But what can I do now?

If I could turn back ten years, I would definitely refuse Wu Gang's invitation without hesitation.

But where in the world would there be so many ifs.

Even though I'm only in my thirties, I'm already married.

I have a daughter of my own.

Seven-year-old daughter.

Whether it is daily firewood, rice, oil and salt, or daughter's counseling fee, it is an expenditure that should not be underestimated.

I want to continue to develop in the sales industry.

I also have the courage to climb from the bottom.

But can my daughter wait?

I just wanted to change jobs and start a new life.

My ambition is not very big, I just want to earn more money and buy a decent new dress for my daughter every New Year.

Every once in a while, I can buy my daughter some snacks and get a brand new doll.

When life can't go on, I can also go to the next restaurant, drink a few glasses of wine, and cry quietly while drunk.

These are obviously trivial things!

But it can still crush people!

With my current salary, if I eat one less steamed bun per meal and buy less meat every week, I can barely support the family to survive.

Since I was a child, I have been used to hard life, I have been poor for most of my life, and I have long been smoothed out by life.

But I don't want to see my daughter suffer with me.

Su Yu, she has always been very sensible, as if she can hear my heart.

Several times, when I dragged my tired body home, I could always see Su Yu watching me.

Her eyes were full of tenderness, like the blue sea, shining with dazzling waves under the sun.

I felt guilty, I blamed myself, and I hated myself even more.

Some people are born into this world and work hard to live.

And some people, it's to survive.

At least, I don't have any choice now.

I finally agreed to Wu Gang.

I am also very grateful.

Once, when he was at his worst, I stayed by his side and pulled his gradually wavering heart back from the edge of the cliff.

And now, it's when I'm at my worst.

During this time, I was not less looked at by others.

At first, I thought I had met a lot of people in the group and had strong connections.

I always thought that at any time, with my friendship with them, they would definitely help me.

However, I found out that I was wrong.

From overseas manager to technical leader, and then to the current dismissal.

And their eyes are gradually changing.

From sincerity to surprise, from skepticism to disgust.

It turns out that human eyes can really lie.

Wu Gang was the first person to treat me sincerely, except for Li Xueli.

And I just talked to him a few years ago!

I don't know exactly how much I drank, and I don't know exactly how I got home.

When I woke up, I found myself in bed.

And Ai Ningning happened to be in front of my bed.

I have a terrible headache!

Explosive pain!

"Su Chen, why did you suddenly drink so much yesterday, even if it is for work, you have to take care of your body. ”

Ai Ningning's voice is still as gentle as ever.

She helped me up, picked up the freshly brewed honey water, and carefully put it to my mouth.

My body shivered uncontrollably!

I'm a little creepy!

Ai Ningning's thoughtfulness scared me.

Dendrobium tea in the living room.

The figure of the other men in the monitor.

Isn't that enough to break me down?

Why does Ai Ningning always show her soft side in front of me?

Is it just because of her guilt?

But if it was because of guilt, why did she do those unfaithful things!

Does she want to make me schizophrenic and ruin me completely!

What a bastard!

"Get out of here!"

I pushed Ai Ningning away fiercely, but she didn't react at all, and the whole person fell backwards uncontrollably.

She slammed into the closet, grunting.

In an instant, the clothes in the closet were scattered all over the floor.

And the glass in her hand also crossed her fingers and fell heavily to the ground.

In an instant, debris flew sideways.

Honey water flowed all over the ground.

Ai Ningning leaned weakly against the wardrobe, like a mess of mud.

She frowned, one hand clutching her abdomen tightly, breathing in pain.

Everything was so sudden that I thought it wasn't what I did at all!

Ai Ningning had no complaints, not even any resentment in his eyes.

She took a tissue, wiped the beads of sweat off her forehead, slowly bent down, and began to clean up.

She first hung her clothes back in the closet, and then began to carefully pick up the shards of glass.

All the while, I sat on the bed and took it all in.

The corners of my mouth twitched.

I opened my mouth to say something, but I couldn't.

Looking at Ai Ningning's embarrassed appearance, my heart was also twitching.

I want to be ruthless!

I obviously hate Ai Ningning!

But why am I always not angry, why is this?

My heart hurt so much that I wanted to slap myself hard.

I want to run to Aininin and let her rest.

I want to apologize to her and clean up the mess for her.

However, I will never forget the woman in front of me, she betrayed me.

More than once!

I was struggling and hesitant, I didn't know what I had to do.

I'm very emotionally unstable!

After cleaning the room, Ai Ningning went out.

It wasn't long before she walked in with another cup.

Piping hot.

It was honey water she had just brewed.

Seems to be a little jealous of me.

This time, instead of handing it to me, she silently placed it next to the bedside table.

Immediately afterward, she turned around, walked out of the room, and closed the door.

No talking, no communication.

Everything is so normal.

If it weren't for the steaming glass of honey water on the bedside table, I would have thought nothing had ever happened.

I breathed heavily, and even felt the air around me become a little muddy.

I don't expect Ai Ningning to take care of me.

I don't expect to get back to my old life.

I'm just trying to be safe.

I just want to be pure.

I want to continue working hard for my career.

It's nothing else, just for Su Yu.

As long as I can raise Su Yu, I can let her grow up healthily in a better environment.

No matter what kind of responsibilities and grievances I will resist, I don't care!

One day, Su Yu will be able to understand my hard work.

One day, Su Yu will be able to know all the truth.

And at that time, she also had her own thinking and her own judgment.

At that time, no matter what decision she makes, I will respect her choice.

Until that moment, I was truly liberated.