"You either don't speak, or say something hurtful, anyway, I think your grandmother, especially your grandmother and Miss Tao, they are very sad, and every time you do this, they will still be able to care about you like this and do their best to help you, why are you so wrong? In addition to breaking their hearts and making them disappointed little by little, any other situation can't be changed. ”

"If it's heartbroken, don't you just care?"

"If you break their hearts, they won't care about you, they won't care about you, they won't love you, then they won't be your loved ones. ”

"Mr. Yu, I'm not afraid of your jokes, tell you something about myself. ”

Qin Ming has actually taken care of Yu Xiang for so long, according to age, it is more than enough to be Yu Xiang's father to be an uncle, because the two people are actually employers, so sometimes I think it's okay to do my own thing with other people's money, but getting along for so long, especially Tao Jingjing's character, and then Yu Xiang's grandmother's personality are also very good to Qin Ming. As for Yu Xiang, in addition to not usually speaking, he will not make things difficult for himself when he does anything else, so after getting along for so long, several people get along quite happily, sometimes Qin Ming does not regard himself as an outsider, and sincerely treats Yu Xiang and Tao Jingjing as his own children, at this time, Qin Ming looked at Yu Xiang and really wanted to persuade this person.

"I had a serious illness before", Qin Ming couldn't help but smile bitterly when he remembered the situation when he was sick a few years ago, how many difficult days he had come, but after all, he still broke the heart of the person he loved the most, so that now there is no news," At that time, my children were only in high school, and my wife and I were both factory workers, and the monthly salary support point of Weibo became his expenses, but he was still sensible, and he didn't have to worry about going to school, and the whole family lived a satisfactory life, but he fell ill all of a sudden, and the little savings he had saved were spent little by little, until he owed hundreds of thousands of foreign debts. ”

"At that time, I always felt like the sky was going to fall. ”

"You may not be able to understand how we felt at that time. It's really a penny that can kill people urgently, you owe a dollar in the hospital, the hospital will stop you from taking medicine, and the whole family is supported by my wife alone. And then the child, still work-study, after school, and on weekends, actually secretly ran out to work, originally I didn't want to live at that time, I always felt that I dragged down the family, dragged down my wife and children, at that time I thought and you are estimated to be similar to now, I always feel that they said to care, and everything they do, originally they were kind to take care of us, but I don't know Mr. Yu, how did you rob it? At that time, I always thought that my wife disliked me, and my son complained about me. I always feel that I made them suffer so much and suffer so many sins, so I always try to lose my temper, but in fact, my thoughts are very contradictory. ”

"Seeing my wife's red and swollen eyes that stayed up all night, and her face that was instantly old, I knew that he was all for me, for me to get better, and watching my son lie on the bedside every time to do his homework, looking at the children in the same ward, what others were eating, my son's envious eyes, he was actually seventeen or eighteen years old, but every time he was always ......"

Qin Ming thought about the mood at that time, always thought that it was all over, it was all over, but thinking about it again always made her feel like crying, everything that was unbearable was like a movie, played over and over again in front of her, letting him know how important it was to be rich, if he had money and had his own means, how could he let his wife and children suffer so many crimes.

"And then?"

"Later, the doctor issued a reminder again, when my wife was desperate, she wanted to sell our house, she didn't discuss with me, but I still knew, the scene at that time, I think my original intention was not like that, just thinking that if the house is sold, where the wife and children live, if I really can't cure it, the house is sold again, then what will happen to the wife and children in the future, how much will the two of them suffer? But the words are hurtful. ”

"I said that my wife sold the house and wanted to run away with the money, I wonder if my wife has already had someone outside, sold the house and waited for me to die, so I can remarry as soon as possible......"

Qin Ming still couldn't understand how he could say such a thing, such a vicious thing, and say such hurtful words to the woman who had given everything for him.

"And then?"

"It was raining that day, my wife was yelled at by me, and then went back to the night shift, she has been on the night shift for a week, just because of the night shift, there is a night shift subsidy that is 50 yuan more than the normal salary, so she desperately went to the night shift, others did not go to work, she tried her best to change it with others, that day on the way to the night shift, did not pay attention, and then was hit by a car......"

Qin Ming smiled bitterly, this woman has suffered since she married her, and in the end, she suffered a lot for herself.

"The originally well-behaved son was completely rebellious because of this incident, so that now, many years have passed since this incident, and I have never seen my son again. I don't know if she's doing well now, whether she's married or not, whether she has children, in fact, when I look back later, I feel that what I did was not wrong, my original idea was to prevent my wife from selling the house, but the words I said, the way I expressed it, is to make me regret it for the rest of my life. ”

Qin Ming remembered the past few years, every time he dreamed back at midnight, thinking of his wife lying on the bed in the morgue, thinking of his son looking at his hateful eyes, Qin Ming couldn't say that he didn't regret it, but some things can not be solved by regret, son, can you do it now......

Thinking of this, Qin Ming took a deep breath, then calmed down his emotions and continued.

"Mr. Yu, I'm not saying that you will have the same experience as me, Miss Tao, Miss Lin, and even your grandmother, they will also have such an experience, I just want to tell you that sometimes we are actually unintentional, or we have good intentions, but the consequences may be unbearable. ”

"I know what you mean, is your illness cured now?"

"Okay, my wife was hit by a car and the children are gone. I don't go to cure the disease, the child has no home, even if he hates me, but I am still a relative of her, my wife's car accident compensation plus the money I used to sell the house, and borrowed a part of the foreign debt, Zhang Qiu is still cured, but the wife can never come back, what about the child?

"I know a few people from the police station, do you want to help you find your son?"

"I didn't take his ID card at all, I found a few people who had seen him before, it seems that I bought a few ID cards with money are fake, even if I go to the police station, I can't find any information, forget it, I'll look for it slowly, when I'm old, I can't walk, maybe I can find him! ”

The sadness in Qin Ming's words, even Yu Xiang, an outsider, can feel it, but there are some things that others can't empathize with all the things you have experienced, and Yu Xiang at this moment was indeed touched by Qin Ming's story, making him start to think about everything he had done, for his grandmother, for Tao Jingjing, for Lin Ziyu, especially everything that happened after his car accident, let him start thinking unfreely......

But his thinking, Tao Jingjing didn't know, Lin Ziyu didn't know, and his grandmother didn't know, if at this time, or in the later period of time, he could express his thoughts more accurately and more truthfully, perhaps, so that when he thought back on this period of time, Yu Xiang felt that what he left behind was not more regretful time.

For Tao Jingjing, if she could give Yu Xiang more patience, if she could give Yu Xiang more time to think independently, instead of chasing him all the time and catching him up behind, maybe many things could be changed. Lin Ziyu is also, if some things can be said when they are said, and some feelings can be expressed when they can be expressed, then there will be no more regrets and regrets in the future, but what should have been said at the beginning was not said, and what should have been done was not done, if there can be ifs, if there is a person who can predict the future, the outcome of many things may change, but there is no if in this world, any of them have not been able to predict the future, and the current situation has actually already predicted the future of many things in the future.

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While Yu Xiang was thinking about everything, Tao Jingjing was lying on the window of the taxi alone, blowing the cold wind of early spring, and her hair that had been cut short flew everywhere, like how much she longed for freedom...... And Lin Ziyu sat alone in the dark room, hugging himself tightly, thinking about the good times he might have lost over the years...... Xiao Xiche, who was still under the same sky, stood next to the 20-story window with a wine glass, staring at the bustle of this world that seems to be prosperous and pure water, but what does this excitement have to do with himself, and what does everything in this world have to do with himself......

Time is like flowing water, always before we know it, it has been half a year since Yu Xiang had a car accident, from the cold of early spring to the spring, and then to the lively and hot summer.