18. Confession
In the huge living room, the air conditioning was turned on, and a slender girl with long black hair was holding a blanket, vigilantly curled up and looked at the other side. The man with short blond hair looked at her with some condescension, wearing a diamond stud ear on his left ear, glittering in the daylight from the floor-to-ceiling window.
"Are you imitating some animal?" Tong Yu looked at her with a funny expression, "Not at all." ”
"I ...... You...... Teacher Tong, just say whatever you want to tell me. Ai Xin's face was full of expressions of death, he had come to this point, and Ai Xin felt that it was acceptable to any result.
"You said you liked me, right?" Tong Yu glanced at her.
"Hmm......" Ai Xin nodded.
"How much do you like it?"
Ai Xin looked at Tong Yu with a puzzled expression, obviously because he hadn't woken up yet, and he hadn't had time to think of the kind of thoughtful words he used to say on weekdays.
"I'll put it another way, is it the fans' love for idols, or is it ...... Girl's ...... to boy" Tong Yu's Adam's apple moved up and down, and he didn't seem to have thought about what to say about the word.
"......" Ai Xin looked at him, continuing to remain silent.
"Okay. Tong Yu sighed, chattering as if talking to himself, "You have to understand, it's more aggrieved to fall in love with an artist, I can't take you to a public meeting, and I can't tell everyone that I'm with you, the two of us can't take pictures together, even if we see it at work, we can only pretend to be unfamiliar, and it's even more impossible to go to places like amusement parks and movie theaters where you will definitely go when you fall in love." Moreover, if there are reporters and media that really photograph us together, I can only deny your existence in front of the camera. You can't be unaware of these things, right?"
"Hmm. Ai Xin nodded, looking at Tong Yu very distressedly, "You are so hard." ”
I, is it so hard?Tong Yu was stunned, he didn't expect Ai Xin to think like this. It's not that the friends around me have never been in love, but they often fall apart within a few months, and this kind of nameless underground love affair is undoubtedly a kind of Ling Chi for girls who urgently need a sense of security and belonging. Even a playboy like Su Ya who plays the world, he can't avoid being hurt several times, although he looks indifferent, but he also thinks about giving up everything to give the girl a name. It's just that just thinking about it doesn't mean that you really have the courage. For them, the fame and fans accumulated over the years are the lifeblood, and the public relationship is a big gamble with more losses and fewer wins, and they have no bargaining chips to turn over.
"Are you listening to me seriously?" Tong Yu looked at her angrily.
"Nope. Ai Xin looked at it and replied without hesitation, "I'm sorry Teacher Tong...... You're so good-looking, I'm always distracted when I listen to you. ”
This guy, why can he say such a sensual thing with such a serious face every time, the last time he ate, and the same now......
"Be attentive. Tong Yu glared at her.
"Good. Ai Xin nodded, stretched her legs, which were a little numb, and sat down looking at Tong Yu.
"Anyway...... I want to know what you think. ”
"Me?" Ai Xin was stunned and looked at Tong Yu seriously, "It's okay for me." ”
"It's okay?"
"Hmm. Ai Xin nodded vigorously, "It's okay if you can't date, it's okay if you can't post a group photo, and it's okay if you can't tell anyone." As long as you are tired, it will be much easier to think of each other. ”
Is it all it takes...... Tong Yu doesn't believe that Ai Xin only wants so much, people are greedy in love, even if they just want to say something and want a hug at the beginning, but in the end, they will still ask for it excessively, consuming the last warmth between the two people. But Ai Xin's thoughts coincided with what he had thought.
"You and Li Man, how did you meet?" Tong Yu suddenly became curious about this matter.
"Well, it's time to socialize. Ai Xin didn't expect Tong Yu to suddenly change the topic, and was stunned, but quickly answered.
"Socializing?"
"It was probably a pre-shoot dinner, and I happened to go too. ”
That's quite a coincidence, Tong Yu nodded, and looked at Ai Xin again: "Did you know that she was my agent at that time?"
"Nope. Ai Xin shook her head honestly, "I only found out after I met Sister Man's circle of friends." ”
"And then?"
"And?" Ai Xin looked at Tong Yu blankly, not understanding the meaning of the words.
Why did you wait for half a year to show up? Tong Yu wanted to ask directly, but the words turned into other questions: "I thought you couldn't wait to meet your idol." ”
"Oh...... It was originally ......" Ai thought about it for half a year and summed it up, "I'm too busy, so I couldn't come to see you sooner, sorry." ”
Also, not to mention chasing stars, even love is not the whole of life. Tong Yu nodded, and smiled softly rarely: "There's nothing to be sorry for." ”
"Teacher Tong. Ai Xin suddenly looked up at him, and his eyes seemed to have made a lot of determination, "I know that you don't know much about me, and many things have been very sudden recently, can you give me some time and let me try...... I, I'll work hard......" said as he seemed to lose his confidence again, and his voice became smaller and quieter.
"You go home. Tong Yu suddenly opened his mouth and interrupted her.
Ai Xin looked at him, and his big eyes suddenly became wet, as if he was about to cry.
"I went back to change my clothes and packed up, and I asked Suya and them to eat in the evening. Tong Yu stood up, "Pack up and send me WeChat, I'll pick you up." ”
Ai Xin held back the tears that almost burst the embankment, and raised his head to look at Tong Yu.
"What do you think I'm doing?" Tong Yu rolled his eyes, "Didn't you tell me to give you some time?"
"Good. Ai Xin felt that his brain was as chaotic as undried cement, and he was about to lose the function of thinking, so he answered.
"Well, I'm not going to send you back, I'll sleep a little longer. Tong Yu pointed to his forehead, indicating that his head was still hurting.
"Okay, okay!" Ai Xin agreed, as if he felt that the voice was too quiet, and immediately answered again, trotting all the way to the door to open the door and go out.
"Change shoes!" Tong Yu shouted with a frown.
"Oh, okay, change shoes!" Ai Xin hurriedly changed his shoes, and after opening the door, he seemed to think of something, turned around and put the slippers back in the shoe cabinet, and then closed the door in a panic, without even saying goodbye.
Like a frightened rabbit all day long, Tong Yu shook his head helplessly, turned around and went back to the bedroom. watched Ai Xin sleep for a night, and had to sleep for a while.