The night deepened, the music in the bar began to become carnival, and the sound became larger, so that Cheng Yu, who was surprised, couldn't hear what I said at first, he spit out a puff of cigarette, glanced at me and continued: "What, what is it? No, can you talk well?"

This time, I fell into a longer silence, staring distractedly at the people in the bar who were numbing their nerves with alcohol in the bright lights. It wasn't until half a cigarette was finished that I said with difficulty: "Su Jing...... She's missing. When I said the word "missing" at the end, my voice almost choked up.

Cheng Yu stared at me for a few seconds to confirm that I wasn't joking, and then finally put away his joking attitude and asked with a solemn face, "What the hell is going on?"

I told Cheng Yu all the ins and outs of the whole thing, and after finishing speaking, I took out a cigarette from the cigarette case and continued it, the emotion that had nowhere to put it seemed to open a gap, burning with the smell of nicotine.

Cheng Yu sighed, shook his head and said, "If you hadn't said it yourself and heard it with your own ears, I would definitely think that this is a plot that can only be found in those bloody TV series......"

Instead of answering what Cheng Yu said, I took the last sip of whiskey in my glass and asked the bartender to refill the glass.

"Continue, continue, men feel uncomfortable, either smoke or drink, if it's not enough, then come together...... Feel free to do so tonight, I'm the big brother's treat. He patted me on the shoulder, then finished the glass and refilled.

"You've made so many connections, and you've called the police, haven't you found her? ”

I held the cup to my lips, shook my head and replied, "No...... We have all done it all to find the place to find and the person to ask, but she seems to have disappeared into this world out of thin air, taking away our love and leaving my thoughts...... "At this point, the pain in my heart could no longer bear it, and the moment I buried my head again, tears flowed down my cheeks

I really can't understand why Su Jing left without saying a word, whether it was because of the accident caused by the typhoon, or because of her mother's accident...... If it's the latter, then why wouldn't she want to face it with me, even if she said it to me, and told me in person that it was because I didn't have the ability to solve it......

There are two ways to end the relationship between two people in this world, one is to leave quietly and secretly, and the other is to announce the end of the sentence loudly, but I would rather she say the word "end" to me in person, rather than disappear without a word!

......

I was silent for a long time, as if I had locked myself in a closed and independent space, and if emotions could change the color of the space I was in, then I must be in a gray space now, swallowed up by darkness......

Cheng Yu saw that I had been silent and did not speak, so I lit another cigarette and patted me on the shoulder, but just as he was about to open his mouth to talk to me, a mixed-race male singer came on the stage of the Qing Bar, and in the cheers and applause of the crowd, he sang Richard Marx's song "Right He" in an extremely magnetic voice

e Waiti

g", everyone's attention was slowly attracted by his singing, and Cheng Yu, who wanted to stop talking, finally chose to be silent and enjoy this song.

Ocea

s apa

t, day afte

day (across the ocean, day after day), a

d I slowly go i

sa

(I slowly become deranged) I hea

you voice o

the li

e, (your voice comes over the phone) But it does

't stop the pai

. (But that doesn't stop me from grieving) If I see you

ext to

eve

(If I can't see you again) How ca

we say fo

eve

? (How can we be said to be forever)

Whe

eve

you go, whateve

you do, (no matter where you are, no matter what you do)

I will be

ight he

e waiti

g fo

you; (I'm waiting for you right here) Whateve

it takes, (one way or another) O

how my hea

t b

eaks, (no matter how sad I am) I will be

ight he

e waiti

g fo

you. (I'm waiting for you right here)

......

Cheng Yu looked at me and sighed in the intoxication of everyone: "This song is quite suitable for you, it is enough for the occasion." The translation of this song Chinese is called 'This love can be treated', didn't the ancient poet Li Shangyin have a poem with this sentence in it...... What's it called? Hey, I can't remember it at this moment. ”

By the time of a song, my emotions had slowly calmed down. I squinted and took a deep breath of my cigarette, and slowly replied, "This can be recalled, but it was already a mistake at the time...... I feel sorry for the relationship between me and Su Jing, but it's just that I'm "sad" now, as long as Su Jing is still there, I will definitely find her!"

No matter what happens, life has to go on, don't turn yourself into an emotional puppet, I hope you can control your inner emotions......" Cheng Yu turned his head and looked at me meaningfully, and his voice increased: "Especially in front of my parents." ”

"Well, I understand. ”

I have already decided to take the bus back to Guangzhou tomorrow, there are still many people waiting for me to come back in another city, and never neglect those who care about me. I drank the last sip of the glass and didn't refill it, and then walked with Cheng Yu through the crowd of people who had been partying all night towards the door and left the bar.

The next day, I bought a high-speed rail ticket back to Guangzhou at 2 o'clock in the afternoon, and Cheng Yu originally drove me to the station, but my mother insisted on going to the station to see me off, so Cheng had to go with him.

In the car, it was probably because my mother was still angry that I told her about Su Jing's departure from the country when I had dinner last night, so she didn't talk all the time. As for Lao Cheng, who was sitting in the back row with his mother, he was wearing reading glasses and staring at the mobile phone screen with a serious expression, saying that the customer had sent him a contract and needed to proofread it. As a result, the atmosphere in the car became a little dull.

Sitting in the co-pilot, I touched Cheng Yu's hand, glanced at the CD player in front of me, and motioned for him to play some music to listen. Cheng Yu nodded knowingly, and then put on some brisk music, and what made me dumbfounded was that this thing actually whistled to the rhythm of the music.

After just a short while, my mother spoke with a pale face: "Drive well, whistle well, and play all this music, it's noisy." ”

Lao Cheng said in a low tone, and also echoed: "Hmm...... Your mom is right, drive well, and keep your voice down. ”

Cheng Yu responded, then looked at me with an embarrassed expression and turned down the volume.

After a few more minutes, when I almost arrived at the high-speed rail station, my mother finally couldn't bear it anymore, she leaned forward a little, and said to me bitterly: "Ah Ting, after you go back, you must do a good job of ideological work with Su Jing, the two of you have been together for so many years, and you are not a small boss, and this will soon be a positive result, and she will have nothing to do when she goes abroad!"

"Mom, why are you here again, you also said that we are all the bosses, and we should have our own choices and judgments, besides, didn't we say it last night, I support Su ...... in this matter"

Before I could finish my sentence, my mother interrupted with some emotion: "You kid! Why can't you understand! We are all dying, but you don't care at all, alas, ......"

The old mother turned to look at Lao Cheng, slapped his hand, and said in a dissatisfied tone: "You are still watching here, don't you care about the child's lifelong events, but say something!"

Lao Cheng's expression was calm, and after all, he put down his mobile phone, took off his glasses and put them in his briefcase, and replied: "Don't worry about it, children should pursue their dreams when they are young, this is the way it should be, you just let them decide for themselves." ”

Mom wanted to say something, but Cheng Yu interjected as if she had seized the opportunity: "The station has arrived, should we park the car directly on the side of the road, or drive into the parking lot?"

Lao Cheng took the words: "Just the side of the road, don't go into the parking lot, you can send me to your Uncle Xiang later, I have something to talk to him." ”

"Uh...... Then dad and mom, I'll get out of the car and go first. With that, I opened the door and got out of the car.

"Cheng Ting, do you remember to talk to Jing'er, do you know!"

"I know, I know, Mom, I'm leaving, Cheng Yu, you drive slowly. ”

After Cheng Yu nodded to me, I waved my hand into the car, and then stopped stopping too long, and turned around and walked to the station.

After a short day at home, it was over, knowing that there was more important things to do......