Chapter 16 Lovesickness is better than seeing each other

At nine o'clock in the evening, the dinner party had reached the second half, some people moved their positions to the K room that had been booked upstairs, and there were only a few people left in the original private room, all of whom were management, so I was naturally embarrassed to continue to stay here, so I also followed everyone to the K room upstairs.

In the K room, Wang Hao volunteered to sing the first song, he ordered a song of Zhang Xinzhe's "Faith", and sang that paragraph: "I love you, how clear and strong your faith is." I love you, how warm, what a brave force, no matter how sad my heart is, no matter how much love lies, no matter what others think, love is a kind of faith, bring me to you. Wang Hao looked at Han Goblin very affectionately, everyone knew that he was equivalent to "confessing with songs", so I don't know who started and shouted "Together, together" The others also coaxed, but Han Goblin just smiled, it was the kind of polite smile, and his expression was very calm.

"Director Han, why don't you sing a song too, everyone hasn't heard you sing yet. ”

"Yes, Director Han, you are so beautiful, you must be very good at singing. ”

At the instigation of everyone, Han Goblin finally nodded, without a trace of hypocrisy, and then in front of everyone, he ordered Zhang Shaohan's "Dear That's Not Love", there is no doubt that this is equivalent to rejecting Wang Hao's love. Other colleagues expressed regret, but soon praised Han Fairy's singing. I have to say that Han Fairy is really not a vase, her voice is perfect, and she sings at the level of almost a professional singer, and I can't help but applaud her.

After Han Goblin finished singing, in the praise of everyone, he picked up his mobile phone, and said with a little embarrassment that he was going out to answer a call, and then walked out of the K room, I don't know if it was really that coincidental, when she went out, she happened to put the microphone on the table in front of me, facing me.

Sun Bowen, this kid, will do something for me, and shouted: "Cheng Ting, the microphone is in front of you, you sing a song." ”

Everyone chimed in: "Yes!"

"Then ...... It's ugly. I said with a smile.

With the level of the top ten singers in a row when I was in school, I still have a bit of confidence. I ordered Xu Wei's "Blue Lotus". I still remember that there was a competition for the top ten singers back then, and it was because I went up to sing this "Blue Lotus" that I had a back story with Su Jing......

"Nothing can stop you, your yearning for freedom, your imaginative career, your heart has no worries, through the dark years, I also felt hesitant, when you bow your head, only to find the road under your feet, the free world in your heart, so clear and lofty, blooming and never withering..... Blue Lotus ~~~~~!"

In the song "So clear and lofty, blooming and never withering..... Blue Lotus", I recalled the past scenes, the night I sang on stage, Su Jing held a bouquet of flowers and gave it to me, her shy expression at that time, I still remember clearly, like a blue lotus in midsummer, blooming in my heart......

After singing a song, I don't know when the Han fairy has returned, just sat next to me, she looked at me meaningfully, looked at me with a smile, and said: "I didn't expect you to sing quite well, look at that affectionate expression, at first glance is a person with a story." ”

I glanced at her and said, "Yes, that song "Faith" may be more affectionate than the "Blue Lotus" I sang!"

Fairy Han shifted his gaze from me, smiled lightly, and replied, "You don't understand. ”

I shrugged my shoulders, then stood up and said, "Please also ask Director Han to give me a little space, and I'll go out." ”

Han Fairy sideways his legs and gave way for me to walk out. In fact, when I was singing the song "Blue Lotus", I really wanted to go out to smoke, because at the moment I missed Su Jing, who was hundreds of kilometers away......

Going out into the smoking area, I took out a cigarette case from my pocket, took a few puffs, and took a few puffs to ease the damn longing. After half a cigarette, I finally couldn't suppress my thoughts, picked up my phone and called Su Jing on my phone.

After the phone was connected, I buried my emotions and couldn't wait to speak: "Hey, I'm three years old and I'm here again~~"

She happily replied, "Uh-huh, what's the matter, did you miss me?"

I said in a low tone and firmly, "Well, I just miss you, the kind I want to miss very much." ”

Su Jing's tone became a little lost: "I miss you too...... But I'm not with you, so what should I do?"

I smiled helplessly: "It's okay, I just want to hear your voice...... By the way, Su Jing, do you remember how we were together in the first place?"

Su Jing said almost without hesitation: "Of course I remember, that night you participated in the competition of the top ten singers on campus, sang a song "Blue Lotus", I liked your singing voice very much in the audience, and then a little nymphomaniac said 'Listen to it, it's so charming', and then my roommate encouraged me to go up and send you flowers, and then later, you later added my WeChat, and then often went to the playground at night, telling each other their stories, and slowly understanding ......"

In fact, I didn't hear much about what Su Jing said later, because my mind was full of memories of our good past, and because of my thoughts, I almost had red circles in my eyes.

After a while, Su Jing finally finished speaking, and seeing that I didn't speak, she asked, "Hey, Cheng Ting, are you listening? Why are you so noisy over there." ”

Su Jing spoke again, which brought me back to my senses, and I hurriedly replied: "Oh, I'm listening, the company has dinner tonight, and I'm outside." ”

"Okay, then you should accompany your colleague first, don't go out for too long, and don't drink too much, go back early, I'm going to wash up." ”

"Well, I see, go ahead. ”

After hanging up the phone, I looked at the time on my watch, and suddenly had a bold idea in my heart: it is ten o'clock on Friday night, and tomorrow, Saturday and Sunday are off, if I go back to pack my things immediately, and then rush to the station to take the last bus to D City, deducting the time when the night bus is not allowed to get on the highway, then I can go to D City at about six o'clock tomorrow morning, and I can also have breakfast with Su Jing in the school, this is really a perfect plan!

Put away my phone, I went back to the K room and said hello to everyone, saying that I still have something to do, I have to go back first, my colleagues stayed for a while, and when they saw that I still insisted, they let me go. I hurried to the subway station, went back to my accommodation and simply packed my bags, and then went to the station.

......

Back at the residence, I hurriedly ran into the room to pack a few clothes and put them in my backpack, Zhao Yihang held a piece of watermelon in his hand and chewed it, and asked me puzzled: "Where are you going at night?" He spit out a few watermelon seeds in his hand and nibbled on another watermelon.

I smiled and said, "I said I'm going back to school, do you believe me?"

"Go back to school....." Zhao Yihang frowned and was puzzled, but quickly reacted and shouted: "Oh~ Are you going back to find Su Jing?"

"That's right!" I picked up my backpack and glanced at him, the corners of my mouth went up, and said, "You should also hurry up and find one, you are always alone, aren't you lonely?"

Zhao Yihang smiled "hehe" and said ill-intentionedly: "Don't I still have you?"

"Fuck off! gay is gay. I kicked him, looked at the time of my watch, and said, "Don't say it, I have to go to the station quickly, and I'll do a good ideological job for you when I come back, and let's go." ”

Zhao Yihang glared at me, and then said disdainfully: "Get out, hurry up, don't make the whole house the sour smell of your love!"

Leaving the accommodation, I got into a taxi and departed for the station. On the way, the phone rang suddenly, and I called after this point, and it was estimated that it was only this kid.

I picked up the phone, deliberately with a questioning tone, to Cheng Yu on the other end of the phone, and asked, "Why do you call me if you don't sleep at night?"

Cheng Yu replied loudly: "Hey, where are you, come out and have two drinks." "The voice almost deafened my ears, there was the sound of rock music on his side, and it was probably a place full of lights, so he spoke so loudly.

I put my phone to the other ear and said dissatisfiedly: "Talking so loudly, you are dead! I am in Guangzhou, how can I have two drinks with you." ”

"Nonsense, I don't know why I'm coming to Guangzhou, otherwise why would I call you out. Cheng Yu paused, and then said: "I came to Guangzhou with a few friends today to play, this will be in Hepburn, will you come?"

I didn't expect Cheng Yu to come to Guangzhou, but now I'm on the way to the station by taxi, how can I get to him, if I don't plan to take the car back to City D tonight, then I will definitely go to Cheng Yu, but now.....

After thinking about it, I found a very serious reason and politely rejected Cheng Yu: "It's not that I don't want to go, it's that you came at an inopportune time, the general manager of our company came back from a business trip tonight, and the project a few days ago also ended successfully, so tonight's company dinner, I have already drunk a lot of wine, and this will already be on the way back." ”

After a pause, I added while the iron was hot: "Well, you should have told me in advance, and I would have gone to your side earlier." ”

"Alright then, I'll come back to you tomorrow if I have time. "Cheng Yu doesn't have the noisy voice just now, he should have gone out to the bar and called me.

As soon as Cheng Yu said that he was coming to me tomorrow, I hurriedly said: "Hey, it won't work tomorrow, Ming, I have to go back to the company tomorrow to work overtime, I've been very busy lately, I'm ...... I'll tell you when the time comes. ”

"Aren't you having a double holiday?"

"Yes, but overtime!"

"Okay, let's talk about it then, anyway, you have to give me time these two days, I still have something for you. Before coming to Guangzhou, my parents specially asked me to bring you some tea and Ganoderma lucidum, for fear that you would not be able to stand the water and soil in Guangzhou and would recur with allergies. ”

Hearing Cheng Yu say this, my heart warmed, but I felt a little guilty...... I have severe allergies, although I don't have much allergies after going to college, but if I change cities, I may cause a relapse if I don't adapt to the soil and water, and Ganoderma lucidum has the effect of enhancing my physique, and it can also suppress my damn allergies, so my family has always remembered it.

After a long silence, I finally replied in a serious tone, "Well, I see. ”

After hanging up the phone, I threw my phone aside and exhaled, if I told Cheng Yu that I was now on the way to find Su Jing, so I rejected him, then with my understanding of this kid, I would definitely scold me for being heavy and light on friends, no, I was a "heavy color and light brother", and even went to my parents to report, because he didn't come to Guangzhou all because he was going to play, but also because his parents arranged a "task" for him.

Looking at the night scene outside the car window, I asked myself: Am I a little impulsive, or is it not a coincidence that I chose to go to Su Jing at this time? No matter what, I am already on the road in the past, so it's a big deal to go back early.

......

In about 20 minutes, I finally arrived at the station, fortunately, I bought a ticket in advance on the software on the way, and the time was just right. Ten minutes before I went through security, I lit a cigarette outside the station to kill the wait.

There are still a lot of people at the station late at night, and the lights are bright, and the pedestrians on the road are hurrying, either enduring the sleepiness and wanting to get back to that warm nest as soon as possible, or like me, in order to catch the last train, to do what I think is very important.

This is probably life!

After smoking a cigarette, I put the cigarette butt on the ground and stepped on it with my foot, picked it up again, walked over to the trash can and threw it away, and then went through the security check.

On the bus, I habitually put on headphones, listened to comfortable music, and looked forward to having breakfast with Su Jing tomorrow morning, she may feel very surprised, and very moved! I still remember last year's Valentine's Day, when we had not yet graduated, I had something to go home that day, and I did not accompany her to school. Later, I also rushed back to school by car overnight, rushed to school before twelve o'clock, went downstairs to the girls' dormitory, and told her to go downstairs to get the courier in the tone of the courier, holding a box of roses in front of her......

Thinking about it, I just got better and better, and I had a beautiful dream. I dreamed that Su Jing proposed to her on the day she graduated from graduate school, and with the blessing of a large group of people around her, she finally nodded her head tearfully and agreed, covering her mouth with one hand to prevent herself from crying, and the middle finger of the other hand put on the ring full of blessings, at that moment, symbolizing the love between the two of us that has been running for several years, finally ushered in a complete moment, in the envious eyes of everyone, Su Jing and I hugged each other for a long time, for a long time......

It wasn't until the car stopped, and in my drowsiness, I heard the noise of someone talking, and Su Jing and I finally left each other's arms in the dream.

"Let's get off the bus with our luggage!" the driver, who was sitting in the driver's seat, turned his head and shouted to the passengers behind him.

I pulled the curtain of the car window, and the distant sky was torn by the rising sun, and after two months, I saw the sky of D City again. I chuckled, picked up my backpack, got off the bus with joy and anticipation, and walked out of the station to hail a taxi to my alma mater.

When I went to school, I bought two breakfasts at the breakfast stall near the school, and when I didn't graduate, people in our dormitory often went to that store for breakfast, but I didn't expect the aunt at the breakfast stall to remember me, and I added some weight to the breakfast I bought during the chat, I expressed my gratitude, paid and went to the school.

On campus, although it is only six o'clock, many students have already gotten up, busy with their own affairs, and enjoying this beautiful morning. I walked on the familiar school road, looked at the places full of memories for a while, and then picked up my mobile phone and sent a message to Su Jing: "Have you gotten up? ”

Not long after, Su Jing replied to my message: "I just got up for a while, and now I'm going to go to the cafeteria for breakfast." It's the weekend, why are you up so early?"

I didn't answer Su Jing's question later, but with a mysterious tone, I sent her a voice message over: "Guess where I am?"

This time, Su Jing didn't reply to my message quickly, maybe she was washing up, I put away my phone, and planned to go to the cafeteria to meet her by chance. Carrying two breakfasts, I sat down in an inconspicuous corner of the cafeteria, and waited patiently for her to appear. When I thought of the way Su Jing looked when she saw me later, I couldn't help but want to laugh.

A few minutes later, I finally saw Su Jing's familiar figure walking into the cafeteria, but she didn't come by herself, and there was a man walking side by side with her. I was suddenly shocked in my heart, and remembered what Li Sen had said to me in the ventilation tunnel on the night when I had dinner with Qi Min and a few of them a few days ago, could it be ......