186. Shell

After waiting in the background for about 40 minutes, Li Shengting pushed open the door and walked in. Ai Xin sat on the sofa with an impatient expression on her face.

"I found out that you have a bad temper now......"

Li Shengting leaned behind Ai Xin, and before she could start to get angry, he opened his mouth first.

"Well, I'll admit that I've not been in a good mood lately. ”

Ai Xin lowered her head, her voice was a little low, but she didn't plan to explain to Li Shengting the reason why she was in a bad mood. After all, Li Shengting is also aware of his emotions.

"It's because ...... Tong Yu?"

Li Shengting tilted his head to look at her for a while, then walked around to the sofa and sat next to Ai Xin.

“......”

Ai Xin was silent, glanced sideways at him, then turned his head and continued to look at the ground, without saying a word.

In Li Shengting's view, this is Ai Xin's acquiescence to his words.

"Wasn't you pretty good before, and besides, I think this guy cares about you. ”

"Look?" Ai Xin turned his head and looked at him with some confusion, "How can you tell?"

"Well...... this"

Li Shengting lifted his right leg and put it on his left leg, looked at Ai Xin calmly, and suddenly showed a confident expression: "Curious? ”

"Exchange for what?"

"How many CEOs and fashionistas have you won today?"

Li Shengting suddenly chatted about another topic, Ai Xin was stunned for a moment, but he reacted quickly, opened the zipper of the handbag, turned it upside down, and the business card inside fell out with a clatter.

"Ho!"

Li Shengting opened his mouth wide, and it took a few seconds for him to recover and cast an admiring look at Ai Xin.

"It's worthy of you, you haven't lost any skill for so many years, it's less than two hours, are there twenty?"

"Of the twenty-two people, two of them have bad intentions with wives, and I didn't answer the business card. ”

Ai Xin leaned back, leaned against the sofa and sighed, even though the empty gloves white wolf had exchanged for so many potential connections, Ai Xin looked extremely tired.

Li Shengting naturally knew Ai Xin's ability to deal with people, and he didn't have any suspicions when he called her this time, but looking at Ai Xin's current expression, he still had a hint of softness in his heart.

"Okay, it's still so principled. ”

Li Shengting nodded, picked up those business cards casually, looked at them, picked a few and put them in the pocket of his coat, looked at Ai Xin and smiled.

"When you were filming before, didn't the two of you still secretly date, just a few days ago...... You suddenly came to the set one day, and then hit a cold nail and went back to the city to find Tao Li, do you remember?"

"I remember. ”

Ai Xin nodded, I wanted to say that I didn't touch the nail that day, but it was true that the company had something to do before I released Tong Yu's pigeons. But after thinking about it, there is no need to explain these things to Li Shengting, just listen quietly to what he can say.

"That night, Tong Yu and I stayed in the room for more than an hour. ”

Li Shengting raised his eyebrows and threw a wink at Ai Xin, who couldn't help but shiver when he saw it.

"What, you mean, Tong Yu broke up with me because he got along with you?"

"I'll ...... You guys broke up?!"

Li Shengting was stunned for a moment, only thinking that the two of them had quarreled, or because Tong Yu was too busy to snub Ai Xin, he didn't expect this to be such a situation at all, and suddenly forgot what he was going to say next, and looked at her blankly, his lips touched up and down and he couldn't say a word.

"You're not so surprised, are you?"

Ai Xin felt funny when he saw his dumbfounded appearance, he didn't have time to vent his emotions when he came back from T City, and he didn't have time to tell Tao Li, the two of them lost contact, and they didn't know if they could talk to him about it, but he didn't expect that the first person to know was Li Shengting.

But thinking about it, I don't have parents, so I leave a friend. Because of Tong Yu's identity, he and many people can't mention this matter, and Su Ya, Pepe, and Li Man are all friends of Tong Yu, so it doesn't make sense to say it yourself, but it seems to be gossiping.

Thinking about it, only Li Shengting is an insider, and he is his friend, plus the two of them have been together, he has some restrictions on Li Shengting, and he will not chew his tongue with others.

"It's not surprise, it's just ...... I just didn't expect it......"

Li Shengting recalled the conversation between the two of them and Tong Yu's performance that day, and he never imagined that the two would break up, and looking at it like this, it was obviously Tong Yu's proposal to break up.

He still has that idea, Ai Xin is not a top perfect object, but with such an appearance and such a net worth, he is only in his early twenties, and anyone who marries him is the icing on the cake. Who wouldn't want to struggle for ten years less than a person like them.

"Why didn't you think of that?"

Looking at Li Shengting's reaction, Ai Xin was sure that the two people he said had communicated privately were definitely not lying to him.

But the relationship between the two has always been bad, Li Shengting embarrassed Tong Yu everywhere, Tong Yu is the type who holds everything in his heart, although he doesn't say it, he definitely doesn't like Li Shengting in his heart.

As soon as she thought of these two people sitting down and talking calmly, Ai Xin felt that the picture must be quite inconsistent. Moreover, the content of the heart-to-heart conversation between these two people also made Ai Xin extremely curious.

"How so...... Anyway, when the two of us were chatting that day, I think he still has a lot of interest in you. This person looks like he can't make a fart with three poles, and he can suffocate people when he speaks, you know. Although I can't figure out how much he likes you and what purpose he has for being with you, he is really nervous about you. ”

Li Shengting thought about it, he still had something he wasn't sure about, so he didn't dare to say it too hard.

"Oh, I know. ”

Ai Xin nodded, obviously losing some patience with Li Shengting's unnutritious words, plus she knew in her heart that Tong Yu was not like this because she no longer liked herself.

"Know?"

Li Shengting looked at her disinterested, and was a little panicked for a while, wanting to arouse her curiosity again, he sat up straight, and his face became serious.

"Then you know, after he knew that the two of us had been together, he knew that you released his pigeon that day just to go back to Tao Li, how jealous he was?"

"Jealous?"

Ai Xin laughed, even if the relationship between the two of them was so bleak now, when she thought of Tong Yu's appearance of wanting to stop talking, frowning but unwilling to speak her heart, she still couldn't help the corners of her mouth rise.

"Well, when I went to look for him, he was sitting alone on the sofa watching TV boredly, and when he ran back to find Tao Li without saying hello, the expression on his face was bleak, as if he was cuckolded by you. ”

Looking at Li Shengting's face without any traces of time, saying such vulgar words so calmly, Ai Xin still felt a little disobedient.

But Li Shengting's inside, she has long known that even so, she will not feel anything in her heart.

"Can you say something decent, the word cuckold is so ugly. ”

"It's not just jealousy, I also know a small part of your family's affairs...... Don't worry, I didn't mention it to him. ”

Probably seeing the change in the expression on Ai Xin's face, Li Shengting hurriedly added a sentence, and looked at her a little nervously.

Ai Xin's family has always been an untouchable scale, and he has tried to understand it in a very tragic way, but the ending must be embarrassing to himself.

Therefore, he didn't want Ai Xin to misunderstand what he had gossiped about Tong Yu in private. If this is the case, I am afraid that I will not even have the qualifications to sit in front of Ai Xin and speak now.

Even now, this slightly awkward relationship that is not a friend at all, Li Shengting feels that it is better than two strangers who have no contact at all.

"Hmm. ”

Ai Xin nodded, in fact, she was not so worried, Li Shengting was not a big-mouthed person, and she had also mentioned to Tong Yu the death of her parents and the cause of her father's death, so she did not hate this topic as Li Shengting imagined.

But she still didn't say that she had already told Tong Yu these things, after all, compared to Tong Yu, Li Shengting's jealousy was much stronger.

In addition, Li Shengting has always had the purest jealousy of Tong Yu for many years, and he has rarely been frustrated since he was a child, because Tong Yu has eaten a lot of Ai Xin's cold nails, so Ai Xin feels that there is no need to deepen Li Shengting's hostility towards Tong Yu.

"I'm just stating how I felt at the time, you know, you could have 10,000 ways to humiliate me and hurt me, but in the end you didn't. On the contrary, later, my villain got the ambition and used the most childish method to take revenge on you. Therefore, this thing has been stuck in my heart for a long time, making me feel that I am very inferior to you, and I am very unhappy when I think of me. ”

As he spoke, Li Shengting sighed deeply, and seemed to be really aggrieved.

"As soon as you say this, I remember. ”

Ai Xin suddenly sat up straight, was silent for a few seconds, stood up, poured a glass of water, and drank two sips before turning around and leaning against the dresser, looking at Li Shengting seriously.

"Over the years...... I owe you an apology. ”

“......”

Probably because these words came too suddenly, and because this may be a sentence that Li Shengting has been waiting for too long in his heart, he couldn't say anything for a while, and looked at Ai Xin silently.

After a while, he felt that his nose was a little sour, Li Shengting sniffed, and there was a little choking in his voice.

"At that time, it was me...... It's because I'm too afraid of being lonely, I shouldn't have provoked you, and I shouldn't have promised you on the spur of the moment. But the last thing that shouldn't be is that I have never loved you since we were together, or even ...... I've been trying to make up for you, because that's your youth too, but maybe I'm not doing it the right way, I know you've always thought I'm ...... in your heart."

"Don't say it. ”

Li Shengting touched his chin, interrupted Ai Xin and didn't let her continue, lowered his head to avoid her gaze, but his voice became more and more hoarse.

"I know everything...... Actually, I know ......"

Li Shengting muttered quietly, the volume was so low that it didn't seem like it was for Ai Xin, but as if he was repeatedly confirming and convincing himself.

Obviously, many years ago, I told myself that I must not be emotionally attached to Ai Xin, as long as the benefits are exchanged.

Obviously, many years ago, she swore that she would show Ai Xin how wrong it was that she didn't choose herself.

Obviously, when she debuted a few years ago, she made up her mind that when she saw Ai Xin again, she must give her a good look, let her uncover the hypocritical mask of the eight-sided exquisiteness, and lose face in front of herself.

Obviously, a year ago, he still had a resentment and revenge mentality towards Ai Xin, and he couldn't tolerate Tong Yu on an equal footing with him everywhere, and the two would embarrass him as soon as they met.

But now, just seeing her tired appearance, Li Shengting couldn't help but feel distressed.

He knew that he shouldn't do this, and he knew that it was pointless, it would only add to his wounds, and in the end, he could only shrink into the corner and lick his wounds.

But helplessly, the emotional matter is really unbearable...... The thing he regrets the most in his life is that when he was innocent and unstained, he met such an emotionless person, but he was gentle with himself.

It's just that at the wrong time, he met the most wrong person, but it became a wound in Li Shengting's heart that he couldn't heal for the rest of his life.

If Ai Xin was ruthless enough at that time and didn't promise himself, how good would it be...... I won't always be tempted with a trace of luck, I won't feel that Ai Xin is special to me, and I won't be unwilling until now.

"I'm sorry. ”

Even with Li Shengting's appearance, Ai Xin only paused slightly, and quickly continued.

"I've thought a lot about it before, and I've thought about apologizing to you, but it's not because of now. I've been going through a lot of things lately, both good and bad, and I've had a different perspective on a lot of things. The reason why I apologize is not because I delayed your youth at that time, nor because I irresponsibly agreed to be with you, but because I have been treating you as a very bad person in my heart for so many years. Now that I think about it, I don't have the right to think like that, because I'm terrible too......"

Ai Xin sighed, raised his head, his gaze scattered into the distance, and he also muttered to himself.

"Maybe you think, at that time...... It was Tao Li who pulled me out of my darkest period step by step, and even I felt the same. It's not just Tao Li, your company also played a role at that time, it's true. But I always thought that it was Tong Yu who accompanied me through those days, and when I couldn't support this life, looking at Tong Yu's appearance on TV, watching him perform, I seemed to be able to last a few more days. ”

"But now I realize that this is not the case at all, you are all just the people who have accompanied me and really helped me get out of that quagmire...... It's me. The really dark days were all myself, counting my fingers on the clock on the wall hour after hour, no one helped me, no one showed up at that time, everything was carried by myself......"

"It turns out that I haven't thanked anyone, I haven't loved anyone at all, and loving Tongyu is just a pretense, what I really love...... It's just me. It's you, it's Tao Li, it's Tong Yu, it makes me really realize how selfish I am, I've always relied on the likes you give me to live, I used a false shell to get your like, use this feeling to maintain myself, what I really care about, love, it turns out that only I am ......"

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