was about to open the drawer and take it out to take a closer look, but my mother suddenly pushed the door in.

She took a few sets of my folded clothes and put them in the closet for me, and said to me: "Just now when you were taking a shower, Yi Xin called me and told me to let you go to Shimao early tomorrow, she asked someone to try on a new batch of suits and wedding dresses in advance, and she would have to queue up if she went late." ”