1370 Reveal your heart
But Ding Ning is a martial artist, and now he is stuck in this special bottleneck from the peak of Shenwu to the Holy Martial Realm, only with an iron will and indomitable determination can he break through this Shenfan Heavenly Pass through the tempering of life and death.
Therefore, he will not retreat, and he must not retreat, once he retreats in fear, his martial arts path has also come to an end, and he will stop at the peak of the Divine Martial Realm for the rest of his life and have no hope of breaking through.
Or, this is the life and death tempering that Shenwu must go through to Shengwu.
At this moment, Ding Ning had a realization in his heart, and finally knew why so many people were stuck in the Divine Martial Realm for life and couldn't break through.
This is a kind of metamorphosis at the level of life, it is a great heavenly pass from humanity to Shinto, rushing over is the sky is high and the fish leaps into the sea and allows the birds to fly, and if you can't rush over, you can only stop here for life, unable to advance an inch.
The three realms of the gods, even if it is only the first realm, are not so easy to step into.
Essence, qi, and spirit all need to reach the peak state of mellow and flawless, comprehend the rules mastered to the level of the Great Perfection, and then pass through the life and death barrier with an iron martial will and the courage to move forward without fear of life and death, so that there is hope to break through this layer of separation between heaven and man.
It is no wonder that there has been no birth of a strong person in the Holy Martial Realm on the earth for many years, although the Holy Martial Realm is only an insignificant initial stage in Shinto, but this is the evolution of lower life to higher life, it is a leap forward in the level of life, and it is also a sublimation of the essence of life, it is not an exaggeration to say that it is reborn, so it is destined that this level is not easy for anyone to break through.
And Ding Ning's internal and external circulation system and the six cultivations of essence, qi, spirit, body, mind, and ability, coupled with the perception of all element rules, are destined to be tens of millions of times more difficult for him to break through this level than ordinary people, and it is also destined that his future path is unaccompanied, so he can only rely on his own groping to move forward and walk out of a road of his own.
"The heavens will descend on the people, and they must first suffer their minds and work their muscles and bones......"
After realizing the difficulty of Shenwu breaking the Heavenly Pass of the Holy Martial Arts, Ding Ning's heart was full of bitterness, and the disadvantages of comprehensive initiates were finally reflected, and even the test of breaking the level was countless times more difficult than others, this was the rhythm of fighting and winning against the enemy of the world.
To fight or not to fight?
Unless he is willing to stay in this realm for the rest of his life, he will not leave Shenzhou like a turtle with a shrunken head, and spend his life in peace under the protection of the country.
Unconsciously, he has no choice, he wants to protect his relatives, friends, lovers, classmates......
Let them live a safe and happy life, he can only choose to face and fight, only to fight to the death and not retreat, put it to death and be reborn, in order to break out of the cocoon into a butterfly and be reborn.
Ding Ning's deep starry eyes were burning with raging flames, just like his boiling blood at the moment, his resolute eyes looked at Xiao Nuo quietly, and expressed his attitude in silent words.
Xiao Nuo, who was still talking about the pros and cons, suddenly understood his determination after seeing his eyes, and opened his mouth with a complicated expression, but he didn't make any sound, and he had mixed feelings in his heart, and he didn't know what it was like.
There are worries, losses, sadness, sadness, but there is no denying that there is a touch of pride and pride.
This is the man worthy of my Xiao Nuo's liking, even if he is the enemy of the whole world, he will be strong and will never back down.
"Nuno, I will film according to your wishes, but I will also go to the International Warrior Conference, no matter how many enemies there are, it is not a reason for me to retreat and fear the war. β
Ding Ning gently hugged Xiao Nuo into his arms and whispered in her ear in a dream-like voice: "Actually, I am a man with no ambition and revenge, and my biggest dream is to spend my life in a small town with beautiful mountains and rivers with my beloved." β
Xiao Nuo didn't speak, just stretched out her arms and hugged the man who confided in her heart tightly, leaned her cheek on his broad shoulder, closed her eyes, sniffed him greedily, felt his heartbeat, and listened to him.
Half a year ago, I was just a penniless medical school graduate, bullied because of my personality, ridiculed by my classmates, and refused to be accepted by the hospital, at that time I was very confused, after being ridiculed by my classmates at the graduation party, I came to the Bund alone in a fit of anger, no one knew how angry, sad, and helpless I was at that time. How unwilling, that is, at that time, I happened to meet Shen Muqing, who happened to faint from illness, out of humanity, I rescued her, and because of this, I opened Pandora's box, which changed the trajectory of my life and brought me step by step to today. β
Ding Ning's eyes were confused, but his heart was as calm as water, and he murmured in a low voice: "The current life is already far from the original dream, going against the grain, and going farther and farther, I have asked myself countless times, do I regret it?"
"Do you regret it?"
It was the first time Xiao Nuo heard him say that he had met Shen Muqing, so he tilted his head slightly, looked at his chin and asked softly.
"The answer is that I don't regret it. β
Ding Ning smiled bitterly, fumbled and took out a cigarette from the cigarette case in his pocket and stuffed it into his mouth, Xiao Nuo was reluctant to leave his embrace, but put a free hand into his pocket and took out a lighter, and obediently lit a fire for him.
Ding Ning took a deep breath of smoke into his lungs, and then spit out heavily, the curling green smoke swirled, twisting and changing in the air, like a treacherous fate, unpredictable.
"As for why you don't regret it?"
Ding Ning looked at the smoke that gradually dissipated in a daze, and whispered: "This answer will definitely make you think I'm a bastard, but I still want to say that I really don't regret it, because I have you, my sister, Luoxue, Xiaoyao, Rourou, Ye Huan, and Ye Le...... I don't want any of you. β
Xiao Nuo's body stiffened for a moment, and then he stretched out again, and secretly smiled bitterly in his heart, this answer is indeed quite a bastard, but what can it be, this has already become a fact.
"People's hearts can really be divided into many parts, I love you, I love each one, it sounds unbelievable, but this is the truth, each of you is an existence that I can't let go, and I will be nervous and sad and even distressed if something happens to any of you. β
Ding Ning's voice flowed quietly in the room, Xiao Nuo didn't scold him for being a bastard, nor did he interrupt him, but his hands used a little force and hugged him tighter.
Because her mind is recalling the scenes that have happened since they met, from acquaintance to acquaintance, from acquaintance to acquaintance, from acquaintance to love, and then from love to deep love.
The scenes passed through her mind like a movie, but in the end they were frozen in the image she had never witnessed in person.
It was a picture she imagined in her mind based on Xiao Yao's later description, but this moment was clearly presented in her mind.
That time, in order to get Gu Fangran's safe, she was seriously injured, and when her life was dying, the hospital had even pronounced her dead.
Ding Ning detonated the bomb and rushed back covered in blood and bruises, after learning the bad news of her death, his eyes were red like a wounded beast, dragging the stump leg with only the skeleton left, and letting the blood stain the ground of the operating room, it took more than four hours to snatch her back from the hands of death.
Every time he talked about this scene that made Xiao Yao envious, jealous and hateful, Xiao Nuo's heart trembled in pain, he traded his life for his own life.
This affection, this unbearable love, makes her happy but more distressed, she would rather die by herself than see Ding Ning so painful and sad.
Therefore, she believed Ding Ning's words, every woman around him was an inseparable part of his life, and she was also the part he couldn't give up.
"I don't know what's wrong with me, whether you call me lustful or shameless, but I really can't give up any of you, you are my family, my relatives, and my lovers, I don't regret coming to this day because I realized that I was too immature and naΓ―ve before. β
Ding Ning sighed faintly, and let the smoke of incense linger on his fingertips: "This world looks peaceful and peaceful, but in fact, like the Demon Kingdom, it is all pursuing the law of the law of the weak eating the strong and the strong being respected. β
"I've never bullied anyone. β
Xiao Nuo pouted and muttered dissatisfiedly, but her body arched into Ding Ning's arms again, at this moment she was like a little pig greedy for warmth, with a little cuteness.
"Don't sit down, I didn't say anything about you. β
Ding Ning smiled, then retracted his smile, narrowed his eyes slightly, and said in a heavy tone: "The tree wants to be quiet and the wind does not stop, the ancients did not deceive me, to survive in this world, no one can be alone, weak, will only make some people feel that you are easy to bully, and even worse, only a strong counterattack, hurt him, and fear him, he can know how to be in awe, and you can get the plainness and serenity you want." β
What he said was not subtle, Xiao Nuo easily understood, a flash of color flashed in his eyes, and he stopped talking: "But ......"
"Strength, having absolute strength is the root that can make the other party awe, so not only will I not retreat, but I will not rely on anyone's protection to survive for a long time, I want to hurt them, fight them, let them feel fear and tremble from the depths of their souls when they think of me. β
Ding Ning's voice was generous and powerful, caressing Xiao Nuo's hair, and said softly with a deep and distant gaze: "Believe me, I am enough to crush their strength, except for a few hidden old monsters in this world who may be able to threaten me, I don't pay attention to the others at all, whether it is the Holy Doctor Sect or the Holy Sword Villa, or the Holy Maiden Clan, in my eyes it is just an ant with a slightly bigger head, even if it can bite me, it can't make me break my muscles and bones." β
Xiao Nuo was deeply shocked by his domineering and self-confidence, although he was still a little worried, his mood had eased a lot, and he said in an unprecedentedly gentle tone: "No matter what decision you make, I will support you, I just hope you can always keep in mind, don't die lightly, you still have me, and Sister Hunting, and Luoxue them, we will all wait for you to come back safely." β
"Yes, not only you, but also my father and mother and Master, although we can't reunite as a family for the time being, I believe that day will not be too far away. β
Ding Ning said categorically.
It's time to accept the unfinished military training, although he doesn't feel that the International Martial Arts Conference can bring him any threat to his life, but in order not to make the people he cares about sad, he must be fully prepared to deal with all situations.
Relying on Hezu and their protection is only an expedient measure after all, and he still needs his own hardness to strike iron, and he hopes that one day he can rely on his own strength to be proud of the world and protect the people he wants to protect.