When I went to the door of Director Feng's office, he was on the phone, and his face didn't seem to look good. I hesitated, but knocked on the door.

"Enter. ”

"I don't care what method you use, you have to deal with this matter for me, I have something to do here, so I won't talk about it for now. After he called me in, he said the last word on the phone in a low voice and hung up in a hurry.

I stood in front of the table and waited quietly until he exhaled, looked at me, and asked in a cold tone, "What's the matter?"

"The matter of cooperation with Z Industrial Group has been negotiated, this is a contract, if there is no problem, Mr. Feng, you can sign it. "I put the contract on his desk.

I looked at the contract carefully, and after a while, the expression on her face gradually became pleasant, and soon, she smiled with satisfaction and said: "I will talk about the cooperation in one day, okay! Very good, the company needs talents like you." ”

"Mr. Feng has won the award, I'm just a little luckier. I nodded and said politely.

......

Two days later, in the company's general group, colleagues from the personnel department sent a notice, which probably refers to: congratulations to the new colleague Cheng Ting for successfully winning the cooperation project with Z Industrial Group, due to excellent performance, the company's special appropriator engineering court will be turned regular this month, effective from next month, at the same time, the company will reward 2000 yuan, I hope that other colleagues will work together to achieve better results!

All of a sudden, I almost became a "celebrity" in the company, especially in the planning department, and my colleagues in the group were either envious or angry at how I did it, and I wanted to give me advice. As for colleagues in other groups, they feel more blushing or disdainful, but it's normal, once people outside see you, they will think that you rely on luck and relationships. Actually, I really want to tell them a sentence: Lao Tzu really relied on relationships and luck to win this contract, how can it be dropped?

It didn't take long for the project to be prepared for the execution stage, and there were a lot of things going on in the company. On this day, I was busy at my workstation when someone from the HR department came and said that the director had asked me to go to the conference room for a meeting.

In the conference room, Li Zijie and several other team leaders were present, as if they were discussing something in a whisper, until I arrived, and then they all fell silent. Apparently, they were already in a meeting before I came.

"Now that everyone is together, let's continue the meeting. After Director Feng finished speaking, he paused and continued: "That's the case, the project between our company and Z Group has been prepared to the stage of implementation, so there needs to be someone to be the project leader next, do you think, who is more suitable for this position?"

Several team leaders and Li Zijie looked at each other from time to time, as if they were making eye contact. After a short meeting, the first person to express his opinion was my team leader Fang Kai, who said very bluntly: "I think it is very reasonable to know who took over this project, and who should be responsible." ”

The leaders of the other two groups immediately changed their expressions, and the leader of group A glanced at me with questioning eyes, intentionally or unintentionally, and muttered, "He...... Will it work?"

Fang Kai sneered and continued to speak for me: "Hehe, if that's okay, then you should take one of these orders." ”

Team Leader A's face suddenly turned pale, and he gritted his teeth and glared at Fang Kai: "You!"

"Okay, I'm here to listen to your advice, not to ask you to come here to quarrel. Director Feng calmed down, looked at Li Zijie, and asked, "Director Li, can you tell me what you think." ”

He first glanced at me, then looked at Director Feng, pondered for a while, and replied respectfully to Director Feng: "First of all, Cheng Ting has indeed made great contributions to this project, but if you want to become the project leader, you still need to think carefully, after all, Cheng Ting has not been familiar with many things for a long time, plus all aspects of experience, I am worried that he will not be able to withstand such pressure." Director Feng, what do you think?"

Li Zijie's words can be said to be very official and sleek, and I have to be impressed, first recognized my credit, then conducted an analysis, expressed my own opinions, and finally threw this question back to Director Feng, which is simply a triple win. Although I know what he means by this, it is obvious that he intends to be the project leader himself, because in terms of qualifications, he is the best candidate, but what he said is not unreasonable, I really don't have enough experience in terms of experience.

Director Feng's expression was solemn, and he pondered what Li Zijie said in his heart, and after pondering for a while, he finally made up his mind and said to everyone: "What Director Li said makes sense, then so be it, the cooperation between our company and Group Z is carried out by Director Li as the project leader, in the process of this project, Cheng Ting, you are responsible for being Director Li's assistant, and assisting and cooperating with Director Li to complete the project smoothly, you two have no problem, right?" He looked at me and Li Zijie respectively.

Li Zijie and I both nodded, while the others looked at each other, but they all remained silent, acquiescing to Director Feng's decision.

"Okay, since everyone has no problem, then it's decided, adjournment. ”

Leaving the conference room, Fang Kai and I returned to the small office in our group, and as soon as he came in, he hugged me and said: "Cheng Ting, you are stupid! Such a good opportunity, you didn't go for it, the fat that was about to reach your mouth was snatched by Li Zijie, I was anxious for you just now!"

The colleagues in the group looked at us one after another, and Yu Yao asked for everyone, "What's the matter?" ”

I first smiled and replied to Fang Kai: "Actually, what Director Li said also makes sense, I have just joined the company, and I don't have enough experience, and finally became his assistant in this project, and I can also learn and learn with it, I think it's very good." Then I kept smiling, looked at Yu Yao, and said, "It's okay, let's continue to work." ”

Fang Kai let out a "heh" and said: "You are stupid, let me tell you, how long have we been in the company, don't we know better than you what he Li Zijie is? He finally tapped me on the shoulder, shook his head helplessly, and went back to his desk.

Although I didn't quite understand what he meant, I suppressed the doubts in my heart and didn't say any more. Whatever, as long as I work hard and hard, I won't leave a handle, and others will naturally have nothing to say.

......

After a busy day's work, it was already about half past nine when I returned to the rental house after work, and I dragged my tired body into the house, only to see Yang Fan holding my moldy guitar, sitting in the corner of the living room wiping, and next to a plastic bag containing several bottles of beer, plus a bag of peanuts.

"Why are you out of love again? and took out my guitar, there must be a story. I tossed my backpack on the couch, glanced at him, and asked.

He said with a wooden expression: "I don't have love, how can I fall out of love?"

After a short while, he not only wiped the guitar, but also tuned it, then closed his eyes and thought for a while, and after a while, he opened his eyes and began the performance, which was almost late at night.

"It's the same with the early morning and the long night starry sky. ”

"The stars here and in Antarctica, they will shine. ”

"The days before and today are the same. ”

"Nothing can change that. ”

"I will always appreciate you, any way. ”

When Yang Fan sang here, my emotions gradually spread to my mouth, so I sang along with his rhythm: "I will always like you, in line with the ideals in my heart~ and vision." ”

But with that phrase, I didn't continue to sing, but became a listener again. Yang Fan is the kind of person who sings with a smoky voice, and Nicholas Tse's "Don't Come to Harm" was originally meant to be sung in a deep voice, with the sound of the guitar, it sounds unique.

I opened a bottle of beer and took a big sip, at this time Yang Fan also happened to finish singing a song, and he looked at me inquiringly: "Do you want to have a song too?"

I hesitated for a moment, and finally shook my head and refused, because I didn't want to let myself recall some things in the past at night, that guitar was originally a product of memories, carrying a lot of youthful youth, I was afraid that the memory would turn into a monster and swallow me in one bite.

"If you hesitate, it means that you still want to play and sing. ”

I replied calmly in a low voice: "When you are staring into the abyss, the abyss is also staring at you, knowing that the late night is a catalyst for negative energy and emotions, why should you risk your life?"

"Okay, then have a drink and have a drink with me. ”

"That's a little bit, I'll have to take a shower and sleep later, and the new company has a lot to do. ”

This night, I didn't ask Yang Fan what was on his mind in the end, and he didn't take the initiative to say it, I don't think it's anything, everyone will have that "neurosis" time, it's all emotional, and when the sun rises the next day, after the start of a new day, it will naturally return to normal.