819 Fear of Loss
Ling Zhaoting grimaced: "What do you mean, are you going to reject my confession on the first day of your relationship with me?"
"Hee-hee. Lu Youyou laughed, as if she thought Ling Zhaoting was making such a fuss as cute, threw herself into his arms, smiled and said, "No, I just think that I can't do anything well." I did my job badly and my life was handled sloppily. Everyone else lives so easily and exquisitely, I was thinking, can I be your girlfriend? ”
Like a hedgehog carefully flattening herself, she invites her master to rub her soft belly. Show the most unguarded side in front of Ling Zhaoting.
Ling Zhaoting looked at her very calmly, and if he carefully distinguished, there was still a trace of compassion in it, like a god, looking down at the confused mortal: "You have to believe that you are not doing badly." Instead, they didn't work on it. ”
"Huh?"
"Why do you see that other people are exquisite? How much time do they spend figuring out what they look like, and if it's you, would you like to? I think you'd rather spend your time on game software. ”
"You see how easy it is for other people to cope with their work, and that's because you're not in the same position. In the workplace, in fact, it is not so pure, employees not only need to do things honestly, especially the nature of your office, human interaction, is very important. But in the end, it's very pure - people who are good at doing things don't need too much vanity and grievances. People who survive by dancing with long sleeves are often more difficult to accompany with a false smile than you think. ”
Wow, is Ling Zhaoting teaching her how to behave in the world?
Listening to Ling Zhaoting say these words indifferently, it seemed to be full of magic, which contained a certain philosophy of life, which went straight to Lu Youyou's heart, and appeased her soul that was still wronged and resentful.
She didn't speak, Ling Zhaoting also paused, looked at her, and said apologetically: "I'm sorry, it must make you feel very disappointed to say this, right?"
He has seen a survey, most of the women in the relationship are not willing to listen to the man's preaching, in fact, in ordinary life is already like this, who likes to listen to others point fingers at themselves? Not to mention intimate lovers, people who should spoil themselves, and count their own no, anyone will feel uncomfortable in their hearts.
Lu Youyou looked at him very obediently, with a sweet smile on her face when she looked up, looked at Ling Zhaoting as if she had her faith, and said, "No, I think you are right!"
She didn't feel that Ling Zhaoting shouldn't say these words at all, and Ling Zhaoting's attitude was so peaceful, and his eyes were so gentle, it was like a piece of honey wrapped around her. She couldn't help but feel a secret pride and sweetness in her heart: My boyfriend, handsome and smart!
According to what Ling Zhaoting said, from another point of view, in fact, the world is fair. Truth be told, if she were to be asked to do the kind of double-faced, flattering thing like Mary or anyone else, she would rather be a mute and never be able to say those false words.
Compared with that, she felt that she was assigned more work at work, and the tiredness and suffering were really nothing.
Anyway, there was still Ling Zhaoting, who was deliberately telling jokes to her, and the troubles and hardships in her heart disappeared at once.
However, I will fall into such an embarrassment, my life will be more and more hindered, and I will no longer have the ease of jumping out of the previous study, and everything will gradually feel uncomfortable, so there must be my own reasons.
Lu Youyou crossed her knees, sat down obediently, and reflected on Ling Zhaoting: "I think I sometimes pay too little attention to other people's opinions. For example, I knew they were talking about me, talking about me, and I didn't want to participate, so I pretended not to hear and walked over. In this way, others must think that I am particularly indifferent. Also, the people from the department downstairs came to our department several times to do business, and they could call my name, but I didn't even remember their appearance...... It's no wonder they only ask Mary to eat fruit, and never talk to me. ”
Ling Zhaoting smiled and touched her head: "Okay, okay, I'll just say a sentence or two, how can you reflect on yourself." ”
Lu Youyou grinned and didn't say anything more.
She can withstand the lesson, and she can also withstand the coaxing, as soon as Ling Zhaoting coaxes her, she smiles and grins, leaving all those gloomy troubles behind. But what Ling Zhaoting said, what she agrees with, will also be deeply remembered in her heart.
Ling Zhaoting sat quietly for a while, and suddenly smiled: "You listen to everything I say?"
Lu Youyou grinned: "It depends on what you say." ”
"If you want me to say ......," Ling Zhaoting swallowed softly, "Let's leave one room and only book one room to sleep." ”
Lu Youyou was thrown into the pot like a live shrimp, bounced up violently, splashed with hot oil as if embarrassed, and jumped back to hide: "You, you, why are you suddenly playing hooligan, I won't tell you." I went to watch TV. ”
Ling Zhaoting's eyes followed her back for a long time, holding the mobile phone and making a call.
Chen He's voice came from the other end of the phone: "How is it? ”
Ling Zhaoting's eyes were deep, he had no habit of smoking, but he had the urge to smoke at this time.
"Well, nothing special happened. Ling Zhaoting said in a low voice, "It's just that I suddenly felt that she was different from what she imagined before." ”
"What's the difference?" Chen He seemed to change his hand to answer the phone, and Wei Qiming's voice came from the other end of the phone.
Ling Zhaoting shook his head and said something sour inexplicably: "I'm not a layman. ”
Chen He really felt that his cheeks hurt over there, and he glanced at his mobile phone, as if he was very reluctant to go through the mobile phone to see what water was in this friend's head.
"What are you talking about? Can you say something that people can understand? ”
Ling Zhaoting was quiet, and Lu Youyou smiled in front of him, shy, a little bit of understanding, and completely trusted and surrendered to him, innocent like a jade that had just been picked up from a stone.
Normally, at the age of twenty-two, how can a person who has already entered the world and society have such a transparent and exquisite heart.
Is it really because of the house? Don't deal with people, the house comes out?
Not necessarily.
The skin that comes out of the house without seeing the light of day is sickly white after all, and the miscellaneous dirt on the Internet is no less than what can be seen in reality, and even more dense.
Lu Youyou was spotless.
Others may not be able to understand why Ling Zhaoting is so moved, but he himself knows that from his hazy awakening to this world, from the beginning of the prototype of the character Moan in his mind, from the time he really designed Moan, put it into the game, and let him go to the void universe to search for it instead of himself.
He's been looking for something like that.
One ...... The original intention.
A mature, innocent heart is like a blank sheet of paper. He wanted it strongly, he wanted to take it for himself, he wanted to smear it as he pleased...... No longer as a passer-by as I thought before.
Ling Zhaoting was silent here and didn't speak, but Chen He was keenly aware of Ling Zhaoting's state of mind.
He coughed twice and said, "Ling Zhaoting, although I don't understand, what are you thinking now. But since you said that your opinion of Lu Youyou has changed, this shouldn't be a bad thing. If you're almost done with the information you're looking for, just stop it. I always felt that this thing was going to get more and more dangerous. ”
Ling Zhaoting's eyes turned cold into blades.
He didn't want to stop, he made this call to tell Chen He that he wanted to go further.
He's going to change his plans.
"Don't hang up the phone yet!" Chen He roared a little helplessly, "I'm just afraid, if I don't stop, it'll be too late." When Lu Youyou discovers the truth, how should we deal with ourselves?"
"Then don't let her find out. Ling Zhaoting's voice was cold, "Anyway, there is no harm in hiding it from her." ”
"But you ......"
Chen He wanted to say something, but was blocked by the beep of hanging up the phone.
Ling Zhaoting walked into his room, and next door was where Lu Youyou was asleep.
He walked to the wall with some nervousness, and listened to the movement over the wall for a while, but naturally there was no sound.
Ling Zhaoting smiled self-deprecatingly, packed up his things and washed, and also lay down in bed and fell asleep.
At night, Ling Zhaoting had a dream.
He dreamed that he was trapped in a narrow space, and Lu Youyou was standing in front of him, but there was a transparent barrier in the middle.
He kept saying something to Lu Youyou, but Lu Youyou couldn't hear it, he became very anxious in his dream, but Lu Youyou lowered his head slightly, turned around, and his back gradually disappeared.
"Bang!" Ling Zhaoting slammed down on the transparent barrier, and when he opened his eyes, he heard himself waking up from his dream, panting heavily.
The feeling of palpitations in his heart had not yet dissipated, Ling Zhaoting covered his chest, this tight feeling was very strange.
It seems to be the feeling of being called "fear of losing".
Ling Zhaoting smiled mockingly, his sober mind worked quickly, and he quickly found out the "root of the disease".
The water bumper ball they played yesterday is not like this, there is a transparent film between the two. Coupled with Chen He's words last night, I am afraid that I subconsciously fell into a dream, so I would do such strange things in my dreams.
He stood up indifferently, and the momentum around him was like a killing god.
Like a bronze sword soaked in rain, it stands coldly in the world, not close to human feelings, and those who move will be injured.
However, when there was a knock on the door of "Tuk Tuk", Ling Zhaoting lost his momentum and turned into the man who was unusual except for his unusual appearance.
He opened the door and smiled at Lu Youyou: "Let's go, go for breakfast." ”
The two wandered around for a while and drove back.
On the road, Ling Zhaoting didn't have any expression, but Lu Youyou could see that his eyes were full of smiles, and he was really happy.
I didn't expect to be happy to come to this kind of amusement park, Lu Youyou smiled, she didn't feel any special fun herself, but because she was with Ling Zhaoting, she felt that it was fun everywhere.
"Do you have a place you want to go?"
Ling Zhaoting teased her to talk, and Lu Youyou knew that Ling Zhaoting was preparing to plan a place to go out next time.
It's so nice that if you have someone you like, you can be interested in going anywhere.