Chapter 178: I want to kill him with my own hands
All night, Qiqi spent the night in a nightmare.
Whether you open or close your eyes, all you see is the cold mask, and his hoarse and suppressed roar, and the beads of sweat rolling down from his body.
She couldn't see his expression clearly, nor could she hear his words clearly, only knowing that this man, who was a complete stranger to herself, had been tossing around her for a long time.
It was a long, long time, that she couldn't remember what she was doing with him.
I only know that my heart hurts and I am desperate......
A ray of sunlight seeped in from the window and fell quietly on the bed, reflecting a pale face stained with tears.
Her long, upturned eyelashes trembled slightly, and finally, after a nightmare, she woke up slowly the next morning.
Seeing the person sitting on the bed clearly, she moved her lips, and before she could speak, Mu Chu had already said lightly: "Wake up?" I asked Uncle Mei to prepare a bath soup, can I get up to bathe and change clothes?"
Qiqi lost his mind for a moment, and after a trance, he nodded.
Mu Chu directly picked her up, hugged her behind the screen, and put her on the chair.
The bath was ready, as if he had calculated that she would wake up at this moment.
He crouched down in front of the chair and reached for her to untie her robe.
She was wearing two robes, the outer one was his, and the inner one belonged to the man.
When his slender fingers landed on the hem of her robe and gently untied the straps of her robe, she reached out and covered the back of his hand and nudged it gently, "I can do it myself." β
"Good. He did not stop her, but just glanced at her, then stood up, left from behind the screen, sat down on a chair in the room, and took a book and flipped through it casually: "I am here to watch." β
Qiqi didn't speak, hesitated for a while, and finally mustered up the courage to slowly remove the robe on his body.
The body under the robe was covered with bruises and bruises, all of which were tossed out last night.
Thinking of the scene of the man frantically tossing on himself last night, his heart suddenly felt desolate again, the cold slowly penetrated, and the whole person seemed to have fallen into an ice cellar, only to feel more and more cold.
The moment she stood up, the pain under her body was like tearing open made her heart ache again, so many and so many traces, reminding her all the time of what happened last night.
Step into the tub and let the warm bath soak you completely, still not feeling much warmth.
The cold in my heart was so cold that even my blood was almost condensed, and looking at the pale face reflected in the bath soup, at this moment, I could barely grasp what I was thinking.
Has her world been completely ruined?
Mu Chu waited outside for almost half an hour, although he was holding a book in his hand, in fact, not half a word was read from beginning to end.
In the end, he couldn't help but close the book, stared at the shadow behind the screen and threatened to go in to help her dress, Qiqi climbed out of the bathtub, put on his clothes and walked outside the screen.
He sat on the edge of the bed with the medicine, a little careless: "Come here, give you the medicine." β
"No!" she instinctively refused, subconsciously tugging at the hem of her shirt.
Mu Chu glanced back at her, just a glance, a very calm gaze, it didn't seem to even have the slightest emotion, and still insisted: "Come here, give you medicine." β
"I wasn't hurt. β
"Neck, arms, all over. His voice was very calm, only the five fingers holding the medicine bottle were tight, but she didn't know: "According to those people's temperament, I'm afraid they won't let you go lightly." β
Qiqi's heart tightened, and he was suddenly aggrieved and hateful.
Why didn't they let her go? She was already like this, why couldn't they let her go?
But no matter how wronged she was, she knew that what he said was the truth.
Yes, she is pitiful, but those people will not sympathize with her, they will only get worse and fall into the ground.
The more pitiful she was, the happier they became.
Oh, in this era of murder without blood, these executioners who never know what "compassion" is......
Sitting down on the edge of the bed, she pulled open her clothes, looked up at him, and closed her eyes in silence.
Mu Chu didn't say anything, her long jade-like fingers were dipped in ointment, and she gently rubbed it on her neck, which was snow-white but now bruised and mottled.
A whole night was enough time for her to calm herself down, and at such times, she had no qualifications to be weak.
The immortal doctor's medicine is really unparalleled in the world, especially after rubbing his long fingers, those traces that were still obvious slowly calmed down, and soon dispersed a lot.
But it was still impossible to see it completely, so Mu Chu gave her another medicine, which could cover up the bruises in an instant, leaving only the same color as her skin.
He cleaned up all the places that had been exposed for her, and only then did he deal with the two wounds on her arms.
It was a cut by the string knife of Tanglin Qingge, and when I was bathing just now, I soaked the scarred wound, and now the skin and flesh at the wound are swollen, although it will not hurt the muscles and bones, but it looks cautious enough.
Mu Chu took the knife with an expressionless face and gently scraped off the soaked flesh.
Qiqi bit her thin lip tightly and endured the pain without snorting.
She herself is a practitioner of medicine, so she naturally knows the injury of bathing with injuries, but she didn't think about anything at all just now, or all she thought about was those terrible memories of last night, and she was about to forget about this injury.
"Don't let the wound touch the water again for a short time. He removed the broken flesh and skin, sprinkled her with gold medicine, and while instructing, he took a little gauze and bandaged the wound for her.
Qiqi still didn't speak, just bit his lip hard, and his eyes were dull.
After this qiΔ, he packed up the medicine bottle and stood up: "I'll go get you something to eat." β
"Ah Chu ......" Just as he was about to turn to leave, her hoarse call suddenly came from behind him.
The voice was hoarse, and it immediately hurt his heart.
"I'm here. He turned to look at her, and saw tears in the corners of her eyes, but he stubbornly endured them to prevent them from falling.
Such Qiqi, he didn't know how to comfort her, he only knew that she was like this, he was in pain, both physically and mentally.
"Ah Chu ......" she called in a low voice again, in fact, she didn't know what to call him for, she just didn't want him to leave.
A man was left behind, and she ...... Fear, fear for no reason.
Mu Chu closed his eyes, finally reached out and hugged her, and said softly: "It's all over." β
"Can't I be with him anymore?" she wanted to smile bravely, and she wanted to tell him that she was okay and that she could still stand up.
But my heart hurts!
"Will he still want me? Am I still qualified to stand with him?" she wasn't suspicious, she was just afraid, she was afraid that she really wouldn't be qualified from now on.
When things didn't fall on her, she was replaced to comfort others, and she could also say clearly that as long as two people are sincere and work together, they can still have a bright future.
But now, when she became a party, she realized that not everything can be so beautiful, and it is not that a sentence that does not mind can really smooth out a qiΔ.
The more she likes him, the more she can't do it without caring about it, this shadow will never be erased by her whole life.
I can't erase it for a lifetime......
"Do you still want to be with him?" Mu Chu hugged her hard, and at this moment, his mood was extremely relapsed.
It turned out that she didn't know, she really didn't know who was with her last night.
Night Shura, you are like this, is it a protection or a harm to her?
"Qiqi, do you still want to be with him?" He put his hands on her shoulders, gently widened the distance between him and her, looking at the clouds that wanted to cry without tears, he asked seriously, "Do you want to?"
She bit her lip, but didn't speak.
Think, she thinks, thinks with horror in her heart, thinks about it with heartbreak and sadness.
But he ...... So noble, so beautiful, ...... yourself But it has been stained with stains that cannot be washed away for a lifetime......
"If he really likes you, he won't care......"
"What about you?" Qiqi raised his head and stared at his quiet face: "If you were him, would you care?"
"Yes. Catching a glimpse of the despair that flashed in her eyes, he pursed his lips, stared at her uneasy face with lowered eyes, and said seriously: "What I care about is that I was not by your side and did not protect you well, not that you were insulted by anyone." β
Insult...... Such a big stinging statement suddenly made her breathless, and she couldn't stop trembling.
"Qiqi, don't be afraid, what has happened, we can't erase it, we can only face it calmly. She didn't know how many bloody wounds her momentary despair had cut in his heart, and the big palms that trembled slightly, but were still strong, held her shoulders tightly, and he said seriously: "If he really cares, he can't be as single-minded as he was before, and he will ...... I'll take you away later. When the matter of Prince Nan is over, I will take you out of the imperial city and find a place where no one knows to start over, okay?"
She didn't speak.
Leaving the imperial city means that there will never be a chance to see Chu Xuanchi in the future.
She can't do it, she can't bear it......
"Tomorrow is the martial arts meeting, no matter what happens, let's talk about it tomorrow after peace of mind, okay?"
"Do you think I should still participate?" Even she didn't know if she was still eligible to participate in the audition.
"Is Murong Qiqi such a person who can be defeated so easily?" He smiled lightly, and no one could see how much bitterness was hidden in this smile: "If you really feel that you can't stand up, then okay, go and sue Emperor SΓΉ now, if you don't participate in tomorrow's martial arts, I think they should be happy to hear your decision." β
"I don't!" Why did she quit?
When she withdrew, she did what they wanted, and she cheapened those who wanted to harm her.
No, she can't quit, no matter how it ends, she can't lose before she fights!
When tomorrow's Wendou is over, she will take the initiative to explain the matter to Xuan Chi, as long as he is a little reluctant, she will not force him.
No matter what the final outcome of her and Xuan Chi is, she will never let them get their wish at tomorrow's cultural fighting meeting.
Tanglin light song, she ruined her innocence all her life, this revenge, she must revenge!
"There was one more person who killed me last night. She bit her lip and bit hard: "The man in black hiding behind him, I will definitely find him, and I will definitely kill him with my own hands!"