The whole office was empty, Lin Musheng seemed to hear his own echo, Xiao Xiche didn't give him any reaction, which made Lin Musheng feel very funny, but looking at Xiao Xiche's contemplative gaze, he felt that he couldn't laugh, sighed, and finally stood up, walked to Xiao Xiche's side, and waved his hand lightly in front of him.

"What do you think, so focused, I didn't hear you talking. ”

Xiao Xiche looked like he had just woken up from a big dream, and when he raised his head and saw that it was Lin Musheng, there was surprise in his eyes that he couldn't hide.

"You're not gone yet, are you?"

Xiao Xiche's words made Lin Musheng look at a loss, as if he should have left a long time ago, but this person didn't let him go!

"You're saying this as if I should have left a long time ago. ”

"Oh, I thought at first that what you just said was gone. ”

"Big brother, you said it earlier, you let me go, you told me, what are you thinking about here? I didn't react after thinking about it for a long time, and I didn't move at all when I talked to you, how can I go, I'm gone, you call me back again, and say that I didn't tell you, and I left again, didn't you let you trouble me again?"

"Okay, okay, my fault, you go, let's go, there's nothing to do, remember what I just told you. ”

"I know, I'll do it in the next two days, but I guess I won't come to say goodbye to you when I leave, I'll buy a ticket directly to go back to the United States, and we'll call you again if there is any specific news." ”

"Okay, your side is in a hurry to deal with it, and we'll contact you if there's anything. Especially the situation of the shareholders behind Zixin's company, this must be found out quickly. ”

"I know the seriousness of the problem, and you can rest assured that I will do something. ”

"Okay, I see, thank you. ”

"You suddenly said thank you, and I was overwhelmed by what to do! Alas, I want to ask you, you have been meditating here alone for a long time, the street lights are on outside, it is dark, you have already left work, what do you think?

Lin Musheng looked like he was usually giggling at this moment, patting Xiao Xiche's shoulder and saying. But after saying that, looking at Xiao Xiche's eyes looking at him, he felt that the situation was very bad, so that Lin Musheng regretted it, why did he have such a mouthful.

"I'm thinking about what you just said, if Huahua gets married and the groom is not me, what will I do at that time?"

"You ......"

"I guess I'm going to really collapse then, in fact, as you just said, many times I'm really afraid to face some things, and then I can only trouble you to help. But sometimes I also know that this kind of help you did for me should not be done by you, but by myself, but sometimes I am really afraid to see the way Huahua looks at me, that kind of cold and detached look, which really makes me afraid to face her. ”

At this moment, Lin Musheng saw Xiao Xiche, who was omnipotent and resolute in the shopping mall, and Xiao Xiche, who was resolute, was actually an indecisive and timid person when he encountered feelings.

"It's okay, we're all willing to help you. Lin Musheng gently patted Xiao Xiche's shoulder, wanting to encourage him.

"I know you're all willing to help me. But like you said, there are a lot of things that others can't help and have to deal with on your own. ”

"When I started to return to China, I was actually ready to face everyone's incomprehension, but it doesn't matter, if others don't understand, let him not understand, what does it have to do with me, as long as I make efforts, Huahua can see that she can arrive, and I really want to do something to remedy some things. ”

"But it's been almost a year since I came back, and just now you asked me what I was thinking, and all the things that didn't happen in the year I came back in my mind were like movies, and I played it again, only to find that I had never been happy and happy, except for pain or pain, just like he once told me. ”

"What did she say to you?"

Thinking of what Tao Jingjing once said to herself, Xiao Xiche was full of bitterness.

"It started many years ago, as if I brought her only pain, when I began to know me, after thinking that the pain of unrequited love was with me, I faced the pain of my cynicism all day long, poured out my heart and lungs to me, and thought about everything for my sake, but pushed her hard, let her fall into a catastrophe, let her lose the pain of her relatives, let her be misunderstood by relatives and friends, and then it was a person to bear all the problems, all the pain of life and psychological pain, I thought that I was far away from living my life peacefully alone, but......”

"But what?"

"But I had a conscience to find myself running back, and then told him that everything that had happened was a misunderstanding, that it was all because of the grievances of the previous generation that caused everyone's suffering, that I had done nothing wrong, that she had not done anything wrong, that it was all the fault of my father's generation. Now that I think about it, I think I was too cruel at that time?"

"Cruel indeed. ”

"yes, I think about it now, I'm really cruel. You said that after all these years, some of the wounds have already formed scars for her, and then I came back again and deeply uncovered these scars and let them bleed......"

"But you know that those scars are just on the surface, right? But the inside is necrotic little by little, and only by re-unraveling it, and then squeezing out the bad blood inside, can he really heal. ”

"Hahaha......"

Lin Musheng looked at Xiao Xiche and laughed so much that tears were about to come out, and he wanted to say something more, but he also knew that he had said too much, many times, as a bystander, he couldn't really empathize with the parties, to understand the feelings of the parties, and what he could do was to silently accompany the parties when they needed them, and lend them shoulders when they needed them.

"I thought it was like this at first, those scars, only by uncovering and squeezing out the pus inside, the bad blood inside, and then it can really heal, and life can really return to normal, those who seem to have been calm for a long time have actually hidden the waves, but, but ......"

"But you did, and after all, you still watched her in pain, and you couldn't bear it, right?"

"Actually, I knew that many things I would hurt her when I did them, but ......"

"You should know what your original intention is in doing those things, we just need to keep our original intention, I believe that Huahua will understand you in the end, will understand you. ”

"I don't need her to understand, I don't need her to understand, what I want is ......"

Xiao Xiche actually wanted to say that what she wanted was just Tao Jingjing alone, alone by her side, and other people and other things were not important, but he also knew that it was just a luxury for himself now, and it was really a luxury.

"I know Hee-cheol, I understand your feelings, but we've all come to this point, what do you think you can solve if you go back? What can you solve if you struggle with it? Even if you came back, you didn't do anything, you didn't say anything, and then you went to apologize to Huahua, told her that you did wrong, told her that it was all your fault, do you think she can forgive you? Can you two start over again?"

Lin Musheng pointed out the problem to Xiao Xiche very sharply, it may be that the authorities are confused, and the bystanders are clear, Lin Musheng still feels that he should fulfill the responsibility that a friend should fulfill, so that Xiao Xiche can recognize the current situation, even if he doesn't do anything, many things can't be undone.

"I know, I know, I know everything you said, this is that I don't do anything after I come back, and other people will do a lot of things, and in the end it will still hurt Huahua, I just let things progress, within the controllable range of stimulation, to make Huahua suffer as little damage as possible, but the level is less harmful, looking at Huahua, because of her aunt's trouble, because the people in the company gossip about her, pain, because of telling her father's previous things, let him know the truth and pain...... I really want to take it for her, but sometimes I really can't do anything about it. ”

Lin Musheng, at this moment, he really feels a little empathy for Xiao Xiche, that sense of powerlessness once almost made him lose himself, he doesn't want his good friends to do some wrong things because of these, but this sense of powerlessness will always accompany us to grow up and experience, sometimes we really have to face these.

"A lot of things, it's not that we don't want to face them, we can not face them. All we can do is to keep our original intentions, and then do our best to do everything well, so as not to hurt the people we love and those who love us. Lin Musheng was very serious, and said to Xiao Xiche that he wanted Xiao Xiche to understand what he meant and be able to pass his own level.

Looking at Lin Musheng's eyes looking at him, he was firm and confident...... , Xiao Xiche also knows that fortunately, there have always been these people around him, accompanying him through all the difficult moments, and then relying on himself when he needs it, some feelings, some friendship is not just talking, so at this moment, Xiao Xiche looked at Lin Musheng, the eyes of the two people were intertwined, and there was a friendship that they could understand.

......

"Alright, what should I do. ”

"This is you Xiao Xiche!"

The two of them looked at each other and smiled, and had various feelings that they could understand each other.

"Okay, now I'll let you go back, go back quickly, I won't leave you to eat, I'll go to Aunt Qin's side in the evening." ”