Ling Feng knew that he had done something wrong and wanted to try his best to make amends, but found that no matter what he did, Luo Xiaosu seemed to be getting farther and farther away from him. My heart was extremely depressed, like a boulder pressed against my mouth (xiōng) and I couldn't breathe. As he walked, he waved his fist at the wall, relieving his helpless heart (qíng) with pain, and venting his frustration by the way.

Before I reached the intersection, my mobile phone rang unexpectedly. Ling Feng thought it was Luo Xiaosu calling, so he hurriedly took out his mobile phone and glanced at the caller ID, disappointed, and punched the wall again in frustration, pressing the answer button.

"What's the matter, is there something wrong with me so late?"

"Listening to your tone, why do you feel so wrong? You can't be dumped, right?" Zhang Muhai on the other side of the phone quipped.

"I'm annoyed, I have something to say, and I'll go home if it's okay. Ling Feng said impatiently.

"Don't be in a hurry to go home first, I'm alone in the old place of the night market, come and drink with me, my heart (qíng) is not good. ”

"Okay, I'll be there right now. ”

Ling Feng hung up the phone and walked quickly to the intersection.

I don't understand why Zhang Muhai suddenly contacted him at night, could something bad really happen (qíng)? Forget it, I don't want to, I'll find out when we meet.

A few minutes later, Ling Feng walked to the intersection, and there happened to be a taxi soliciting customers. Without saying a word, I opened the car door and sat down.

"Master, go to the Hedong Night Market. ”

"Okay, sit tight. ”

Ling Feng leaned back in his chair, his elbows resting on the window to support his head, and looked at the scenery outside the window in confusion.

"Young man, have you encountered something (qíng)? The heart (qíng) is not good, and you want to go to the night market to drink to kill your sorrows?" the driver turned down the volume of the radio station and said curiously.

Ling Feng smiled awkwardly, "You can see it." ”

"I can't tell it, your face stinks like something. But young man, it's over after a drink and a good night's sleep, do you think I'm right?"

"I hope so. ”

The taxi driver may be too lonely, catching Ling Feng and chattering along the way, Ling Feng also has a ride back.

......

Soon, Ling Feng arrived at his destination. After paying, head straight to the old place. The old place is a barbecue stall that has been open for more than ten years, because of the authentic taste and affordable price, so the business is always very prosperous at night. turned around, found Zhang Muhai, who was drunk alone, patted him on the shoulder, and sat on the opposite side.

"What's the matter, why are you calling me here in such a hurry?"

"The heart (qíng) is not good, I want to talk to someone. Zhang Muhai said as he opened a bottle of wine and poured it for Ling Feng.

Ling Feng originally wanted to refuse, but he couldn't say anything, I don't know if it was because of Luo Xiaosu, or because Zhang Muhaixin (qíng) was not good, watching the wine glass fill up little by little, there was a feeling in his heart that he couldn't speak.

"Is it because of the previous borrowing of money (qíng)?"

"No, that matter (qíng) has been resolved, and in the end it was my classmates who helped me, but I still want to thank you. Zhang Muhai raised his wine glass and gestured, and drank it directly.

"It's good to be solved. ”

"That incident (qíng) also taught me a lesson, and I promise I won't be such a jerk in the future. Zhang Muhai put down his wine glass and glanced at Ling Feng, "I haven't contacted you since I came back for so long, you won't blame me, right?"

"We don't need to talk about that. ”

"Understood. Zhang Muhai nodded a few times, "I just heard your tone on the phone, is something wrong with you?"

"It's a bit of a bother. Ling Feng picked up the wine glass and took a sip, "But it's not important, let's talk about you first, you called me over this big night, not to invite me to dinner, right?"

A trace of confusion flashed in Zhang Muhai's eyes, and the god (qíng) became depressed, "Ling Feng, you tell me the truth, don't you think it's a pity that you gave up studying music for more than two years at that time?"

"Does this have anything to do with what you're trying to say?"

"It matters!" Zhang Muhai said solemnly.

Ling Feng's mind suddenly flashed, when he went to school every afternoon to go to the music classroom, he couldn't help but pick up the wine glass and take another sip, "I don't think it's a pity, because I just like it, and I can't talk about it." ”

"Then do you know what you (rè) (ài) are now?"

Thinking of the orderly development of the player company, a satisfied smile appeared on the corner of Ling Feng's mouth, "Of course I know." ”

Zhang Muhai was stunned for a moment, slowly raised his wine glass and touched it with Ling Feng, "That's congratulations." ”

"What's there to congratulate you on, didn't you always know what you (rè) (ài) were?"

"Yes, I always knew what I wanted, but the reality is not (yǔn)!" Zhang Muhai craned his neck and drank another full glass of beer.

"I drink a lot, I feel like you didn't go to college in vain. Ling Feng quipped.

"I can't help it, it's cold over there, I can't drink it! But we usually drink white, and we don't drink much beer. ”

Seeing Zhang Muhai cup after cup, Ling Feng did not stop him.

"Tell me, what happened to you (qíng)?"

Zhang Muhai slammed his wine glass, and drank four or five glasses of wine in a row as if it had no effect on him at all, "My family does not agree with me taking this path, and my parents hope that I will take the civil service exam after graduation and give up my music dream." ”

Ling Feng picked up the wine glass and shook it, "Then what do you think?"

"I don't want to give up, Ling Feng, do you understand? I'm different from you, this is my only dream! I'm not reconciled!" Zhang Muhai became more and more unconfident the more he spoke, and the more he talked, the more he had no confidence, and laughed at himself: "But if you are unwilling, so what?"

"Have you ever wondered if what you are doing will become a burden to you when it becomes your job, after all, work is always boring. ”

Zhang Muhai was stunned for a moment, and he didn't ease up for a long time.

In his previous life, Zhang Muhai finally gave up the road of music. chose to follow the arrangement of his family and went to a public institution.

Ling Feng suddenly felt in a trance, he did have the ability to change the trajectory of other people's lives, but was it really the right thing to do? Looking at the wine glass in his hand, he was suddenly confused.

In my previous life, I was a person who hated alcohol very much, and now I don't like it, but I don't dislike it anymore. It seems that everything (qíng) has changed, and even I am not my former self, is this good or bad?

"Why do people like wine when you say it's so hard to drink?"

Zhang Muhai picked up the wine glass and looked at it seriously, "Because it's much more mellow for the bitterness in life, isn't it?"

"yes! It's all in the wine, let's go. Ling Feng took the initiative to raise his wine glass and drank it in one gulp. It's still hard to swallow, but it's much better than bad things.

"I'm done talking, should I tell you about yours?"

"I had a girlfriend at school, but now we've broken up. Luo Xiaosu knew about this, and she didn't intend to forgive me. I'm at a loss right now, and I don't know what to do, whether to give up or chase her back. ”

"Chase who back?"

"Of course it's Luo Xiaosu, who else could it be?Did you listen to me carefully?" Ling Feng frowned, a little displeased.

Zhang Muhai laughed, "Don't you see, that shy kid at the beginning, now he's starting to worry about the feeling (qíng)?"

"It can't be helped, after all, none of us can stop the pace of time, can we?"

"Yes, you're right! But you shouldn't ask me about this kind of thing (qíng), you should ask yourself!" Zhang Muhai pointed at Ling Feng's heart and said, "Trust me, time and heart will tell you the answer!"

"I hope so. After Ling Feng finished speaking, he touched a glass with Zhang Muhai again, "Then what are you going to do about your business (qíng)?"

"Don't worry, isn't there still three years left?"

Ling Feng thought about it seriously, "If you can, you can cover other people's works and post them on the Internet to try it out, and see if you are this material, if there is pressure on funds, I can sponsor you." ”

Zhang Muhai looked at Ling Feng in surprise, he couldn't believe that he would be so generous, and after a while, he couldn't help but tease, "Oh, you're so atmospheric now, it seems that the little (rì) son has been doing well recently!"

"Fortunately, I got a game studio at school, and it was more or less improved. ”

"Okay, I'm really short of money then, so I'm welcome, but I don't need it yet. My classmates and I formed a band at school, and we are working towards this, and maybe we will be popular in the future!"

"Come on!"

"Encouragement!"

The two looked at each other and smiled, and touched their glasses.

Zhang Muhai's alcohol consumption is indeed good, and he killed an entire case of beer by himself, and Ling Feng couldn't drink it after only two or three bottles. After sending him home safely, he returned home.

......

In the next few weeks, Ling Feng was busy with work during the day, and in the afternoon he went to the mobile phone store to send Luo Xiaosu home, not only to pray for forgiveness, but also to make up for the guilt in his heart.

Luo Xiaosu did not refuse, but did not show any emotion.

On the way home, both of them remained silent, like a pair of strangers on the way, deliberately keeping their distance.

During this period, Ling Feng also called Wu Tong a few times, but each time he hung up in a hurry and didn't talk about anything.

Every time I make a call, I always unconsciously see Lan Ning's number, and I want to know her current situation, but I can't press the dial button.

After overwhelming publicity, the business of mobile phone stores is also getting better and better, as if all this is developing in a good direction.

Is this (qíng) a frustration and a career triumphant?

In a trance, the whole summer vacation is about to end.

......

The day before school started, Luo Xiaosu received a salary, and he had to invite Ling Feng to dinner, but Ling Feng was embarrassed to refuse and agreed.

After walking into the restaurant, the two chose a window seat and sat down, and Luo Xiaosu took out the bank card and handed it over.

"This is the 10,000 yuan you gave me, and I hope you can take it back. I've already charged you for such a valuable phone, and I can't take this money, I hope you can understand. ”

Ling Feng looked at the bank card, a hint of loss flashed in his eyes, "Is it necessary to be so clear between us?"

"It is necessary. ”

Ling Feng was stunned for a moment, then came back to his senses and said, "Okay." ”

Seeing Ling Feng take the bank card back, Luo Xiaosu felt sad in his heart.

The two of them looked out the window and were silent for a long time, during which the waiter brought the meal.

Ling Feng was a little unwilling, and took the initiative to break the peace, "Is there any possibility between us?"

Luo Xiaosu lowered his head and ate his meal, and said with a blank face: "Don't you think our recent state is very wrong? If we are destined to be together in the future, what is there to waste a few months. Now that school is in school, let both sides calm down and think about it first, is it really suitable for us?"

Ling Feng twitched a pain in his heart, and endured the pain to prevent Luo Xiaosu from noticing, "Okay, I respect your choice." ”

Luo Xiaosu breathed a sigh of relief, and smiled like a mu, "Thank you." ”

Ling Feng snorted helplessly, "Do we all need to say thank you?"

"There is no one in this world who should take the good of others for granted. Luo Xiaosu deliberately paused and said slowly: "You don't have to send me home today, I want to walk alone." ”

"But ......"

"Don't worry, my dad will pick me up. ”

"Okay. ”

"Thank you. ”

"You're welcome. ”