100 Actually, we are all the same.
"I didn't want that, but then, I, I saw him today, he was to you. I lost control and it was my fault. ”
He did a wrong thing, a wrong thing that he couldn't forgive himself, but he didn't regret it, if he went back in time, he would still be like this, just he wouldn't be so impatient anymore, he wouldn't scare her.
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Qin Luo was shocked, his blood flowed backwards, and he nodded for a while, "Okay." I'm out. ”
He was not the only one who suffered this night, but also Xiao Ranran.
She had just made a little progress with Chu Yu, and Qin Luo's realistic slap immediately woke her up.
She didn't know how much Chu Yu loved her, to what extent, perhaps, he treated her like she did to Qin Luo, perhaps, his love was buried in his heart.
But in the end, she can't measure how much love there is.
What she can see with the naked eye is Qin Luo's love, although she has a good impression of Qin Luo, this good impression has been buried since she was a child, but her love for Chu Yu is even more, which is the sum of her previous life and this life.
That little bit of goodwill can't be compared.
Perhaps, the crossroads of feelings, which were not encountered in the previous life, have to make some trade-offs in this life.
When she woke up in the morning, she was still a little confused, so she rubbed her head and started the bed, the phone rang on time, she turned on the phone, turned off the alarm clock, and a message came into view.
"Have you gotten up? The milk and bread are already warm, and we will eat them again in fifteen minutes. I'm gone, yesterday's thing, won't happen a second time, I promise. ”
Xiao Ranran rubbed his face, threw down his mobile phone, got up to brush his teeth and wash his face.
When eating, there was a key on the breakfast table, it was Qin Luo's car, he drove it for her before, she didn't want it, did he forget?
This is when the phone rings again.
"Are you eating? On the table are my car keys, I don't need them a lot, it's inconvenient for you to go to work, use them first, it's an apology." ”
Xiao Ranran sighed, if she didn't add the last few words, she would never want it.
"I have a car, I bought it two days ago. ”
Qin Luo didn't reply again.
When Xiao Ranran walked to the parking lot, she saw Qin Luo's car parked not far from her, and his people were standing in front of the car, as if they were waiting for her.
The look in her eyes was a look of loss that she didn't want to see. Because as soon as she sees him, she will think of herself, and think of Xiao Ranran, who loved humbly and lost herself.
She resisted the urge to walk towards him, and passed in front of him with her head slightly down, and he called out to her.
"Yes. ”
"I'm going to work. ”
"We dropped by and didn't have to drive two cars. ”
Xiao Ranran looked at him, and Qin Luo explained: "It's about LH, you have to be in LH company for the past few days, I have already applied for an apartment for you, don't worry, I don't live there." ”
Xiao Ranran nodded and walked towards him.
Qin Luo stretched out his hand and pointed to the car next to him, Xiao Ranran looked at the car that was exactly the same as the one he bought not long ago, "This ......"
"If you don't want it, I ordered another one, and just drove back this morning. ”
Xiao Ranran's brain crashed directly, and when she got into the car, she found out that she wanted to ask him something.
"You don't have a lot of money, how can you buy another one?"
"I took out a loan, this car is safe, and it is the best for you. ”
What the hell is it for her?
Qin Luo's eyes looked straight ahead, "When I saw this car, I thought that if you came to drive this car, it must be its honor." ”
"You ......"
"Not much. ”
He actually knew what she was going to say, could he read minds?
"I don't know how to read minds, but I know that if you're so polite, you'll say it. ”
Xiao Ran was dumbfounded.
There was still a long way to go, and the atmosphere in the car was still a little depressing, so Xiao Ranran wanted to put on some songs to soothe him, so he asked him for the Bluetooth password.
Qin Luo didn't answer, but asked her, "Why are you afraid of Luo Bingyan, is it because of that incident?"
Xiao Ranran glanced at him carefully, and didn't look over his head, his side face was too much like him, especially when he combed his hair all over and looked more ruthless, it was exactly the same as him.
"Not exactly. ”
"That's why. You can tell me, you can trust me completely. He noticed that Xiao Ranran was a little hesitant, and he had to make her believe him.
She knew that Qin Luo was someone she could completely trust, and she didn't know why, she just had this strong feeling.
"Strange to say, although I don't see him much, but I always dream of him, he, him," Xiao Ranran was a little unsteady breathing, she calmed down, and continued, "What he did was even more terrible than that day, and I can't be sure, after all, everything is normal when I wake up." But I've been dreaming this dream for more than ten years, and I'm scared to wake up every night, Qin Luo, you should remember. ”
Qin Luo parked the car on the side of the road, looked at her silently, and held her hand.
Of course, he remembered that during that time, when he first went to her house, he couldn't sleep at night, and sat on the edge of the bed in fear. also held her hand like this, at that time, he didn't understand.
All he knew was that he followed her, followed her all the time.
But she slept very unsteadily, and kept talking in her dreams, begging for mercy and crying, until she woke up, curled up, and hugged his feet.
He patted her gently, "Did you have a nightmare?"
In the night light, the round face was full of water.
"It's scary in my dreams. ”
He wanted to say, and so did I. But he didn't say anything, "Let's sleep together so that we don't have to be afraid." ”
Because he is also, when she was living with Qin Jiao, she did too many terrible things to him.
Drowning him in a water tank, fishing him out when he was almost out of breath, over and over again.
Prick him with a needle, and if you dare to cry, you will pierce him deeper.
Hit him with the sole of his shoe, and he was bruised all over.
Later, she changed her method, making him kneel outside in a single coat in the winter and soaking him in cold water in the summer.
He was most afraid of seeing her hideous appearance, and he was most afraid of seeing the door of the room open.
It wasn't until she appeared and became the only light that illuminated his world that he knew that someone would pull him out of hell with a warm hand.
Someone will smile at him, they will protect him, they will cook with a body smaller than him, they will live so freely. It will also help him shelter from the wind and rain.
When he felt the pain on his shoulder, he was already holding her, and he hugged her very tightly.
The pain let him know that it was real now, and he had already been freed from such an unbearable past.
"Actually, we're all the same, yes. ”
Xiao Ran was stunned, slowly loosened his teeth, and cried out for the first time without any scruples.
She remembered that at that time, she couldn't sleep well every night, if it wasn't for him, she might have to sit until dawn every day, but he couldn't sleep well, and several times, he also woke up from a dream, and she was comforting him.
He's the same as her, they're the same.
It was these words that touched the softest part of her heart, she hugged him, relaxed and let him hold it.
He tried to kiss her, first on the tip of his forehead and nose, then on the corner of his lips, and when he noticed that she was no longer resisting as he had last night, he put his lips to hers and savored them.