Sixtieth [Second Week] The Publication of "Taboo".
Later, Lu Huaisheng got drunk, and he saw the woman he had missed for a long time in a daze.
Only 001 knew that Lu Huaisheng regarded her as Zeng Yuqi, the woman who made her appear in this world.
She didn't care, and helped Lu Huaisheng into his room, maybe he was really drunk.
Lu Huaisheng revealed an unprecedented childishness in front of her.
He leaned against her with his eyes closed.
"Jiaojiao, Jiaojiao, Jiaojiao. ”
The deep voice was mixed with a hint of lust, but with deep longing.
He probably missed the person named Xu Jiao too much.
001 looked at such an embarrassed man, and his heart softened.
Maybe he's the wound she's done with.
didn't know that Lu Huaisheng had turned her into a human named Xu Jiao.
hugged the tired man in his arms tightly, and kept muttering in his heart with red eyes, just once.
But the man who should have been asleep suddenly woke up.
He saw 001 in a white dress and was instantly furious.
"Take it off, you're not worthy, you're not worthy of wearing her clothes, you go down for me, get out of here!"
He shouted heartbreakingly, that skirt is only his Jiaojiao wearing, what kind of thing is she, she dares to touch Jiaojiao!
001 saw Lu Huaisheng subconsciously retreating like this, and the eyes that looked like Xu Jiao looked at him like that, and his eyes were full of tears.
Seeing such a scene, Lu Huaisheng seemed to have lost his soul, he slowly came to her side with trembling hands, his hands rubbed 001's eyes, his red eyes kept staring at her tightly, but his mouth spit out the most ruthless words.
"You don't deserve to cry with her eyes. ”
She smiled, her eyes curled up like little crescents, but only 001 knew how mechanical she was laughing.
The man in front of him put away his hand with satisfaction, and gently peeled off the white dress on 001's body.
001 just smiled and watched him make such a move, but in fact, he thought to himself, it was good like this, she was just a copy of her.
The man in front of him was already content to sleep with his dress in his arms.
001 silently helped him to the bed and stared at him.
In the end, he turned around and left......
The light in the study is still on.
It may be that Lu Huaisheng forgot to close it when he was in the office, or it may be...
Alas, she was thinking something, and 001 shook her head and slowly pushed the door in, ready to turn off the lights.
But suddenly I heard my phone ringing.
He put down the things he was packing and walked to the place of his phone.
It's the phone ringing.
She pressed the answer button and prepared to tell the person on the other end of the phone that Lu Huaisheng had rested.
But the person on the other end of the phone said it as if he didn't need her answer.
"Mr. Lu's book "Taboo" may not pass the publication review, you can consider removing the section where you describe your lover, that section may be a bit suspicious of anti/social/social personality. ”
Before she could say anything about Lu Huaisheng, he hung up the phone directly.
"Taboo"?
Lover?
Is it written about Xu Jiao?
She rummaged through the things that Lu Huaisheng had placed on the table.
In her memory, Lu Huaisheng likes to put his manuscript in the study very much, and now if the book "Taboo" has not been published, the possibility of this manuscript here has increased.
After flipping through for a long time, I finally found the manuscript that was tightly pressed by Lu Huaisheng.
Slowly opened it, but I was shocked, this is just the meaning of the lover's section that is suspected of anti/society/meeting.,It's obviously the whole book is anti/society/meeting, isn't it?
The man was so tactful.
The first time I saw her, I was touched by her, and the concrete steel bars were stuffed into my throat, unable to make any sound, just quietly warning her to stay away from herself.
A layer of cotton hair was stuffed into her heart, but it also opened her heart, she was still wrong for a long time, but she thought that she was addicted to it alone.
I made a doll and made their skins into beautiful clay figurines, but my delicate person is a unique person, and her replicas should be broken with her.
I fell in love with her and wished she would always be with me so that we would never leave.
I groom my Jiaojiao, I put on a wedding dress for my Jiaojiao, I contribute the most beautiful funeral goods to my Jiaojiao, my Jiaojiao can only dance for me, can only like me, and can only be my person, broken dolls, crippled people, light dance steps, stirring my heart, like, love intertwined.
The tea blossoms, fantasizing about you and me dancing together, deceiving yourself that you are still alive.
Who the hell, who the hell is it! Snatch you away from you!
I screamed and screamed with resentment, and I was crazy, there was no such thing as my delicate, black and gray world, what the hell should I do?
Looking for your breath, looking for your traces, in this already white world, there are all wrongs, there are vicissitudes everywhere, wrong, wrong, all wrong, I miss you so much, my Jiaojiao......
The crippled doll dances, the delicate people dance lightly and beautifully, the tea blossoms, you... ...... there"
———— "Taboo" (My Love)
May 4 diary
001 shed a tear, it turned out that she had already lost......
Lost and defeated, and shattered......
silently put down the manuscript in his hand, but accidentally dropped the notebook that was placed aside to the ground.
The photos inside fell out, and she crouched down and picked up the notebook and photos on the ground.
It was a picture of a woman and a little boy.
The dress that the woman was wearing looked a little familiar, the white dress?
The skirt that Lu Huaisheng prepared for Xu Jiao was almost the same as this one, but Xu Jiao's one was more wide, and the workmanship was also very rough, which looked like a lame feeling.
turned over the photo in his hand and saw the words on it, which were very similar to Lu Huaisheng's words.
"Mother, the irises are blooming......"
Is this woman his mother?
Then, was the white dress modified by Lu Huaisheng according to his mother's clothes?
In her memory, Lu Huaisheng gave this dress to Xu Jiao with joy, but Xu Jiao said that she didn't like it because it didn't fit, and put it in other places casually, but the next day the dress appeared in her closet again.
It turned out that from that time, Lu Huaisheng was ready to give her that meaningful dress.