1488 is just an obsession in my heart

In fact, Chu Xuanchi and Mu Chu were not even nameless, they did not leave tonight, and now they are still in the palace. γ€Žγ€Žγ€Fengyun Novel Reading Network Baoly】

Looking at the door from afar, it wasn't until half an hour had passed, the lights in the room had been extinguished, and the people inside had obviously gone to bed with peace of mind, Chu Xuanchi withdrew his complicated gaze and floated back to the courtyard from the high wall.

"Sleeping" Hearing his movement, Mu Chu, who had been sorting out the things in the Qiankun bag, didn't even raise his head, and asked lightly.

Chu Xuan didn't speak for a long time, and Mu Chu said again: "It's not easy for you to be a brother, and you are still like a mother, you have to be willing to leave when the child is in a good mood, so as to save yourself from worrying about it in the future." ”

Chu Xuanchi snorted coldly, didn't bother to pay attention to him, and walked forward by himself.

Mu Chu glanced at his back, and the corners of his lips couldn't help but smile a little.

What's the use of pretending to be cold and hard, it's just pretending, in fact, it's really heartbreaking.

Out of the corner of his eye, he saw the two figures entering the door from outside the courtyard, and his gaze softened even more.

Mu Xinru was followed by a Qin Feng, the two of them took a bunch of things into the door, came to the pavilion, and put the two burdens on the stone table, Mu Xinru immediately untied the burden and pushed the things that he had packed for him in front of him.

"Bring all this food with you, the time is too short to prepare too much for you, but it is enough for you to eat for several days. ”

Mu Chu nodded and put all the things into the Qiankun bag.

Mu Xinru asked again: "Do you have enough clothes, remember to bring two more bedding, just in case it will change when you sleep outside." ”

"I already have two here, not to mention that my Qiankun bag can't compare to Qiqi's bracelet, and it really can't hold too many things. Mu Chu smiled, glanced at the two of them, and suddenly said, "Mother, have you ever thought about holding a wedding banquet with Qin Ye and giving him a proper name?"

Mu Xinru glanced at Qin Feng, Qin Feng hurriedly smiled and said: "They are all old people, what kind of wedding banquet is there to do, everyone can live happily together, and there is nothing else to ask for." ”

"But it's always a bad name, people outside, I'm afraid that there are still many people who are the husband of the city lord of Sangcheng. ”

This was said too bluntly, which made Qin Feng embarrassed all of a sudden, and couldn't help but sneak a glance at Mu Xinru.

Mu Xinru glanced at him and smiled helplessly: "If you have any ideas, you might as well say it directly, do you still need to hide and hide when you talk to me, if Chu'er doesn't tell you what is on your mind, do you plan not to mention it for the rest of your life?"

Qin Feng didn't speak, he still felt a little uncomfortable.

Mu Chu looked at Mu Xinru and said with a smile: "In this way, my mother has already thought about it."

"I can't let him stay with me forever. Mu Xinru nodded, and said with a light smile: "I have already mentioned to Your Majesty that the wedding banquet is scheduled for the middle of next month, just waiting for you to come back." ”

Mu Chu didn't speak, in fact, he was a little apprehensive in his heart, no one could tell if he could really come back safe and sound on this trip to the imperial tomb, or whether he could guarantee who he would go with and who he would come back with, many things were really uncertain.

Mu Xinru smiled and said, "Anyway, my mother and Qin Feng are waiting for you here, and they are going to come back after all." ”

"Hmm. Mu Chu nodded, and pushed the basket of herbs in front of him in front of her: "If my mother has nothing to do tonight, then tidy this up for me and separate the branches and leaves." ”

Before Mu Xinru started to do anything, Qin Feng had already taken the small basket and cleaned it up by himself.

Mu Xinru looked at Mu Chu, who had already taken out another basket and was still concentrating on tidying up, and looked at it for a while before she suddenly said softly: "Chu'er, there are some things that my mother doesn't know whether to say or not." ”

"Think about it yourself. Mu Chu didn't even raise the corners of his eyes, only said lightly.

Mu Xinru was helpless, and she almost couldn't help but want to reach out and knock on his head: "Can't you give your mother a little courage, encouragement, let me say it?"

"If you want to say, even if I shut your mouth, I won't still say it" Mu Chu glanced sideways at her and just smiled.

Mu Xinru's smile on the corner of her lips slowly faded, and when she looked at him again, she said softly: "Chu'er, are you doing well now?"

Mu Chu's fingertips paused slightly, in fact, he thought that one day his mother would definitely ask these questions, but he just wanted to think about it, and when he really heard it, he was still a little caught off guard.

Seeing him like this, Mu Xinru felt a little uncomfortable in her heart, but she looked at him softly, and sighed softly: "Chu'er, haven't you really thought about your future, I think that between His Highness and Chi'er, I am afraid that there is no room for a third person." Chu'er, you are still young, and you still have decades to live. ”

Mu Chu still didn't speak, lowered his eyes and looked at the herb in his hand, looked at it for a while, and then continued to sort it out.

Mu Xinru was anxious, and her tone increased: "Chu'er, you can't live alone for the rest of your life. ”

"Actually, I have always had a question in my heart, maybe it should be said that it is an obsession. Mu Chu still didn't look at her, and the smile on the corner of his lips was a little helpless, but he was much more indifferent than in the past.

"What doubt" Not only did Mu Xinru stare at him, but even Qin Feng couldn't help but lock his gaze on his face.

Mu Chu still didn't look at them, the work in his hands never stopped, and after a while, he said lightly: "I really want to know, if the first person she meets in this life is me, will the ending be different."

"Chu'er" Mu Xinru's face sank, and her heart was immediately painful: "You know that this is impossible, how can you come from in this world If you say Chu'er, my mother knows that you are bitter in your heart, but, is there really no way to let go of this qiΔ“ You can get along with them so well now, does it also mean that you can let go?"

Mu Chu was still packing up the herbs and didn't reply.

Even Qin Feng couldn't help but persuade: "Chu'er, life is short, just a few decades, just a few decades, let go and pursue whatever you want." If you really can't let it go, it's better to find an opportunity to make it clear to His Highness. ”

"And then" Mu Chu glanced at him, but smiled again, and continued to be busy with his business: "Then, wait for that girl to refuse ruthlessly again, wait for everyone to feel embarrassed, and wait for this life to live without embarrassment Since this is the case, it is better to make her feel that I no longer have male and female feelings for her in my heart, let her live her life with peace of mind, and love the people she loves, isn't it better than everyone being embarrassed to meet each other?"

"Chu'er, but you are like this, how bitter you are in your heart" Mu Xinru really felt sorry for her son.

I thought that if we lived together for a while, we might be able to have a chance, and we would fall in love for a long time, even if His Royal Highness only loved Chu Xuanchi in the past, but after getting along for a long time, I always cherished her first son.

However, I don't want to pity him, but I just keep treating him as a brother or friend.

They are indeed a family now, but who knows that this family is not the other, and the long nights are long, and the pain of being alone and sleepless does not know

Mu Chu stopped talking, and what should have been said had already been said, even if it was a long night, it was better to face the long lonely years alone than to see each other.

Once some things are broken, maybe even the last bit of warmth will be worn out.

Then let him continue to embrace that obsession, always comfort himself in his heart, if the girl comes to this place, the first person she meets is him, maybe she will really fall in love with him.

At least when I think about it, there is hope in my heart.

He is in a mood that others will not understand, and since he does not understand, there is no point in explaining.

"Mother, when we are away, you have to take care of Bao'er, you can't just take care of her because Mu Fan takes care of her too considerately, you don't care. He said suddenly.

"When did your mother never take care of it, it's just that Mu Fan's child really does his best, and even his mother has to admire it. He is more careful than anyone else, and as long as he is there for many things, it is not the turn of others to worry about them. ”

"Then you have to worry about it, but Bao'er still calls me daddy. ”

"I know, don't I love Bao'er" Mu Xinru glanced at him, in fact, there was still a lot to say, but seeing his quiet appearance, all the words came to his mouth, but he couldn't say it.

A lot of things are really helpless, not human beings can change, maybe Chu'er is right, like now, at least everyone's life can be very harmonious.

However, she will always feel sorry for him in her heart, which mother doesn't want to see her son happy, but she can't do anything.

That night is indeed very long, and the parting is imminent, as long as a mother will never forget her children, and she will not give up, not only Mu Xin, but also other mothers.

When Chu Xuanchi entered the door, Bao'er and Mu Fan were playing a small game on it, Meng Cangyun and Sihai Bugui were sitting aside, and there was a woman in the room who hadn't talked to him for a long time, his mother-in-law, Wu Yajing.

In fact, since he rescued Wu Yajing and Meng Cangyun together on Zhuxian Island, he and his mother have never had the opportunity to bend their knees for a long talk.

It's not that Wu Yajing doesn't care about her only son, but she doesn't have much time and opportunity to care about him at all.

Tomorrow they are about to leave, tonight I can finally take a good look at this son, that white hair is always a pain in her eyes, every time I look at it, my heart will be pulled together, the taste of my heart is indescribable.

"Come and sit with my mother. Patting the chair next to her, she whispered.

Chu Xuanchi nodded, and said hello to Sihai Non-Return and Meng Cangyun before coming to her and sitting down.

Wu Yajing raised his hand to pour him a cup of tea, the fingers of that hand were still so slender and beautiful, but the palm was full of calluses.

She used to be a queen, so noble, but she had never lived a pampered life for so many years.

He is a prince, and when he was in Xuanguo, he wanted to be windy and rainy, but his greatest wish was to bring the queen mother back, let her stay by his side, and give him the opportunity to be a filial son and be filial to her.

It's just that things in the world are always difficult to go your way.

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