In the blink of an eye, a month passed, and Qin Mingyue got her first salary.

But with that thick money, Qin Mingyue's heart was heavy.

She had been breastfeeding the child for a month, and she hadn't even seen him, and she hadn't seen Mr. Chen again, so maybe he was very busy with work.

Thinking about his child again, he didn't know where it was, and he didn't know whether it was life or death, Qin Mingyue's eyes couldn't help but turn red.

Thinking that his child was most likely no longer in this world, Qin Mingyue's eyes couldn't help but slip down. This month, no one knows how tormented she is, although she has lived a very calm and stable life, but only she knows that whenever she is in the dead of night, she feels that it is difficult to fall asleep, and the pillow is wet and dry, dry and wet.

For many nights, she had been dreaming, and in her dreams there was a child crying and calling her mother, and she kept her eyes open to see the child, but she couldn't see clearly, only a hazy shadow, and finally disappeared.

And every time the child disappears, she will wake up and suddenly react that she is in the rich villa area, with a high bed and soft pillows, and a worry-free life.

But every time at this time, she blamed herself even more, she was doing well, but her son was nowhere to be found, and she couldn't even do anything for her child.

Qin Mingyue was very uneasy, impetuous, and apprehensive during this time, and even Si Anxu, who looked at her from upstairs a few times every day, felt it.

After dinner that day, Si Anxu called Steward Sun to the study.

"What's the matter with her?"

Without naming names, Steward Sun was stunned and immediately reacted to who Si Anxu was talking about, not only Si Anxu could feel Qin Mingyue's uneasiness, but Steward Sun could naturally feel it when he met her every day, even the daily food, she ate a lot less, how could she give enough breast milk to the little master to drink like this.

Speaking of Si Yinuo, this month has been delicious and sleepy, it has grown, the little face is white and tender, the eyes are big and black, I sleep when I am full every day, and I play when I wake up.

"Young master, I've asked many times, and Miss Qin said it was okay, but every time she said she was okay, she looked like she wanted to say something and stopped, and it felt as if there was something unspeakable. ”

Speaking of this, Steward Sun was also a little unhappy in his heart, the Si family was good at eating and drinking for Qin Mingyue, and asked her for a little breast milk every day, but she looked like this, fortunately, no outsiders came in the Si family on weekdays, if outsiders saw it, they thought that the Si family had abused her.

"Let's ask again. ”

Si Anxu's voice was very cold, and Steward Sun suddenly felt the temperature in the study plummet, and couldn't help but shiver, nodded respectfully, and retreated.

Qin Mingyue naturally wouldn't know everything about the study, and at this time she was sitting in the room, hugging the pillow and crying silently.

The days go by day by day, but her heart is sinking day by day, everyone understands the truth, the newborn child was just lost, the longer the time, the less likely it is to find it, the best possibility is to be picked up, the worst may be to starve to death in which corner.

Thinking that his son might no longer be in the world, Qin Mingyue's tears were like pearls with broken threads, and they kept sliding down.

At this moment, there was a sudden knock on the door, Qin Mingyue hurriedly wiped away her tears and hurried to open the door.

As soon as the door opened, he met Steward Sun's slightly displeased look, Qin Mingyue sighed in his heart, did something happen?

"Steward Sun, has something happened?"

Qin Mingyue is not a person who plays with her heart, she asked directly if she had such a doubt, and she also knew very well that after being here for a month, it was okay for Steward Sun to come to her, because she had nothing else to do except provide breast milk to the little young master, and it was obviously not time to provide breast milk yet.

"Miss Qin, if you encounter any problems, you can tell me directly, you have to understand that your emotions and diet will be related to our little master, our young master let you breastfeed the little master, you can be trusted, if you have any difficulties and problems, for the sake of our little master, we will try our best to help you solve them." ”

Steward Sun had already asked the same question many times, and this time he didn't plan to go around in circles with Qin Mingyue, he asked straight to the point, and he naturally didn't ignore Qin Mingyue's two red eyes.

But Steward Sun really can't figure it out, this Qin Mingyue has been fine for the past month, and she doesn't have a mobile phone, and she hasn't used the Si family's phone to make calls, every day quietly as if there is no such person, if it weren't for the fact that she has to ask her to give breast milk to the little master every day, Steward Sun feels that she has to forget the existence of this person.

But such a quiet person, after a month of quiet, suddenly became so abnormal.

Qin Mingyue was taken aback by Steward Sun's words, she was really in a very low mood recently, she couldn't eat or sleep well, could it be that the quality of breast milk had also declined?

Although Qin Mingyue has never really raised her own children, she once had great expectations for her children, when she was in her belly, she read all kinds of parenting books, and at this time, she couldn't remember which book she had seen it from, if the mother was in a bad mood but went to breastfeed the baby, it would be equivalent to giving the baby poison.

Thinking of this, Qin Mingyue suddenly broke out in a cold sweat!

"Steward Sun, is the little young master okay?" Qin Mingyue's eyes were full of worry and guilt, if she harmed the little young master because of her personal emotions, then she would really be to blame.

Qin Mingyue had any expression on her face, and Steward Sun could see through her at a glance, the trace of displeasure in her heart diluted a little, her expression eased a little, and even her tone was a lot softer.

"The little master is fine, but Miss Qin, you should know very well that your emotions will affect the little master, because the little master drinks your breast milk, if you encounter any difficulties, you can tell me directly, if I can't solve it, I will also help you feedback to the young master." ”

"I ......" Qin Mingyue bit her lower lip, obviously not knowing whether to say it or not, or thinking about how to say it, Steward Sun didn't urge her, just stood there quietly, waiting for her to speak.

"Steward Sun, actually, I have a son, but I was taken away by my ex-husband, and I want to go back to find my son. ”

After thinking about it, Qin Mingyue still said this ambiguously, she also said this to Mr. Chen before, although she had hesitated just now, could she ask Mr. Chen for help. However, a month has passed, and even she knows that the possibility of finding her son again is already very small, and she shouldn't trouble others, but she is still unwilling after all!