Chapter 162: Suffering
Hibiscus knew that Narcissus had always resented him, and that she had loved him so much. How can he have no fate, he is now alone, which also confirms the lofty ambition and extraordinary retribution in this life.
He knew that Narcissus was in a lot of pain, especially after going through this series of events. She was involved in Director An's muddy waters, and she was purely self-defeating and competing with herself.
It was this tone that made her pay an irreparable price. To be exact, for a girl who is in her prime of youth, it seems that the price is a little too much.
In the end, I had no choice but to choose a body without feelings, and committed myself to let myself enter the grave of love.
Hibiscus feels that she is very selfish, not for the country and the people, but for the woman who loves her deeply.
Why did you demand so much from her in the first place? No one is perfect, why can't you tolerate her? Why can't you be broad-minded? If two people love each other, they must have lofty ambitions and noble sentiments? Can't a woman who pursues luxury and pleasure marry a diligent and simple man?
If it weren't for his own thoughts at the time, Narcissus would not have suffered for a lifetime, let alone become a victim of pleasure. Won't marry a man she doesn't like at all.
Why couldn't you accept her at that time and assimilate her into someone like yourself. Can't true love make sacrifices?
Hibiscus fell into a deep self-reproach, he knew that he was sorry for Narcissus, it was his momentary negligence that pushed this girl into the abyss of demons, and made her sink deeper and deeper, unable to extricate herself.
Narcissus hated him on the lips, but the love for him in his heart never changed, and for this first love, in addition to giving her the best memories in her life, she also gave her hope of living.
When Narcissus learns that she is pregnant, she even thinks about dying. When I think of the child who carries the devil in my belly, I blame myself desperately.
She kept beating her stomach, jumping and running, hoping to get rid of the evil fruit as soon as possible, but her belly was unusually strong.
Many people lie on the kang to recuperate without going to work every day to protect the fetus, but they still end up being beaten by chickens and eggs. But this one, no matter how much you toss, it is so intact.
She knew that if she let her parents know about this, she would have to be angry. Nothing can happen to them.
The doctor also made it clear that the abortion must be accompanied by a boyfriend or husband. This is equivalent to letting both of them know about it, and the hospital will not be responsible.
Narcissus has approached Director An more than once, but this old peach hair will not agree. He made it clear that he could do everything else except that he couldn't accompany her to the hospital.
Narcissus thinks about it carefully, he must have his plans, he is the director of the construction committee, and he has a family, a wife and children.
If people find out that he accompanied his lover to the hospital for abortion surgery, it will definitely have a double impact on his career and family.
He was so selfish, it wasn't the time to have sex with him.
gave Narcissus no people, no ghosts, but he pushed 625 and didn't care about anything.
Narcissus washed her face with tears, which was very painful. I couldn't help but feel a little desperate, seeing my lower abdomen bulging and my belly getting bigger day by day, I was very anxious.
In desperation, he had to come to his first lover and tell him about it without reservation, thinking that Hibiscus would be furious and drive himself out with a cold eyebrow. But she was wrong.
Seeing that Narcissus was raining down tears, Hibiscus washed her face with tears all day long, and felt very uncomfortable, so she let her sit and said comfortingly: "Narcissus, the matter has come out, it is still like this, don't be sad." Don't think about what was right and wrong, and don't think about it. There is still a long way to go in life, don't do stupid things! I will do my best to help you, don't worry about my reputation, I don't care what people will say about me, the clear will clear himself. If you need anything, just tell me that as long as I can do it, I will do my best. ”
Hibiscus's words moved Narcissus very much, she didn't expect this thin body to have such a big heart.
She hugged the love of her life tightly, pillowed on his narrow and straight shoulders, and at that moment the whole world was condensed into them, no pain, no resentment, no self-blame, no sin, only love tightly surrounded them.
In Hibiscus's humble office, the two snuggled up to each other, deeply reminiscing about the unbearable past. It is only in hibiscus that Narcissus feels at ease and happy. This period of time was also the second happy moment in her life. She deeply felt that her happiness came from hibiscus, and where there was him, there was happiness.
The eyes of the masses are bright, and of course, sometimes they are cast a dark shadow. During this period, gossip followed. The terrifying spread of people's words, "Mu Hibiscus is a hypocrite, he makes people feel noble on the surface, what serves the people, what dedication, what high value standards, are all fake, he just has no virtue! This executioner, hypocrite, cultural hooligan. I wanted to beat him up. Many of the people who said this were former suitors of the narcissus, and when they could not eat the grapes, they held a grudge against them, saying that the grapes were sour, and that the hibiscus they hated out of envy and jealousy was worthless. These gossips spread at a speed of 340 meters per second, which is extremely lethal.
Everyone looked at him with contempt, blamed him and spit on him, and even grabbed him by the neck and beat him to a blue nose and swollen face, and did not forget to scold, Hibiscus got up from the ground, dusted off his body, and turned away without any explanation.
None of this escaped Narcissus's eyes, and she bought the best damage medicine, wiped his wound with water while crying, and applied the medicine to the bruised and purple wound with a cotton swab. It hurts in his body, and it hurts in her heart.
Narcissus knew that she was sorry for him, and asked with a sob, "Who is so ruthless to do this!"
Hibiscus shook his head and comforted, "It's nothing! It's just a little bit of skin, and it'll be fine in a few days, it's okay!"
"Why don't you fight back and explain it to them?"
"Silly girl, what is there to explain if you don't need to explain something?" said Hibiscus with a smile.
"Are you wronged?" Narcissus asked stupidly.
"What's wronged! It's all what I'm happy to! Don't take it to heart! You can recover your body with peace of mind, and I'll accompany you when you have surgery! Let's do painless, and you'll be fine when you wake up from sleep! It won't hurt! I've made an appointment for you, and it's in the Dajiang District Obstetrics and Gynecology Hospital, where the medical level is high and the environment is good, so you can rest assured!" "Hibiscus has a very careful heart and knows how to hurt people."
The speed of rumors and rumors will always spread faster than positive energy. The news soon reached the ears of the old stationmaster. He was very angry, and this was a great surprise to him, Mu Hibiscus is not such a person! Could it be that he made such a low-level mistake because he was so young and confused!
Don't forget, he is not an ordinary person! As a people's cadre, you have to be strict with yourself! No, you have to call him over and educate him well. I also expected him to set an example for his colleagues and take the lead, but I never thought that he would be so disappointed.
Hibiscus has great respect and admiration for the old stationmaster. The old stationmaster pursued perfection all his life, and flaws were simply intolerable to him.
The old stationmaster is very incorruptible, and has never confiscated a share of other people's ill-gotten gains, which has a great impact on hibiscus, and the reason why hibiscus has so many virtues is inseparable from the influence of the old stationmaster's personality charm on him and his hard cultivation in peacetime. The person Mu Hibiscus fears the most in his life is also his old man.
This old man is very principled, and others don't want to change what he recognizes. Not to mention the leadership at the same level, even Director An of the Construction Committee has to obey the old man's words, and the old man's work is also admirable.
Hibiscus treats the old stationmaster as his father. If you can't fight back, you can't scold back, you can only bow your head and listen, and you are most afraid that the old leader will be angry. The old man had high blood pressure and heart disease.
The old man is here, and he has his own backbone. If there is an old man in the family, if there is a treasure, the same is true for the unit. When many critical moments require decisive decisions, the elderly often play a role in determining the situation with their rich experience in their lives. Mu Hibiscus knew that this matter could not be hidden, and the old stationmaster would definitely ask about it.
As expected, the old man was so angry that his face was pale, and his hands and feet trembled, which frightened Hibiscus, and when he came to the stationmaster's office, he was like a schoolboy who had made a mistake, and he had been standing in front of the old man, not even daring to sit, but just bowing his head and being silent.
The old stationmaster's voice trembled and said: "Xiaomu! You kid is so disappointed in me! Are you in charge of personnel? Now you are writing on my desk, just writing human characters, do you dare to write?"
How can you treat people like this! I have no objection to young people, you have to go well with them! How can you say that if you don't want them, you don't want them!
How many times have I told you that you must respect girls, and that you must not cross the thunder pond if you are not registered or married! What did you tell me at the time? Have you forgotten everything? It's better to kill this child now, are you still a human being? I'm really blind, and I take a fancy to you as a ruthless and unrighteous executioner!" The more the old stationmaster talked, the more angry he became, and the more he talked, the more anxious he became! He kept clutching his chest! But he was frightened by the hibiscus. Stationmaster, what's wrong with you! Mu Hibiscus knows that he is wrong! You can beat me and scold me! Don't scare me!" As he spoke, he hurried over to support the old leader.
The old stationmaster scolded loudly: "You stopped me there!"
Hibiscus had no choice but to go back to the same place and stand up straight, and with his hand rounded, he fiercely withdrew his big mouth, and the corners of his mouth were bloody. While I was anxious, I was afraid that the old stationmaster would be angry.
"You brute, make a statement, what do you do to others?" the old stationmaster was frightened when he saw the hibiscus, and was deeply moved by the child's warmth. This child was raised by himself, and his temperament and temperament are known to him!
"Stationmaster, I will treat her well, don't worry! But this child must be killed!" Mu Hibiscus said categorically.
"What are you talking about???? old stationmaster clutched his chest, and after only one sentence, he fainted with anger.