At this time, on the fastest train from Qingdao to Beijing via Zhangbei City, Chai Hua was standing at the junction of the two train carriages, looking at the slow-moving field in the distance through the window, his eyes were full of tears, and his ears seemed to echo Xiaowen's slightly sad song - keep the sadness to himself -

Can you let me go with you?

Since you said I couldn't keep you

The way back was a bit dark

Worry will leave you alone

I think it's because I'm not gentle enough

I can't share your worries

If you can't say that

Just keep regrets in your heart

Keep my grief to myself

Your beauty makes you take away

I haven't since

Reasons to be happy

Keep my grief to myself

Your beauty makes you take away

I think I can hold back my grief

But if you think of me, too

Can I hold your hand?

Never asked for so

I'm afraid you'll be upset and turn around and leave

So be it, I'll understand

Keep my grief to myself

Your beauty makes you take away

I haven't since

Reasons to be happy

I think I can hold back my grief

Pretend not to have you in your life

I've been here ever since

Waiting for your news day and night

Can you let me go with you?

Since you said I couldn't keep you

No matter where you are

Every now and then he thinks of me occasionally

But if you think of me, too

Can

Can

Can

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This old love song, under Xiaowen's interpretation, has a sense of desolation and vicissitudes, whenever Xiaowen sings this song with the guitar, Chai Hua always can't help but tears, because in the feeling of Xiaowen and Chai Hua, this is not singing to lovers, but to comrades-in-arms and brothers.

And today's Chai Hua rushed to Beijing to see the last side of Xiaowen, who was already cold!

When Chai Hua and Da Gang and others walked out of Shenghe Wonton not far away, they suddenly answered a phone call, and after this call, Chai Hua hurriedly said to Da Gang, "I'll go out for a few days and come back soon!", and then hurried to the train station.

Da Gang looked at Chai Hua's back as he left in a hurry, not knowing what was going on, but he seemed to understand something. Da Gang knows that Chai Hua has something on his mind, and going is a very important matter, but Chai Hua doesn't say it, and Da Gang won't ask.

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Chai Hua's thoughts seemed to return to a secret place in the capital two years ago-

"Why are you doing this?"

"Xiaowen is my brother, I don't want to leave Xiaowen behind!"

"But if you do so, you will ruin the reputation of the country!"

"But I didn't ruin the country's reputation!"

"But you refuse to obey orders!"

"I can't leave my brother behind!"

"But your actions led to the innocent sacrifice of two rescuers!"

"I plead guilty! But I won't leave my brother behind!"

"Go to court-martials and reflect!"

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Xiaowen came back, but he was sent to the intensive care unit, and his dying life was in danger after nearly two years, and he still did not get rid of the favor of death, and passed away yesterday.

Chai Hua received a call from the person he didn't want to see the most, asking him to see Xiaowen for the last time and dispose of Xiaowen's ashes.

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The good brother of the past, although his body is cold at the moment, his face is calm, as if he is asleep. Xiaowen's slightly chubby figure in the past was already corroded by this time.

Chai Hua's tears couldn't stop flowing, wetting Xiaowen's brand-new military uniform.

Chai Hua didn't want to see the person he wanted to see the most, and he was also teary-eyed at the moment, he gently helped Chai Hua up, hugged Chai Hua's shoulders, and the two witnessed the former comrade Xiaowen being sent in-

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Holding Xiaowen's ashes, Chai Hua stepped out of the funeral home, tears blurred his eyes, he wanted to take Xiaowen Zhangbei City - Xiaowen's brother is an orphan, but he will always be his brother!

Next to the gate of the funeral home, on a minibus with windows covered by black film, more than a dozen young people with the same teary eyes looked at the back of Chai Hua who was gradually moving away, until Chai Hua's back got into a taxi. And several of the young men were already holding their faces and sobbing again.

The person Chai Hua didn't want to see the most, he was also on this minibus, he waved to the driver, and the minibus drove away towards the outskirts of Beijing.

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Chai Hua bought a backpack, gently placed Xiaowen's urn inside, and then carefully placed the bag on his chest, and said softly: "Xiaowen, brother took you home!"

At this time, it was already the morning of the next day, and after more than ten hours, in the night, Chai Hua walked out of the Zhangbei City Railway Station and walked towards the Shenghe wonton.

When I got closer, I could vaguely see the neon shining in front of the Shenghe Wonton Gate, but I felt that something was wrong, something was wrong?

Shenghe wonton is actually closed! It's set, it's open 24 hours a day, this is the prime location between the train station and the long-distance bus station, it's a terrible thing if it's not open 24 hours a day!

Chai Hua couldn't help but speed up his pace, what's wrong?

What's going on? We'll break it down next time.