Chapter 252: Face it bravely
There is no way forward, but we must also strive to move forward, sometimes it is not only about life, but also about some attitudes towards the future, as well as the same for feelings, some feelings even if they want to forget, but it is not that they can forget if they want to forget, some people are not able to give up if they want to give up, but whether it is the past or give up, the unknown future, but also to the present, no matter which path is chosen, after all, it is necessary to move forward, the road ahead has nothing to do with wind and rain, after all, it is necessary to face bravely.
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That day until the afternoon, Tao Jingjing came over, Lin Ziyu did not appear again, Yu Xiang's lunch was really sent by Xu Qingming himself, but no one mentioned Lin Ziyu's matter, Yu Xiang ate quietly, Xu Qingming quietly watched Yu Xiang eat, the two of them were like irrelevant people, and they didn't talk to each other, that is, Xu Qingming was leaving, and he just said very calmly, "I'm leaving." Then he turned around and left the ward without a trace of hesitation, and Yu Xiang turned his back to the door of the ward as if he didn't feel anything, or heard anything, and then kept staring out the window.
Since coming to this ward in the morning, Qin Ming has always been very curious, curious about what Yu Xiang was staring at the window, curious about what he was thinking about sitting alone at the window and looking outside, curious that you are young and injured, you can face all this so calmly, without crying or making trouble, and without family members, all of this is very different from the patients he usually comes into contact with, so it maintains a very strong curiosity, even if he knows that these are not things that he should know, but sometimes people's curiosity does not exist because he should know it, so he also saw the direction that Yu Xiang stared at, kept the same movement, but he found that what he saw was nothing but people or people, except for the sky or sky, except for vehicles or vehicles, except for nothing, or nothing, as if Yu Xiang was just sitting there alone in a daze.
Tao Jingjing walked into the ward, and what she saw was such a scene, Yu Xiang was still facing away from the ward as when he left, staring out the window, and Qin Ming was actually standing behind Yu Xiang, stretching out his head and looking in the direction that Yu Xiang was staring at, I don't know, what the two of them are looking at, and what are the concerns. But after looking around the ward, Tao Jingjing found that she didn't see Lin Ziyu.
"What are you looking at, is there anything strange happening outside?", Tao Jingjing said and put down the lunch box she was carrying, and also stretched out her head to look in the direction where Yu Xiang was listening.
Hearing the voice, Yu Xiangcai slowly turned his head, saw that it was Tao Jingjing, slowly turned the wheelchair, and then said to Tao Jingjing, "You are here." Isn't there anything going on over there with Grandpa Tao?"
"Nothing. Grandpa and Wanwan are fine, what are you two watching? You look so seriously, I came in for a long time just now, and you two didn't react. ”
"Didn't look at anything, just looked at the people coming and going outside. ”
Tao Jingjing heard Yu Xiang say this, stretched out her head and looked around, but she really didn't find anything, so she didn't ask anything more. Then he put down the bag in his hand, walked behind Yu Xiang, pushed Yu Xiang inside, and then closed the window in front of him.
"It's evening, don't catch a cold when the wind blows. ”
Tao Jingjing said and pulled the curtain next to her inside, and then turned around and sat on the chair opposite Yu Xiang.
"What about Ziyu? Didn't you say that she should wait for me, and we would go to the emergency department to check the information together? Why is she gone? Where did she go?"
Tao Jingjing stared at Yu Xiang's eyes as she spoke, but found that Yu Xiang didn't seem to hear her words at all, absentmindedly lowered her head, not knowing what she was thinking, so that Tao Jingjing had to open the box, Qin Ming, who had been standing behind Yu Xiang, and Qin Ming, who was standing behind Yu Xiang, only reacted for a long time, Tao Jingjing said this, as if she was saying it to herself, and quickly explained.
"She went out. ”
"What are you doing?"
"I don't know, in the morning, not long after you left, she went out and then at noon a man came to deliver the meal, I went out to eat, and when I came back, the person had already left, and Miss Lin didn't know if she had come back, but from the afternoon to now, she hasn't come. ”
Tao Jingjing heard Qin Ming say this, it was very strange, Lin Ziyu couldn't have thrown Yu Xiang in here alone, and he went out not long after I let myself go, so the person who had lunch at noon was probably Xu Qingming, what was the matter? Tao Jingjing sat there alone, thinking for a long time and couldn't figure it out, I don't know what happened?
"Didn't Ziyu say to wait for me? Why did I leave and she left? What is the situation?"
Obviously, Tao Jingjing said this to ask Yu Xiang, but Yu Xiang still didn't seem to hear it, so he just sat there staring at his hands, not knowing what he was thinking.
"Yu Xiang, what's wrong with Ziyu, why did I leave in the morning, she left, and said at noon that she was going to bring you food, or Xu Qingming sent it over, did you two quarrel or what's the situation?"
Tao Jingjing said to Yu Xiang very directly, even if Yu Xiang wanted to escape, but Tao Jingjing asked so bluntly that Yu Xiang had no way to escape, not to mention that Yu Xiang didn't escape in the first place, but he didn't want to answer those questions, but now Tao Jingjing asked directly, even if he didn't want to answer, he had to answer.
"It's nothing, she should have a little bit of her own personal affairs. ”
"Are you sure she has a personal affair?Are you sure it's not the two of you who are quarreling, or something is causing a conflict?", Tao Jingjing said as she stared at Yu Xiang with a suspicious expression.
Looking at Tao Jingjing like this, Yu Xiang wanted to laugh, but he still couldn't help but not laugh.
"The two of us are not children anymore, and we quarrel and quarrel all day long. Is that still it, the two of them don't see each other?", Yu Xiang looked unangry and said to Tao Jingjing.
And Tao Jingjing looked at Yu Xiang's expression, and also felt that the two of them didn't look like they were in conflict, and when they left, the two of them were fine, and there was nothing to argue, how could it be that as soon as they left, the two of them would have a conflict, but if it wasn't a conflict, or angry, then what was the reason, Tao Jingjing thought about when she left, Lin Ziyu promised herself, this person can't be untrustworthy, there must be something that made her change temporarily, but what can make her change her mindAnd leaving Yu Xiang alone in the ward, even if there are nurses, Tao Jingjing also knows that they can't rest assured, leaving Yu Xiang and the nurses alone in the ward, unless it is some unnecessary things, but what happened?
Yu Xiang looked at Tao Jingjing very distressed, and said that he was very helpless, this person thinks too much about everything, and thinks of such a complicated thing in a little time, originally Yu Xiang didn't plan to pay attention to Tao Jingjing, let her sit there alone and think, but looking at Tao Jingjing has always been distressed, after all, Yu Xiang still can't bear it.
"What are you thinking about there alone? I told you, she has something to do and left first, and you are still racking your brains there alone, thinking about something that you have and don't, is it necessary?"
"No, is it necessary? I just think it's weird. ”
"What's so strange?
"You don't know, Ziyu, it's impossible for her to leave without telling me about what she promised me, and she left like this not long after I left, and it wasn't long after I left, she left, which is even more impossible, not to mention that you didn't have any contradictions, nor did you quarrel, and she couldn't leave you alone in the ward with the nurse, we all talked about it, and there was always one of the two of us who wanted to accompany you, so you said that she had a private matter, and then left alone, I don't think it's very credible. ”
Yu Xiang really admired Tao Jingjing's thinking ability at this moment, sometimes he felt that a creature like a woman was really a magical animal, such a simple and direct thing to them, there would always be infinite possibilities, and for some trivial things, they grasped the key point, and they were always different from themselves.
"I've told you everything, I know she has a personal matter to leave, how can she still tell you alone? Didn't you come here to take care of me, I know, I'm fine, can't I be fine? Is there anything else? Is it necessary for you two to explain in such detail alone?"
"Not an explanation, just a ......"
"It's just something. It's a simple thing, and when it comes to you, it's like a bridge in a palace fighting drama. I've told you everything, she has private affairs, she has private affairs, what's the use of you sitting alone and tangling. ”
Tao Jingjing looked at Yu Xiang's expression that was a little wrong at this moment, and also knew the focus of her entanglement, maybe it was different from him, or it was possible that what she was entangled made him angry, and she was still thinking about this point and expressing her own opinion, so she quickly stopped her thoughts, but in her heart, she silently thought that she was also looking for an opportunity to contact Lin Ziyu and ask her what the situation was.
"Okay, okay, I know, I know. I don't think about it, I don't ask, can't I do it?"
When Tao Jingjing said it, there was always a look like coaxing a child, which made Yu Xiang feel very uncomfortable, but he didn't know how to get angry.