It was a white space, I was like a lost child walking alone, walking and walking, I don't know how long time passed, I finally saw a peach blossom garden, a mountain hut in the peach blossom garden, and the white world outside seemed incompatible.

I walked over and heard the sound of several women laughing and playing in the room. I shouted inside, but got no response. So, I had no choice but to push the door open.

"Anyone?"

No one paid any attention to me, and the sound of laughter seemed to come from the garden behind the house, and I walked over and found several women in ancient costumes talking and laughing, and there were three women in all.

My uninvited guest quickly caught their attention, and when I looked back, I was frightened that the women were none other than ...... Su Jing, Han Yue, Annie, and Wen Shuya, how could the four of them be here?!

"You've finally woken up, go back quickly, it's too late if you don't leave. It was Annie, who spoke, and she and the other three looked at each other, the expressions on their faces gradually turning indifferent, and turned and walked into the depths of the garden.

I wanted to chase them, but I felt that no matter how I went, I was always separated from them by some distance, like an insurmountable chasm.

"Han Yue!"

As they were about to disappear from my sight, I shouted out almost instinctively. Han Yue just leaned over, revealing half of her face, glancing at me from the corner of her eye, and then followed them to the depths of the garden.

"No !!"

......

"Didi Di Di ......"

A strong and dazzling gaze shone over, I opened my eyes slowly with a half-squint, where am I? Looking at the slowly dripping potion in the hanging needle, this is in the hospital? Immediately after, I felt a headache in my head, and wanted to raise my hand to cover it, but I found that my hand seemed to be being held, and then I looked over, it was Han Yue! At this time, she was lying on the side of the bed and falling asleep, there were only two of us in the ward, so quiet that I could only hear the sound of the medical machine running.

Maybe it was the slight movement when I wanted to raise my hand that woke Han Yue up, and she looked at me almost ecstatically.

"You're awake!You're finally awake!" Immediately Han Yue ran out of the ward and went to call the doctor, but the people who appeared in my ward next were not only doctors, but also my mother and Lao Cheng, Cheng Yu, Wen Shuya, Xu Qing, and Yang Fan, who was still in Chongqing, and he also came back.

"Thank goodness, I finally woke up, you scared me to death, you know!" said the old mother who was standing next to me dissatisfied, but her face was only distressed.

"I'm blessed, of course it's fine. I forced out a smile and said in a weak voice.

Yang Fan stretched out his finger and pointed at me, and said, "Dude, you slept for five days, but it scared us, don't open this kind of thing in the future!"

Everyone else chatted with me here, but Han Yue was silent and didn't speak, and her face didn't look good. I turned my face slightly to the side and glanced at her, but it was only such a small movement, and it was still noticed by the others, because all eyes were on me.

Probably they all got their minds, so they all made excuses and said that they would let me have a good rest, and then they all walked out, leaving only me and Han Yue in the ward.

In the ward, Han Yue and I were silent, but she was the first to speak.

"The person who hit you is called Li Feiyang, a colleague of your company, who was arrested and taken to the police station on the day of the incident, and your company also fired him. Han Yue spoke in a calm tone, as if she was telling me a story. But I know that the calmer it is at this time, the more it means that something is wrong.

Perhaps, in the few days I was in a coma, she already knew everything.

Instead of hiding and escaping reality, I took a deep breath, looked at her and asked, "Yue'er, will you still be with me?"

It was just a bland sentence, but it instantly hit Han Yue's tears, her eyes were red, and she turned her face sideways to the side of her eyes unwilling to look directly at me.

"Why is this happening, do you know how much I wish I could have deceived myself and pretended not to know all this, but I can't!, though Anne has already gone away with another man, but I ...... when I think of carrying you in her belly with you as your child," she stood up and turned her back to me, her shoulders trembling and crying in pain.

"Now that you know everything, then let your heart decide, and I will respect your choice, all this...... It's all my mistakes and I deserve to be punished. "I held back my emotions and didn't let myself cry, and even before I said that, I knew how it would end.

Han Yue was silent for a while, she raised her head and wiped her tears, and exhaled, as if she was making a final decision.

"Cheng Ting, let's break up, that's the end of it, since I left this ward, we won't see each other again. Her voice became calm and cold, and every word was like a sharp knife cutting through my heart.

I closed my eyes, a tear slipped from the corner of my eye, my lips trembled, and finally I said one word mechanically: "Okay." ”

"Rest well, I'm leaving. She picked up the satchel from her chair and turned to leave the room, closing the door in a soft, soft voice.

Unexpectedly, the last impression she gave me was that she was a back who was powerless to catch up. Before we were together, I was too stupid to catch up, but this time, there was really no way to catch up with her. From nothing to nothing to nothing to say, from loud to silent, this is probably it! A short-lived love can't be kept after all.

I turned to my side and changed to a sleeping position, my whole body curled up in the white quilt, and the tears finally slipped down the pillow. At this moment, how I wish I had lost my memory like a plot in a TV series after being beaten by Li Feiyang, but I didn't, this is real life, not a TV series.

This "TA" does not only refer to people, but also to the things that happened in the past, he, she, and it have all turned into a "TA" that is about to disappear.

......

During the days when I was hospitalized, in the end, my mother stayed with me, and Lao Cheng and Cheng Yu had to go back to their hometown to work. Yang Fan stayed in Guangzhou for two days, accompanied Xu Qing, and then returned to Chongqing.

On this day, my mother bought me a bag of fruit, and I was almost recovered, and I could eat by myself while half-lying in bed.

My mother peeled an apple for me and put it on the plate, with a few toothpicks stuck in it, she raised her head to look at me, with a look of hesitation on her face, and said later: "Cheng Ting, you and Miss Han...... How's it going?"

I didn't really want to discuss it, so I picked up a toothpick and stuck an apple in my mouth, "That's it, didn't you all see it that day?"

"Hey, you kid, when you fall in love, you don't say a word to your family, we don't know about it. ”

"What's the use of knowing, before I can tell you, it's over. ”

"Then will you continue to look for her in the future? See how it goes, maybe there's still a chance......?"

I interrupted impatiently, "Oh, Mom, can you let me eat a piece of apple quietly, and let's not talk about it, okay?"

"Okay, okay, then you can eat, you will be discharged from the hospital tomorrow, and I will help you clean up your things." With that, my mother got up and went to the cupboard to pack her things.

The night before I was discharged from the hospital, I couldn't sleep anyway, and I would wake up suddenly when I was getting better, and I wanted to get up and smoke a cigarette, but it wasn't practical, and my mother fell asleep on the folding bed next to me. Forget it, just lie down like this, and by the way, take the time of insomnia to think about what to do next, and when I am discharged from the hospital, there will definitely be a lot of things to deal with. Tomorrow may be the first day after being "born again".

Thinking about it, I don't know how long it has been, and I finally fell asleep.

At noon the next day, after completing the discharge procedures, my mother and I left the hospital and went back to the rental house where I had lived before, which I had not lived in for more than a week. I saw that I had been discharged from the hospital, so I asked my mother to go home, at first she refused, because I had to go to the hospital on time to change the dressing, my mother was not very relieved to go to the hospital alone, but then I insisted on asking, she agreed to go back tomorrow morning.

I cleaned up the house with my mother, and cleaned Yang Fan's room by the way, although my mother only stayed for one night, but I still had to clean it up.

I wiped all the dust off the house, and it looked much cleaner. I left all the windows open and let the wind blow in from outside, leaving everything that had been past to dust and dust.