73. Dirty
Therefore, compared to Zhou Yunruo, maybe Su Ronghan is more suitable for herself.
And Zhang Shanke, she is a person with dreams, Su Mingzheng knows this very well, and now she must be on the road of pursuing her dreams.
Although it has only been more than two months since they broke up, in retrospect, they feel that the two people are already far away, and it may be that both of them have dreams to pursue, so they must go the opposite way, as long as one person walks for a while, it adds up to twice the distance.
But because of family factors, Su Mingzheng is still tug-of-war in his heart, blowing the night breeze and looking at the lights, Su Mingzheng can't help but smile bitterly: Is it really Libra's choice difficulty?
Fortunately, according to the DNA identification results, Su Ronghan is not Lai Zhengxiong's illegitimate daughter, after identifying that Su Ronghan and Lai Yazhu were not sisters, Su Mingzheng got the DNA of Huang Wanying and Lai Zhengxiong again, and the results of the identification were done again, Su Ronghan is Huang Wanying's daughter, but she has nothing to do with Lai Zhengxiong, this is a complicated family factor, right? It seems that Su Ronghan is still the daughter of a man surnamed Fang who was married to Huang Wanying, but left home when Su Ronghan was two years old.
Su Ronghan's life experience is much simpler, but being with Su Ronghan will still shatter her father's family dream, and can her father-daughter relationship and Su Ronghan's mother-daughter relationship be preserved at that time? The power of gossip whispers in the social circle is so powerful that Su Mingzheng knows it, if he is with Zhou Yunruo or with Zhang Shanke, even if he comes out of the closet, Su Mingzheng can bear it, but Su Ronghan is different, although there is no blood relationship, if they are together, others will also talk about the dirty things in the family, this kind of thing is definitely more pleasing than same-sex love.
Thinking that others were talking about dirty things about themselves and Su Ronghan, Su Mingzheng admitted that he didn't want to hear it at all, and on the other hand, he didn't want Su Ronghan to experience it. Su Mingzheng is a person who wants to strive to be the president in the future, and it is impossible to stay away from his home country and the original circle, so he must be ready to face these.
can probably tell Su Ronghan about these difficulties, but Su Mingzheng thinks that what she really wants to say is the real refusal, and she doesn't want to say it selfishly, because she doesn't actually want to refuse.
So Su Mingzheng's mind is still swinging and making difficult choices, but Su Mingzheng feels that he is waiting for a day when he can't bear it anymore. On that day, she will definitely be with Su Ronghan, and they will be together vigorously.
Alas, Su Mingzheng took a sip of beer, the reality is that this morning she even had a spring dream: she dreamed that Su Ronghan called her sister softly and flutteringly, and the soft voice still seemed to be in her ears, and then climbed on top of herself, remembering that she was only wearing a light suspender shirt and shorts, and she hugged her waist with both palms, and there was a voice in her heart saying why it was so thin......!
Then I was woken up by the alarm clock.
made Su Mingzheng hesitate all day long: It turns out that he is actually interested in sister cosplay?
Actually, it should be nice to play this in bed in the future...... Ahem, don't think about it.
So, how long can I escape? Wait, at least when she finishes the college entrance examination and has one less worry, that's what I used to think at the beginning.
After that, Su Ronghan really returned to her old appearance, called her sister obediently, and smiled and spoke as usual, as if she had forgotten the kiss.
But naturally I didn't forget, I couldn't forget, otherwise how could I still put the lily pendant in the palm of my hand, and then lie in bed and couldn't sleep all night.
And Su Mingzheng likes to stand by the window in the middle of the night, looking at the light emitted by the still bright window at the other end, which is a warm yellow light, sometimes she looks like this, and she also feels relaxed and tired.
The first stage of the selection of the deputy manager of the marketing department has passed, mainly to review and judge some qualifications that can be added, and the part of the qualifications that can be added is naturally hopeless, but as long as it is passed, the important thing is the interview in the second stage.
In addition to work, Su Mingzheng asked Zhang Yunhan to investigate Huang Wanying and Lai Zhengxiong is also ongoing, in the past, Su Mingzheng did not expect to investigate the whereabouts of his stepmother, proving that she is not a sinister person, but now it is necessary. At the beginning, Su Mingzheng only sent people to Huang Wanying's side, and the preliminary investigation results showed that there was no trace of contact between the two, and after sending people to Lai Zhengxiong's side, it was even more certain that the two did not even have a chance to get in touch, and it was of course impossible for people who were always in two different places to meet.
Since Su Ronghan is not the illegitimate daughter of the two, Huang Wanying and Lai Zhengxiong may naturally have no relationship, but Su Mingzheng always feels a little strange, especially Huang Wanying's whereabouts seem to be too careful, which makes Su Mingzheng not stop her investigation.
The consumption of the mind from two aspects really made the energetic Su Mingzheng a little tired.
Only by looking at the warm light and temporarily emptying his head, Su Mingzheng can temporarily rest.
But on the other hand, she knew that Su Ronghan should have not forgotten, otherwise how could she call her sister, but her hands were always behind her back, posing a little rusty.
Probably because they think the sisters can't cross that line, right?
Sometimes Su Mingzheng thinks: Looking at how a person deals with feelings, it seems that he can understand her better, watching Su Ronghan deal with the feelings in her heart, trapped by love, she can also feel that she is a woman, not a child, and there is no such problem in the child's mind.
And can't respond to herself? Insisting on a cold and distant posture, Su Mingzheng is not guilty, he obviously likes her, but he feels sorry for her.
But if you really have to make up your mind, Su Mingzheng will fall into the difficulty of choosing again, she doesn't know if she should make this decision and bring the two of them into a complicated and difficult situation together. Sometimes she also thinks: Is she old? I don't seem to have been so timid in the past? Is it because I have failed too much......
Guilt and uncertainty made Su Mingzheng a little upset from time to time, so she chose the most usual way to solve her worries: go out to play!
Contact fox friends and dogs, find the freshest spot, and play anything.
She has been used to this since the past, the more bored, the more anxious, the more she wants to go out and go crazy.
Su Mingzheng returned to the style of going crazy all night on weekends, and Queen Su reappeared in the rivers and lakes, taking many attendants to the trendy, most lively, and most interesting places to make noise, and drink all kinds of the most exciting and expensive wines.
At first, this was really effective, and it really regained the unbridled vitality of the past, Su Mingzheng felt that this was really the right way to relieve pressure, and he also felt very happy.
It's just that in the most lively mood, I will miss the tranquility next to the little white rabbit, in fact, it may not be very quiet, and the two of them often squeak and talk endlessly, of course, it is often Su Mingzheng who is introducing what films he has watched, the food he has eaten, and the scenery he has seen, and Su Ronghan responded with interest to a sentence or two, no need for fancy clothes, no need for wine, and no need to be in a beautifully decorated nightclub.
At this time, in front of Su Mingzheng was a high-end box upstairs in a nightclub, including Su Mingzheng There were a total of seven people, a couple of men and women were lovers, the girl was familiar with Su Mingzheng, the two were putting wine glasses and coaxing the people on the small stage, it was Equation Han who sang and twisted his butt on the small stage, Liu Weiting was not there, every time he came out to drink, Su Mingzheng would always leave a trusted friend waiting to be the driver and be responsible for bringing people back safely, today it is Liu Weiting's turn. But the most noisy thing in the box was not the three of them, but the man who was making nonsense in front of Su Mingzheng.
Men call him Huang Shao, in fact, Su Mingzheng almost forgot his name, Huang Shao's family is ordinary trade, what is special is that he is a person, Huang Shao's face is not bad, oily and powdery, but his figure is not very good, he is young and fat, and his small belly has been revealed under the brand-name tights, Equation Han has given him the nickname of Yellow Pig, his special feature is that he is particularly able to talk, and he is very interesting to speak, and there are endless anecdotes about various places in his stomach, cows, ghosts, snakes, gods, The light is strange, and the interest will not stick too close, and because of this, Su Mingzheng and Equation Han occasionally come out to play with him. At this moment, he was hugging two young girls who he didn't know where to find them, and he was foaming at the mouth when he opened his mouth, and Su Mingzheng listened to him tell the story while tasting wine.
Huang Shao really knew how to speak, and deliberately curry favor with Su Mingzheng, some obscene stories were said by him with ups and downs, pauses and suspense, and the final ending made Su Mingzheng laugh.
And the small stage has now become a three-person microphone grab, you and I are singing one by one, thinking of such tranquility at such a lively juncture, it is also a different taste, Su Mingzheng swallowed this taste along the red wine in the glass.
Early the next morning, maybe early in the morning, Su Mingzheng was a little confused about the time.
Su Mingzheng propped up the bed with his left hand, trying to sit up, suddenly a strong dizziness hit, dizzy too much, like the house swaying back and forth beside him, Su Mingzheng stretched out his right hand to hold the small few next to the bed, but found that he grabbed a void, as if his eyes were out of focus, and there was a burst of dizziness in his head, Su Mingzheng hurriedly grabbed the standing lamp next to the bed, the thin lamp pole was caught and shook a few times, and the standing lamp was almost overturned.
A feeling of nausea came from the stomach, coupled with a strange dizziness, Su Mingzheng, who had been rolling in the wine country for a long time, could tell that this was not a hangover, and for a moment she wondered if she was sick? But soon a cold sweat broke out on her back, and something more noteworthy occupied her mind.