Many things in this world do not depend on people's will, just like we always pray that we can live a long life, but there are not many people who can really realize this wish.

Last night I complained to my friends that the German team still couldn't get rid of the championship curse, but this morning, reality hit me hard.

Originally, I took the young master to the pediatric for a physical examination, but after the doctor took a look, he asked me strangely why the four-year-old child was still wearing diapers.

After explaining the situation of the young master's cerebral palsy, the doctor took a closer look, and then pointed to the young master's lower body and asked, why don't you have surgery for cryptorchidism and urethral valve diverticulum as soon as possible?

I was stunned!

The young master has cryptorchidism and urethral valve diverticulum, which has been there since birth, the former originally thought that it would heal on its own at about a year old, while the latter, has always felt that since it does not affect urination, the child is not in a hurry, and will talk about it when he is older.

As a result, I realized today that all my understandings were wrong.

The probability of urethral valve diverticulum is about 3 in 1,000, and the anterior urethral valve diverticulum suffered by the young master is less common than the posterior urethral valve diverticulum, and if left untreated for a long time, it will cause damage to the child's kidneys.

Cryptorchidism, if it does not fall off before the age of one, between two and five years old, it is easy to cause hypoplasia and atrophy of the lower body, and in severe cases, it can even cause cancer.

I was stupid, really, I was in the hospital just now, and I didn't speak for most of the day.

Because I didn't expect that things would be so serious, after all, in the past few years, I have been trying to make the young master's cerebral palsy recover, but I never thought that the problem of deformity would be so serious.

Just a few days ago, the whole family happily celebrated the young master's fourth birthday, but now, I am entangled.

The cost of surgery is a lot of money, and it is probably an unimaginable figure for my current financial situation, after all, I am not a big god, and even tax reform is not my turn to worry.

Moreover, the young master has cerebral palsy, and in the words of the doctor, no one can guarantee how old this child will live. If the conditions at home really do not allow it, the treatment of the deformity can be slowed.

Huh, slowly?

As a father, I have already been sorry for my child once, for not being able to give him a healthy body and make him a disabled person.

Could it be that I have to give up this time?

People should live sensibly, I know, but as a father, let me watch my son go on like this, I really can't do it.

But the pressure of life is there, what should I do?

I don't know.

I think about it, I think about it.