After having lunch with Meng Xin, Tang Qin took the car to the set. When she arrived, she was filming Lin Shujun's scene, and she stood aside and watched quietly. When it was time to rest, Tang Qin took the script and went to Shen Po.

"Director, in this scene, it is written that I saw the general thunderbolt on a sunny day, how does this be expressed?" Tang Qin asked, whether she needed to cry heartbreakingly or roar desperately, she wanted to know what kind of expression the director needed.

"With your own feelings, you encounter a blow and feel like a bolt from the blue, just express it intuitively. ”

Shen Po's answer made Tang Qin even more puzzled, her expression froze, and she only blinked, "Can you feel that I am in a state of thunderbolt on a sunny day now?"

Shen Po shook his head, "No." ”

Tang Qin showed a serious expression, "But that's how I feel now." ”

Shen Po thought for a while and said, "I can't feel it, maybe you haven't really felt the thunderbolt on a sunny day." ”

Tang Qin laughed all of a sudden, "If there is no fierce expression, the audience will not be able to understand it." ”

Shen Po was serious, "Don't treat the audience as fools, they can feel what is true and what is false." ”

A staff member came to Shen Po, and he stood up and said to Tang Qin: "You prepare, let's try it." ”

Shen Po shouted, Tang Qin's eyes slowly widened to show the impact of his heart, and Shen Po quickly stopped.

Tang Qin adjusted, and covered his face with his hands for the second time to show unbearable pain, and Shen Po quickly stopped.

After that, Tang Qin tried many ways, and even cried hard, but Shen Po was not satisfied.

"It's all acting. Shen Po said with some disappointment, but he was not only to Tang Qin, but also to himself, and he couldn't say in detail what he wanted to feel.

Shen Po sighed, stood up and said to Tang Qin, "You take a rest first, let's think about it." ”

It was the first time since the start of the film, Tang Qin walked outside the studio to breathe, she sat on a stone on the side of the road, and she was still thinking about "a thunderbolt on a sunny day" in her mind.

Lin Shujun came out to smoke, and when he saw Tang Qin, he walked over. Tang Qin sighed sadly, looked up and saw Lin Shujun wanting to stand up, but Lin Shujun sat on another stone and lit a cigarette first.

"Teacher Lin, I'm sorry for the delay just now. Tang Qin said.

When he was sober, Lin Shujun was very calm, almost expressionless, "I watched the scene just now, you actually performed very well, that is, you acted well." ”

Hearing Lin Shujun's evaluation, Tang Qin was very surprised, Lin Shujun praised her performance, but Shen Po was not satisfied.

Tang Qin smiled bitterly, "But the director doesn't think so." ”

"No," Lin Shujun replied decisively, "The director doesn't need you to act well, what he needs is that you are really in that state, and you really encounter the current state of a thunderbolt from the blue." ”

Tang Qin looked at Lin Shujun in a daze, Lin Shujun knew that Tang Qin had doubts, and he continued: "We are actors, and we act in other people's stories, but the emotional experience is our own, and we use your own real emotions to act." Don't think you're in front of the camera and pull yourself back into the worst of what happened. ”

The worst thing was that Tang Qin's heart trembled slightly, and she stood up abruptly and walked into the studio.

"Director, I'm ready. Tang Qin said directly to Shen Po.

Everything was ready, Tang Qin stood still and pulled his thoughts back to three years ago.

Tang Qin was sitting in the car, and He Yuanyang, who was driving the car, saw her fingers tightly twisted together.

"Don't be nervous. He Yuanyang said.

Tang Qin turned his head sideways and smiled reluctantly at He Yuanyang, "It's my first time, how can I not be nervous." ”

He Yuanyang also smiled, "But you always have to fly solo, it's just a matter of time sooner or later." ”

Not long ago, Tang Qin won a place in a popular talent show and was put into a girl group to debut. But this group is only a temporary transition, allowing newcomers to do market testing and find out their positioning.

"And you need money too. He Yuanyang added.

Tang Qin lowered his head silently.

He Yuanyang glanced at Tang Qin, "I went to the hospital to inquire, and the new medicine will come out soon." ”

Hearing this, Tang Qin's eyes were not only nervous but also hopeful.

He Yuanyang parked his car in the bustling bar street parking lot. Tang Qin didn't move, she clutched her seat belt tightly and was still hesitating to get out of the car.

"You just think you're accumulating stage experience and preparing for the future. He Yuanyang comforted Tang Qin.

Tang Qin looked at He Yuanyang, He Yuanyang smiled, "It's okay with me, believe me, huh?"

Tang Qin nodded, after all, she found He Yuanyang and said that she wanted to take a lucrative job.

got out of the car, He Yuanyang took Tang Qin into a performing arts bar. The corridor was dim, and Tang Qin became nervous again.

"What song will I sing later?" Tang Qin asked.

"Don't worry, go to the office and discuss it again. He Yuanyang replied.

He Yuanyang opened the door of an office, and the normal light made Tang Qin breathe a sigh of relief. There is no one in the office, only simple desks and chairs.

He Yuanyang rummaged in his bag and took out a stack of papers, "This boss is quite formal, and he asked us to sign a performance contract, and the remuneration will go according to the contract." When you come out to take on private work, you can't go through the company process, you can only sign by yourself. ”

After speaking, He Yuanyang handed Tang Qin a pen and pointed to the blank space to sign. Tang Qin did not doubt that he had him, and signed his name on it.

He Yuanyang put away the contract and said to Tang Qin: "I'll go to the staff to check the process for a while, you can rest here first." ”

He Yuanyang has taken Tang Qin for more than a year, and there is no difference from his usual work, so Tang Qin is relieved to sit on the chair and rest.

After a while, a girl who looked like a waiter walked in and reported He Yuanyang's name and took her out. Tang Qin followed her, thinking that she was going to perform on stage, but after a turn, she went to an office again. This office is much more spacious than the previous one, and it is not empty. The wide writing desk was empty, and a middle-aged man with glasses who looked like he was sven sat on a wooden sofa and fiddled with the large tea tray on the coffee table. Several stout men stood around him.

"This is our Dai boss. The waitress went out with that.

"Hello Boss Dai. Tang Qin greeted him while looking around for He Yuanyang's figure.

Boss Dai raised his head, pushed the glasses frame, and said to Tang Qin, "Little sister, come and sit." ”

Tang Qin had no choice but to walk over and sit down. Boss Dai was making tea, he poured a cup for Tang Qin, and Tang Qin hurriedly reached out to take it. At this time, Tang Qin saw several men standing with serious expressions, fierce eyes, and the hand holding the teacup couldn't help but tremble slightly.

"Little sister, try this tea. Boss Dai said kindly.

"I don't understand tea. Tang Qin replied in a low voice.

Boss Dai smiled, "It's just hobbies, playing around, don't take it too seriously." ”

Tang Qin didn't dare to look at Boss Dai, and lowered his head to drink tea.

"How old is my little sister this year?" asked Boss Dai.

"Twenty-four. Tang Qin replied honestly.

"It's the age of flowers. Boss Dai said while making tea.

Tang Qin hadn't seen this formation, and she was not in the mood to drink tea, she put down the teacup and said, "Boss Dai, I'm going to perform." ”

"Oh," Boss Dai pushed the glasses frame again, "Don't be in a hurry to perform, little sister, let's talk about how to repay the money first, I mean pay it back every month first, and after a period of cooperation, everyone has trust, and you can discuss paying it back in three months, what do you think?"

"Boss Dai, you're mistaken, I'm here to perform. Tang Qin smiled and wanted to clear up the misunderstanding, "If you don't believe me, you can ask my agent." ”

After Tang Qin finished speaking, he looked around and wanted to find He Yuanyang.

Unlike Tang Qin, who was anxious, Boss Dai looked calm, "Didn't He Yuanyang tell you?"

Tang Qin looked at Boss Dai blankly, obviously not knowing at all.

Boss Dai suddenly took out a contract, "Little sister, this is what you signed, right?"

Tang Qin looked like the performance contract He Yuanyang gave her just now, and Boss Dai handed her the contract, "This is a loan contract." ”

Hearing this, Tang Qin panicked, she immediately took out the contract from Boss Dai's hand, it was indeed a loan clause, borrowed five million yuan, and finally her signature.

"Impossible......" Tang Qin blurted out, and his voice was already trembling uncontrollably.

Boss Dai looked at Tang Qin and sighed, "He Yuanyang is taking drugs, I didn't want to lend him money." But he said that there were normal people to help him, and he also said that if he didn't have money, he would be hacked to death, and I couldn't ......bear it."

Boss Dai talked about the causes and consequences of He Yuanyang's borrowing money, but these gradually blurred in Tang Qin's ears. There was only one thought in her heart, she was cheated by an addict.

Tang Qin, who appeared on the monitor screen, slowly closed his eyes, received a huge amount of energy but couldn't release it, the only way to fight is to bear it calmly, the calm on the surface and the tear on the inside, like being struck by lightning.

"Okay!" Shen Po shouted, his voice tinged with excitement.

Back at the hotel in the evening, Tang Qin met Lin Shujun again in the elevator.

"You can be a good actor. Lin Shujun said to Tang Qin.

Tang Qin only squeezed out a polite smile, and she couldn't help but shudder with her arms protected.

Back in the room, the acting teacher starts the class as usual. Tang Qin sat motionless on the sofa, his face pale. Qian Wenyu saw that something was wrong and asked the acting teacher to go first.

"Tang Qin, are you okay?" I hadn't seen Tang Qin like this, Qian Wenyu asked cautiously.

"It's a little tiring. Although he answered, Tang Qin's gaze was dull.

"That ......"

"I'm so tired from filming today, I want to sleep first. Tang Qin whispered.

"Okay, you sleep, I promise not to let anyone disturb you. Qian Wenyu said immediately.

As soon as Qian Wenyu left, Tang Qin fell on the bed, a sense of powerlessness hit, she closed her eyes and her consciousness gradually blurred, and the dream struck. Tang Qin dreams almost every night, always messy pictures, no logic, he wakes up feeling tired, and he can't remember what it is, but this night, the dream is very clear.

She returned to the dressing room of the Rose Performing Arts Bar, and she sat on the windowsill again, and Boss Dai yelled for her to pay back.

"You have to promise to die, as long as you have a breath, you will go to make money for me to pay back. ”

Boss Dai's vicious words seemed to explode in his ears, Tang Qin struggled to open his eyes, she was still in the hotel, but the suffocating fear just now had not dissipated. Tang Qin reached out and touched his cheek, feeling wet.