On the way there, a drizzle fell outside the taxi window, which seemed to reflect my complicated mood at this time, what is the relationship between me and Han Yue along the way, and how does she see the relationship between us in her heart?

In the taxi, the driver happened to play Zhou Chuanxiong's "The Window That Can't Be Closed", which made me fall into deeper memories, from when I first joined Qichen, I bumped into her on the first day of work, and she turned out to be my boss at that time; then I blocked the glass bottle for her in the nightclub, and there was still that scar on the back of her neck; she asked me to set off fireworks on the artificial lake, and we got to know each other better; and I sent her home with a sprained foot, and we fought wits and courage with those hooligans in the parking lot...... Countless images related to her all come to mind, like a movie that tells our story.

"I heard the cold wind disturbing the leaves"

"In the lonely and dark alleys where I often live"

"I hear that I am alone in the night of forbearance, and it is the chest that is stabbed and sobbed by love"

"I'm a locked window to my heart"

"I can't close it even if the cold wind comes and goes"

"The wind and frost that can't be repaired all these years"

"It looks extraordinarily bleak"

"When the wind comes, it stirs up the sorrow of the past, like a cheap carnival of the whole season"

"Let's start from scratch, like a dream"

Han Yue, she is like the window in my heart that can't be closed, letting the wind about love blow, but all this is like a dream, I can't tell the truth from the false, so I don't dare to reach out and touch it. I have never dared to think about her emotionally, because in reality there is too much gap between us, whether it is her family background or material conditions, I am much worse than her, it is an almost insurmountable gap......

The car quickly drove to the gate of the community where Han Yue lived, and after the driver left, I walked to the gate of the community, and the security guard asked me who I was looking for, but I was speechless. If I say I want to talk about Han Yue, then I have to ask her to contact the security guard to confirm my identity before I can go in.

"Hey, who are you looking for?"

Seeing that I didn't speak, the security guard asked again, and in a trance, I paused for a moment and replied, "No need, it's too late now, I won't bother her." ”

He waved his hand and said impatiently: "It's really interesting, then if you don't find someone, don't stand here at the door, don't hinder my work." ”

The security guard's temper was bigger than mine, but I didn't bother to say anything, turned around and went to the other side of the entrance of the community, lit a cigarette, and ignited this inexplicable emotion, and the shadow under the street lamp was full of loneliness and loneliness.

When I smoked half a cigarette, I took out my mobile phone to open the chat interface with Han Yue, hesitated for a long time, and finally typed out a paragraph on the screen: "I heard that as an executive of Dinghui Group, you have taken on the latest project of Z Group, right?"

It was only after a short while that Han Yue replied, "Yes, how do you know?"

I threw away the cigarette butt and quickly typed back with both hands: "You of Dinghui, me of Xingchen International, will we become competitors in the future?"

"Cheng Ting, what's wrong with you?"

"Nothing, just suddenly figured something out. ”

Putting away my phone, I walked to the side of the road and waited for a passing taxi. This night, I finally controlled my impulse and didn't go to Han Yue. What can I say when we meet? Do I thank her for doing me so much of a favor before, or do I feel guilty and say sorry to her, sorry that I caused her to be a problem because I did something she didn't like. Besides, ask us what kind of relationship we belong to, whether it is because after experiencing stories together, we all have feelings for each other that we dare not completely release......

This night, after understanding, I admonished myself, "You still have time to stop it from sprouting when everything has formed a seed." ”

......

A week later.

We were in Group C because I had a chance to be promoted to Group B after winning the big order from Group Z last time, but at a management meeting this morning, we retained the position of "Group C" because we only received one order this month, which is the smallest order assigned to be exact.

Fang Kai, who came back from the meeting, sat down at his workstation dejectedly, leaning back in his chair and staring at the computer screen in a daze. Yu Yao and Lin Ji and I glanced at each other, and then slowly walked towards Fang Kai.

"Boss, are you alright?" asked Yu Yao in a tentative tone.

Fang Kai turned to look at us, squeezed out a smile and said, "What are you doing here, don't you have to work?"

Lin Ji drooped his face and muttered in a low voice: "Just one order, it's all done a long time ago......" I elbowed him with my elbow, this kid is too bad at talking.

Fang Kai nodded, smiled bitterly, and said, "A good news, a bad news, which one do you want to hear first?"

Lin Ji said: "It's all like this, we can also guess a rough idea, so let's listen to the bad news first, no matter how bad it is." ”

"Okay, then I'll just say it, I had a meeting this morning, I won't talk about the content of the process, let's talk about the results. After the management's consideration, next month, if our performance is still so poor, then we will remove Group C, which means that if we still have such poor performance in the next month, then we will be out of work. ”

After Fang Kai finished speaking, Yu Yao's face changed, and she said in surprise: "Ah, so serious, ....." But when she said that the voice behind her was getting quieter and quieter, she paused and asked in a low voice, "Then, what about the good news?"

Fang Kai looked at the time on his watch and replied, "I'll invite everyone to dinner tonight, our group hasn't had dinner together for a long time." ”

I took two steps closer and took his words: "It's okay to eat, but you can't pay for it alone, let's split it evenly." ”

I glanced at Yu Yao and Lin Ji, both of them nodded in agreement, and finally looked at Fang Kai in unison, he took a breath, and finally nodded as well, and said in a somewhat choked voice: "It's good to have you, but it's a pity that you didn't have a good boss." ”

"Tut-tut, it's such a touching scene, but unfortunately I won't be able to see it next month. The leader of Group B walked by our office and saw the scene and said to us in a contemptuous tone.

Lin Ji replied: "What's the matter, if you are good enough, you will not be just the leader of Group B." ”

"That's better than you, well, just a little, enough. He said as he pinched his nails and gestured.

I chuckled and said, "There is still a month, and it is not certain who will kill the deer." ”

"Okay, let's wait and see. With that, he left our office, but the state of several of us was indeed affected by him, and several of us went back to their workstations and did not continue to talk.

......

Half a month has passed, August has quietly arrived, and most of the year has passed in a blink of an eye. In the past half month, I have not contacted Han Yue, and she has not looked for me, but I heard that she has been busy attending various business events recently and attending many high-end conferences. This is also normal, because she has begun to gradually take over the behemoth of "Dinghui", maybe she doesn't have time to pay attention to those things about feelings, although I didn't make it clear to her that night, but I believe that with Han Yue's EQ and IQ, it is not difficult to guess what I originally wanted to say.

The new month is coming, and it is also the month that determines whether the people in our group C will be unemployed, so we made a decision: everyone in the group mobilized their own resources to find business, because the orders in the company were basically given priority to group A and group B, and the final screening for us was at most one order, and it was still that kind of small order, or even a mess. Out of desperation, these days, we are either outside to negotiate business, or on the way to negotiate business.

In our busy days, Yang Fan and Xu Qing have gotten back together and are together. I suddenly found that the people around me seem to have become pairs, first Qi Min and Xu Mengjun, and now Yang Fan and Xu Qing, but I am like a person forgotten by the goddess of love, still walking alone, if there is no emotional "bondage", then work hard!