Chapter 22: Searching

Why don't you hate, why can't you know why it's not your fault, why can't you hate, why do you love people make enemies on the spot. Tao Jingjing felt that she was going crazy, all of this pressed her crazy, she needed the truth, the real truth, but who could tell herself?

Everyone said, "I'm right, I'm right, I'm telling the truth, I'm telling the truth、、、、、、" Tao Jingjing felt that the amount of information she had received in the past two days was really too much, and she couldn't tell which one was true and which was false, she needed someone to tell her what could be counted as true and which could be considered false, she needed someone to tell her, Tao Jingjing, you can! But who could tell herself!

"Hey, Accountant Tao, what are you doing in a daze?

A person behind him suddenly touched Tao Jingjing, interrupting Tao Jingjing's thoughts, Tao Jingjing reacted, turned around and wiped her face with her hand, took a deep breath, calmed down, and then turned around and found that it was a colleague in Miss Jinru's office, and then said, "It's nothing, are you off work?"

"I'm off work, what's wrong with you, I've been standing here for a long time, and I don't answer when my phone rings!"

"Oh, the phone rang, I didn't hear it、、、、、," he said, hurriedly looking down and looking for the phone from his bag.

"That's it, then you're fine, I'll go first!"

"Okay, you go first!"

Tao Jingjing waved her hand at the person as she spoke, and she was still flipping through her phone in her bag.

Finding the mobile phone, Tao Jingjing found that there were 6 missed calls and they were all the same person, thinking that there was something urgent, so she hurriedly called, but only to connect, and heard the voice of the person on the other end of the phone

"Tao Jingjing, can you bear it, you don't answer the phone, what are you doing?"

Hearing this familiar voice, Tao Jingjing couldn't control herself, squatted in the corner of the aisle and cried, "Yu Xiang, Yu Xiang, Yu Xiang 、、、、、"

Yu Xiang was visibly stunned, and then kept replying, "I'm here, I'm here, I'm 、、、"

seems to have found an outlet for all grievances, Tao Jingjing cried regardless of it, and Yu Xiang on the other end of the phone kept saying "I'm here, I'm here, I'm in 、、、、" He was really by her side, accompanying her through the loneliness of childhood, the loneliness of youth, the love of youth, love and hurt, and now he is heartbroken、、、 he is by her side, giving her support, and giving her confidence!

I don't know how long I cried, Tao Jingjing slowly calmed down, and the person slowly calmed down, and she was a little embarrassed to face Yu Xiang. When I didn't know how to speak, suddenly Yu Xiang said,

"Tao Jingjing, crying enough, I thought you couldn't learn to cry, take everything on yourself, don't be reckless if you can't bear it, have me!"

Tao Jingjing, who had calmed down, silently shed tears again, as if for so many years, Yu Xiang always gave himself the warmest embrace when he was most embarrassed, and then became his own backing.

"Brother Yu!" seems to be when she was very young, every time Tao Jingjing was punished by her grandfather, she was very aggrieved, and she always called Brother Yu softly, and Yu Xiang always tried to help Tao Jingjing escape punishment. And now Tao Jingjing heard Yu Xiang's voice, and kept repeating that scene in her mind, Yu Xiang was there, she was relying on, all these things could be solved, Yu Xiang would solve them.

Hearing Tao Jingjing's shout, Yu Xiang on the phone had cold eyes, looking at the endless sea of sand outside the window, and said seriously, "Tao Jingjing, if there is any problem, you can't escape it, whether it is Xiao Xiche or your mother, Xiao Zixin, people must always learn to face together, but wrong is wrong, right is right, the truth must be found by yourself, don't trust anyone easily, even me." ”

What Yu Xiang said, Tao Jingjing, who listened to it, was stunned.

"How do you know that Xiao Xiche, Xiao Zixin still has 、、、?"

"You don't care how I know, what you need to know is that no one should trust it easily, just believe the evidence you find. And believe in your heart, we are so good, we will definitely be able to do it!"

"They also talked about grandpa, aunt, they all concealed things, Yu Xiang, what should I do, grandpa and aunt can't be, grandpa loves me so much, how can it be? and aunt 、、、" Tao Jingjing had no clue and talked nonsense.

"Tao Jingjing, Tao Jingjing, Tao Jingjing, calm down, listen to me" Yu Xiang interrupted Tao Jingjing's thoughts, and then said, "Your grandfather and aunt, I know that they are all close people, you believe them but anyone can do something wrong, they are no exception, I don't say if they have done anything wrong, if you really want to know something, just go and ask, find your grandfather, your aunt, don't think about it yourself, these are useless!"

"But how could grandpa hide it from me, for so many years, my grandpa, I don't believe he would hide anything from me!, you know, how could my grandpa be such a good person, how could he 、、、"

"Okay, okay、、、 who your grandfather is, we all know but there are some things that were many years ago, what you need, what you want to know, you have to go directly to your grandfather to solve the puzzle, we guess like this, it's useless!"

"But 、、、"

"No, Tao Jingjing, since you want to know the truth, you must be prepared to face it together, four years ago, we all thought that everything was over, but we all know that there is no past, those things planted a seed in our hearts, and now it has grown and sprouted, we need to pull it out, so that our hearts can continue to beat!

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I didn't hear Tao Jingjing's reply for a long time, Yu Xiang sighed helplessly, he knew that he was talking about it seriously, but he also knew that these things, if they were not solved, Tao Jingjing would not be happy, these are like a thorn in the flesh, he can't see the wound but it hurts when he touches it, the years behind are so long, he hopes that Tao Jingjing is really happy!

"Flowey 、、、"

"Yu Xiang, I know that I have been trying to let myself ignore these things, I have had many opportunities to check on myself in the past four years, but my grandfather said that I am not wrong, and my father said that I just need to live happily, but what? Am I happy?

Yu Xiang knew who else it was, he was surprised by Tao Jingjing's growth, and he felt sorry for these growths, but his flowers, he always had to let go, since he couldn't protect her all the time, then let her at least have the ability to protect herself at any time, whether it was life or feelings. So that he can really let go.

"Okay, now that you have figured it out, let's do it, don't keep everything in your heart, say it frankly, it's good for you and everyone else!"

"En, I know, I can't thank Yu Xiang!" Tao Jingjing said embarrassedly.

"Yo, yo, you're so polite!" Yu Xiang said with a mocking smile.

"Yu Xiang!"

"Not deaf!"

"You, you 、、、"

"What are you, I called to tell you that I had booked a ticket back, and I ran into 、、、"

"Yu Xiang!"

"I know, I know, don't say it, don't say it, the little girl still knows how to be shy!"

Tao Jingjing on the phone was itchy with anger, but there was nothing she could do. Angrily said, "What about Zhuo Yan's ticket that day? Since you found her, I haven't talked to her on the phone, and every time she is busy, busy, busy!"

"I'll see you when I go back, she's teaching here, and she can't give me any time, not to mention you, the ticket is scheduled for next Thursday, remember to pick up the airport!"

"Got it, got it!"

Later, Tao Jingjing and Yu Xiang had some messy things in a mess, and when she hung up the phone, her mood had slowly recovered, some things, four years have passed, she knows that it takes time, and some people also need time to solve it, she waits, but she will never sit still like before. She has taken the initiative now, Xiao Xiche, Xiao Zixin, let's wait and see!

In Africa, which Tao Jingjing didn't know, Yu Xiang hung up the phone and his face was gloomy, Xiao Xiche, you have a kind, from childhood to adulthood, I put it in the palm of my hand, I am reluctant to hurt the person, you have hurt again and again, since you don't abide by the agreement, then don't blame me!

After talking to Yu Xiang, Tao Jingjing knew that she couldn't live in such a daze, she couldn't live under anyone's protection, she needed to grow up, she needed to be independent, and now what she needed most was to have a good talk with her grandfather and aunt, but every time she called, Tao Jingjing didn't know how to speak, some things, even if her father died, her grandfather didn't talk about anything, and now to mention these topics, Tao Jingjing felt that she was very cruel.

As for my aunt, I can see it every day, but due to my own reasons, the company has a third-party accountant, and my aunt is anxious to deal with the third-party accountant every day.

And I don't know if it's unintentional or intentional, my aunt slowly handed over some things about the business merger to Zhu Jing and Yu Juan to do, Tao Jingjing slowly became idle, and she was able to get off work on time.

Because I figured out some things, I didn't bother Xiao Xiche and them very much, occasionally went shopping, treated myself to cooking a beauty soup, Lin Ziyu was jealous and envious, and sometimes I didn't think about it, as if some things never happened, if Lin Musheng hadn't harassed her from time to time, Tao Jingjing felt that all this would be perfect.

Looking at the time on the computer, there were still five minutes before getting off work, Tao Jingjing thought about the vegetables to buy in the evening, and slowly packed up her things to get off work, but she didn't want to receive the phone call she didn't want to answer.