Chapter 152: The Negotiation of Love
I stood outside the apartment for a long time, but I still didn't see Han Yue and her mother come out. After that long wait, I couldn't resist walking to the convenience store around the corner and buying a pack of cigarettes, I forgot when the last time I smoked, but this time, the feeling of wanting to find a catharsis suddenly became very strong.
With the "click" of the lighter, the smoke from the white Marlboro suddenly drifted away with the wind, and I, who hadn't smoked for a long time, was choked by the smell of nicotine, and I just had an addiction and didn't smoke into my lungs. I raised my hand and looked at the time of my watch, it had been more than forty minutes since I arrived here, and after smoking a cigarette, I left here with a sense of loss.
Back at the hotel where I was staying, I was lying on the bed alone in the shape of "big", looking at the ceiling above me in a distraught mood for a while.
I don't know how long I lay in bed, a mobile phone ringtone made me come back from my distraction, and when I picked it up, it was a message from Qi Min, who asked me if this trip to the United States was going well. Qi Min is the only one who knows my itinerary except for Han Qingxiao, so he will send me concerned greetings at this time.
After being silent for a long time, I typed back: "I saw her mother, if I guessed correctly, it should be, that noble lady with a domineering momentum walked into the apartment where Han Yue lived, and she didn't come out for a long time, so I was still a step late." ”
Qi Min probably realized what emotions I was carrying when I replied to this message, so he immediately called me and asked, "Then what?"
I smiled bitterly and said helplessly: "Then I'll go back, what else, do I have to rush in and interrupt the conversation between their mother and daughter?"
Qi Min sighed and couldn't help but accuse me: "Alas, look at you, first of all, let me ask you, are you sure that person is Han Yue's mother? The second point, even if it is, so what? Do you know what they are talking about? Maybe they are talking about some good things about you? Man, you have to think more about things in a good direction. ”
"I ......" I opened my mouth, and for a moment I didn't know how to refute what Qi Min said, and I was silent for a while before saying: "Actually, it's just a feeling, I always feel as if there is something I haven't done enough, and I feel ......."
Before I finished speaking, Qi Min interrupted me: "You have a typical inferiority complex that thinks too much, because the wealth you have now has has only been obtained in the last two years, but people like me and Han Yue were born into famous nobles, so you feel that you have an inferiority complex in your heart, and you have indeed suffered such losses in the past." Brother, you have to know how to change the contrast between this identity and role, and remember, you are no longer the poor boy you used to be. ”
"Well, I'll get it right, thank you, buddy. ”
Qi Min's words seemed to open up the "second vein of Ren Du" for me, which made me understand a lot, maybe he was right, I am indeed no longer the "poor guy" I used to be, and that inferiority complex should no longer exist and affect the decisions I should make. Thinking of this, I felt that my mood was much better, so I put down my phone and planned to sleep well, and then go to Han Yue tomorrow to explain what I wanted to say in person.
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It was a good night, I slept straight into the sun and woke up really well. After getting up, I washed up and went out, it was actually not too late, I couldn't make an appointment with Han Yue to have breakfast, but I could make an appointment with her for lunch. My destination is still the apartment where Han Yue lives.
It rained not long after I went out, but it didn't affect what I was going to do. I trotted to the downstairs of my apartment in the drizzle, took a deep breath, and walked up.
When I came to the door of Han Yue's room, I hesitated for a moment, and finally knocked on the door, as if I was knocking on the door of my heart. It didn't take long for the door to finally open.
After the door opened, Han Yue looked at me with surprise on her face for a while before she said, "Ah Ting, why are you ......?"
The corners of my mouth went up, and I smiled and said, "It's me, surprised?
After Han Yue let me into the house, she poured me a glass of water, and the two sat on the sofa and looked at each other silently, believing that we all had a thousand words in our hearts to say to each other, but at this moment, a look represents everything, and those words from the past are not important, because what we want is the future.
After a long silence, she asked, "Why did you come here suddenly?"
I thought about it for a while, and finally chose to confess: "Your whereabouts were told by Uncle Han and me, because I really can't stand the feeling of strong longing, and I want to see you soon......"
"I know, it's actually me who is not good, I should have met you sooner, because I am the same, I miss you very much. ”
Looking at the look of longing and guilt on Han Yue's face at this time, I couldn't help it anymore, walked over and hugged her, and kissed her tightly.
"Bang ......"
Frightened, Han Yue and I both subconsciously let go of each other, and then looked back, and it was the lady I saw downstairs yesterday who came out of the Rolls-Royce, and needless to say, the person in front of me was Han Yue's mother. In terms of generation, she should be in her fifties, but the skin on her face is so good that it makes her look at least ten years younger than her real age......! I don't know if she saw the scene where Han Yue and I were kissing just now, I feel so embarrassed to think about it......
Han Yue's expression was a little embarrassed, and she said after a while: "Mom, why did you come up suddenly, didn't you have a meeting today?"
"Ahem, there was a temporary change, the meeting was rescheduled, so I came over to see you. With this expression, she obviously saw the scene just now, she walked over and sat down on the sofa opposite us, and stared at me with a very sharp look, "Young man, you should be the man who stole my daughter's heart, Cheng Ting, right?"
I subconsciously swallowed my saliva, this opening statement made me a little uncomfortable, and I didn't know how to answer her words for a while, "Yes, it's me, Auntie, I'll officially introduce myself, my name is Cheng Ting, it's ......"
She immediately interrupted me: "No need, Yue'er has basically talked to me about you, but ...... I advise you to die as soon as possible, our Han family is a famous nobleman, and marriage is about the right family, but you are not. In addition, everything you have now is nothing more than something that someone else has given you, and it is not a success at all, it is just opportunistic. ”
Although I was mentally prepared to know that all this would not be so easy, I didn't expect it to be like this when I was experiencing it, the feeling of not being understood and not recognized, like a knife stuck in my heart - it turns out that all the efforts you have made are just "given by others" in the eyes of others, opportunistic......
Han Yue frowned and retorted, "Mom...... How can you say that?"
Her attitude was still very tough: "Otherwise, Yue'er, what kind of family are we, and what kind of family is he, don't you know this better than me? Our Han family is just such a daughter as you, and I, as a mother, must participate in your marriage!"
"Mom, but have you ever thought that even if I am the only child in the family, I still want to get married, is it because of this that I can't pursue my own happiness? We love each other, I want to be with the person I love, what's wrong with that? Han Yue's face was full of tears, but she still argued with her mother.
This is the first time I have seen Han Yue so brave for love, for our relationship and future since I have been together for so long.
"Presumptuous!!!How do you talk to me, I'm your mother!"
Han Yue bit her lip, her expression was bitter and firm, she took my hand, "No matter how you object, Cheng Ting and I will definitely be together, if you don't agree, then those so-called 'fame' and 'interests', I would rather not want them all, I will return them to you, and be an ordinary person cleanly!" She took my hand and stood up, I followed her movements somewhat mechanically, and the two walked out of the room together, bringing nothing.
"You...... Are you going to me off to death?!" There were still Han's mother's angry words behind him, but we still closed the door and walked out of the apartment where I had only been here for a short time.
Since Han's mother said those humiliating words to me, I don't know what to say, that kind of inferiority complex and powerlessness filled my heart, fortunately, Han Yue did not choose to give up on me at this time, but bravely stood up and faced it with me, I deeply understand how determined she is to do this, maybe this is the most rebellious and brave thing she has ever done when she is so old! Looking at the woman holding my hand tightly, I suddenly felt that I no longer had so many worries, and cut off all the retreats in my heart, and only one thought was extremely firm: this woman, I will marry no matter what I want in this life, and I must not live up to it, and there is no retreat to speak of......
Leaving the apartment, the two of us ran back to the hotel where I stayed in the light rain, in the room where I lived, both of them were wet, and when we went to take a hot shower, we realized that Han Yue didn't bring anything to tease, and there were no clothes to change, so I had to let her change her clothes first. She was wearing my white shirt, which would have fitted me well, but she felt like a skirt. Looking at this somewhat funny scene, I suddenly laughed, Han Yue looked down at her dress, and laughed with me......