The most important reason why Jiang Ruan has not been able to truly accept Song Jingzhen.

It was the attitude that this man had always given her.

It's so out of the world, it looks like he has mastered everything, and all the things in this world are just passing clouds in his eyes, and they will drift away after seeing it.

He is like a heartless cloud, peeking into the world wantonly in the air, seeing all the ruthlessness and darkness, and his heart has long been as hard as a rock, and ordinary people can't open his heart at all.

But Jiang Ruan felt that he was actually real.

The only real thing standing in front of her, and the only real thing thinking about all this for her.

When acting, he always secretly instructed her, and from time to time he would bring her something she liked.

and said that she happened to work in Chengnan before, and brought back the best sugar gourd in Chengnan.

Everything seems so real and friendly again.

Coaxed the two children to sleep, Jiang Ruan sat down again, and Song Jingzhen didn't talk to anyone.

The soot crackled and burned, singing with the wind, as if it were the only sound in this quiet picture.

"I became famous at a young age...... Song Jingzhen didn't know if he was drunk with tea, or if he wanted to reveal his heart, so he said suddenly.

"Actually, I've seen a lot, a lot of resilience and misery that hasn't been seen in this world. ”

"Actually, it's really hard to live......"

What Song Jingzhen once wanted most was to return to the real world, save everything he wanted to save, and let Jiang Ruan leave the cycle of death.

But after he came back, he found that everything was still so realistic, so realistic that it was difficult for him to change it.

His father still makes him sick like that, and there will still be those disgusting beings around him.

The first thing he did when he came back was to inquire about Jiang Soft, and after ensuring Jiang Soft's existence, he found the person who had killed him again.

His most trusted partner had been the one his assistant could take care of everything for him.

More than this person, Song Jingzhen didn't know what kind of feeling he felt.

He deserves to hate.

But he thought this man was very pathetic.

Day in and day out to earn money to support his family, endure the demands of his vampire-like mother, and his father, who knows every day that he has drunk too much and comes home and throws things.

Song Jingzhen knew his situation.

Therefore, Song Jingzhen is never stingy, even if this person often skips work and often does not do his job, Song Jingzhen also helped him.

Maybe it's because I found the sympathy of someone who has a family like myself in the vast sea of people.

But this man betrayed him in the end, no matter how good he was to him, no matter how quietly he helped him solve all his troubles, this man still could not resist the temptation of money and power.

He took Song Jingzhen's sincerity and life to earn a lot of money.

But Song Jingzhen felt that he didn't hate him anymore.

Not only has time smoothed everything, but it is also because of everything this person has done that he can meet the sincerity that he will never meet.

Because of this person, he had the opportunity to meet Jiang Soft, and he could discover that in this world, in addition to fake feelings, there is such a lovely person.

So when he came back, he was skeptical of the world.

Except for ginger soft.

He didn't trust the people around him, because these could be the beginning of his final death.

He didn't believe the fans, because once, it was they who gave him the most fatal blow and plunged him into the abyss.

He doesn't believe in this world, because this world has never been kind and gentle to him.

The only thing he wanted to believe was that Jiang had softened......

The light that appeared in the darkest hour of his life, and the rope that pulled him out of it.