When did a boy become a man?

Chen An is always thinking about this question.

When he was young, he felt that when he became an adult, after losing his virginity, he would be considered a man.

After he went to college, he felt that he should go out of society.

has been in society for a few years, but he still doesn't feel like he is already a man.

In the face of his parents, he always felt that he was still like a child, not mature enough, and as he grew older, he was already able to play soy sauce when the children of his peers were all able to play soy sauce, and he suddenly became alert when he was alone.

It turns out that I am also this age.

And now, when he is about to step into the marriage hall, Chen An understands.

When a boy learns to compromise, to compromise with others, and to compromise with himself, to adapt to the environment instead of adapting to himself, and to give up chasing what is impossible, to understand that he is just an ordinary person, and to choose to take responsibility on his shoulders, he becomes a man.

Something like this.

January 1, 2020, is the day he got married.

The bride is someone he knows very well, Chen An doesn't know if there is love between the two, but it doesn't matter, the parents of both sides are very satisfied, Chen An and her also get along very happily, and they are already a lot older, so they don't pay attention to what they love or not, marriage is not two people who love each other and eventually become dependents, but the right two people to get together to live.

It's just that when others blessed them, Chen An always felt that something was missing, but he didn't understand.

Former friends, as well as contacts, classmates from high school or college, everyone took turns to pour him wine, and Chen An did not refuse to come, because he also wanted to get drunk in his heart.

His alcohol consumption is not good, and after a few glasses of white wine, he doesn't know where he is.

Confused and dazed, when he felt someone helping him to lie on the bed, Chen An fell asleep with peace of mind.

"It's your warm gaze that makes me look firmly ahead......

Chen An heard a burst of singing, and the voice was very noisy, which made him feel a little uncomfortable.

He opened his eyes in a daze, only to see that the environment was very dim, and there were many figures around, but this place was like a KTV.

“...... Love amplification is infinite, please allow me, say I really love you!"

"I really love you and give it to Lin Mengchu. ”

"Oh!~"

There was a burst of coaxing, and Chen An finally understood the scene in front of him.

It was a scene he remembered very well.

The person who sang was called Wang Rui, his senior classmate, he was singing, he was confessing, and everyone around him knew that Wang Rui looked at the girl sitting in a corner gently, and at this time, the eyes of the audience fell there.

Lin Mengchu, who was sitting there, looked a little unnatural, this was a sudden confession, and some classmates were already shouting together, which made her a little overwhelmed.

Lin Mengchu also happens to be the person Chen An likes.

Chen An clearly remembered that on this day, the college entrance examination was over, and he wanted to confess to Lin Mengchu, who had been secretly in love for a long time, but as a result, Wang Rui took the lead.

Wang Rui initiated the first move, but Lin Mengchu still chose to reject him in this environment, and said that he didn't want to find a partner for the time being.

Chen An, who originally relied on drinking a glass of liquor to strengthen his courage, but was dizzy, naturally hesitated after seeing the failures of others, and failed to muster up the courage to confess to Lin Mengchu.

After that, the two went to different schools, and the communication became less and less, and gradually, they could only be fixed as ordinary friends.

Many years have passed, and sometimes Chen An will ask himself, if he had bravely confessed on that day, would the ending be different?

But Chen An also knew that it was just a fluke idea.

Even if you confess, you are more likely to be rejected.

However, since it's a dream, let's think it's a different attempt in a dream.

Chen An still felt a little pain in his head, but he was still conscious.

When everyone else was shouting together, and Wang Rui looked at Lin Mengchu expectantly, Chen An picked up another microphone.

"Hey, hey, hey. ”

Chen An patted the microphone, it's okay, the voice is quite loud.

Everyone else was coaxing happily, but the two parties were in this atmosphere, and Chen An's operation suddenly burst the pink bubbles.

Everyone looked at Chen An, not knowing what the hell he was doing, especially Wang Rui.

He was shouting frantically in his heart: "I'm **you**thing, can you stop making trouble at this time?"

"Everyone, be quiet and listen to me. ”

Chen An successfully attracted attention, and seeing Wang Rui's angry little eyes, Chen An chuckled lightly and said: "I said Wang Rui, if you want to confess, just confess well, be direct, what song to sing, if you sing, pick another song, this song is sung to your mother, what, do you want Lin Mengchu to be your mother?"

"Poof~"

Chen An's complaint amused the onlookers, and even Lin Mengchu couldn't help covering his mouth and snickering, and the box was suddenly filled with happy air.

Except for Wang Rui's face was a little dark, but at this time, the lights in the KTV were very dim, and few people noticed how ugly his face was, and the spotlights seemed to be on Chen An.

"Lin Mengchu, I also have something to say to you. I've liked you for years. ”

"Oh!"

The crowd's favorite thing is to fight oh open, when Chen An confessed to Lin Mengchu more directly than Wang Rui, the sound of coaxing was even louder.

In particular, this is two men confessing to the same girl, although there are many people who like Lin Mengchu, but there are not many who have the courage to do this kind of operation.

Exciting!

The crowd smelled the fragrance of melons, and some people had already started to send group chat messages.

Lin Mengchu had an even more headache.

She doesn't like to receive too much attention, and she doesn't like to be treated as a hilarious person, but everyone is a friend, and although she has a headache, she can't leave with her hands. I had to sit quietly and watch Chen An speak.

"Well, that's it, there's nothing else to say. ”

Others looked at Chen An and thought that he was going to start a tirade, saying when he started liking Lin Mengchu and how sincere he was, but Chen An finished it like this.

The people who eat melons suddenly feel tasteless.

That's it?

The good deed asked for the microphone from Wang Rui's hand and sent it to Lin Mengchu's hand, and then everyone applauded and motioned for Lin Mengchu to speak.

Lin Mengchu was very embarrassed, but he still took a deep breath, looked at Chen An and said, "Thank you for liking, however, I think we should be friends first, I don't plan to fall in love for the time being." ”

Congratulations to Chen An, who received the same reason for rejection as Wang Rui.

And Wang Rui, because it was not a direct confession, was also scolded by Chen An, so Lin Mengchu did not answer him directly.

Chen An didn't care about Lin Mengchu's refusal, anyway, after so many years, he had actually let go of this girl who was once the white moonlight in his heart.

Besides, it's just a dream.

It's just that even dreams are rejected, isn't it too cruel?

Chen An does not realize the seriousness of the problem now......