After receiving the message from Yang Fan, Han Yue and I explained that we had something to do and go back first, and then celebrate the joy of tonight another day. Although Han Yue had a disappointed expression on her face, she still nodded in agreement.

Outside, I took out my mobile phone to call Yang Fan on the way to the subway station, but he didn't answer the call three times, and he didn't reply to me when I sent WeChat, which made me feel the seriousness of the matter, so I simply stopped a taxi on the side of the road.

The taxi driver asked me where I was going, I hesitated for a moment, and answered the location of my residence, and now I can only bet that Yang Fan is back in the rental house, because in the city of Guangzhou, it is his only home, and people will regard "home" as their own safe haven when they are vulnerable.

When I got back to the rental house, it was pitch black, so it seemed that I had guessed wrong...... But just when I was about to go out to find him, I unexpectedly heard the sound of cans falling on the ground from the balcony, I walked over with gentle steps, and sure enough, I saw a figure sitting on the ground, next to a dozen beer cans, the ashtray was about to be filled with cigarette butts, and when I approached the balcony, it was full of strong smell of tobacco and alcohol.

It can also be said that it is the smell of negative energy burning wantonly.

"Why don't you call me when you drink? I smiled, trying to keep the atmosphere from so oppressive, and then reached for the switch on the wall, and was about to press it when he spoke.

"Don't turn on the lights. Yang Fan's voice was hoarse, and I even suspected that he had secretly cried in this corner before I came back......

I sighed, sat down on the ground with him, picked up a can of beer from the mess, tore it open and took a sip, and said, "You may have messed up just one thing, but it doesn't mean that even life has been messed up, you ......"

Before I finished speaking, Yang Fan interrupted in a low voice: "Jiani is getting married." He raised his head and took a sip of wine, and continued: "When Xu Qing and I met, both of us were ready, and just when I was about to confess, a classmate who had a good relationship when I was studying called me to tell me that Jiani was getting married, and it was tonight...... He called me because he saw the wedding I didn't attend, what does that mean..... She sent invitations to everyone, but not me! Everyone who knew her knew her was getting married today, and I was the last one to know!!"

After Yang Fan shouted the last sentence, he broke down emotionally again, like a helpless child hugging his head and crying, seeing his best brother crying, I felt very uncomfortable, and the collapse of adults was only in an instant...... But this time, I had to save him from that messy relationship, just as he did for me.

I patted him on the shoulder, lit a cigarette and waited for his mood to calm down, and after a while, I asked him a very realistic question: "So, what you mean by 'messed up' is that you ruined your carefully prepared confession ceremony on the spot tonight, leaving Xu Qing with endless disappointment in you, right?"

Yang Fan sniffed, leaned his head against the wall, and said, "Yes, I answered the phone at the time, and my mind was in chaos...... Xu Qing, her tears swirling in her eyes, and the disappointed expression at the end, I will never forget it...... Cheng Ting, I'm finished, I'm completely finished, I can't get the past, and I lose the future......"

Yang Fan, let me tell you, the end of the revival of old feelings is to repeat the mistakes of the past! There is a sentence in the book "One Hundred Years of Solitude" that says it very well, 'No matter where you go, you should remember that the past is fake, memories are an endless road, and all past springs no longer exist', can you be sober?

In the face of my scolding, Yang Fan's emotions gradually calmed down a little, he suddenly turned his head to look at me, and said in a low voice: "At this time, you use "One Hundred Years of Solitude" to persuade me, but you forgot that you were the same as me, we are all "Catchers in the Rye", and we all like to wait for the loneliness that no one cares about. ”

This time, it was my turn to be silent, until there was a burning sensation in my fingertips, and after I threw away the cigarette butt, I smiled and replied with a relieved smile: "Let it pass in the past, 'at least, we still have the color of the wheat field', adjust the state and mood, go and talk to Xu Qing for a good time, apologize, maybe this is the catastrophe that the two of you should go through." ”

Yang Fan looked at the pile of cans on the ground in a daze, and was silent for a long time before nodding his head. I don't know if he actually listened to what I said, but there were some hurdles that had to be walked through on his own. I still remember hearing a very intriguing sentence before, "It's not difficult to cross that road, what matters is who is waiting for you on the other side of the road", at this time, Xu Qing is undoubtedly the person waiting for him on the other side of the "road".

The next day was Monday, and the new week began again. Passing by Yang Fan's room, after getting up, I found that he woke up earlier than me, or rather, he didn't sleep at all this night, because he was sitting directly on the bed, but compared to the cloudy eyes last night, it has become so bright at this time.

I asked, "You didn't sleep all night?"

He replied, "Yes." ”

"Figured it out?"

He said "um" again, I nodded with satisfaction, and then urged: "Then why are you still sitting there stupidly, hurry up and get up to work! Today is Monday, don't wait until you can't catch the subway, you're late." ”

"Yes, yes, I can't be late, once I'm late, there will be no attendance bonus for this month. He panicked, immediately got up from the bed, picked up a set of clothes and rushed into the bathroom. What this kid cares about the most is the 300 yuan attendance award, or this trick works, and it means that it is much more normal to have this reaction.

......

In the process of going to work on this day, two small episodes happened, the first thing was that Anne transferred 20,000 yuan to me on WeChat, saying that it was the opening plan I made, and the flower shop was very good that day, and I expressed my gratitude for it. Although I hesitated for a while, I still didn't accept it, just replied with a "you're welcome" and ended the chat.

The second thing was that Wen Shuya asked me what was going on with Yang Fan, because she comforted Xu Qing all night before she could control her emotions, and I replied that I was the same. Later, we had a brief discussion, and in the end I replied to Wenschuya that we could build a bridge for the two of them, but it was up to them to get to that bridge in the end.

Wen Shuya has always been an understanding person, and when she replied to me with the word "understood", we didn't continue to talk, and I was in a busy state of work.

"Knock knock. ”

Not long after I was busy, when I was writing on the table, I heard someone knocking on my desk, and I subconsciously raised it and looked over-

"Come out and talk. "Li Feiyang's face is not very good, but I am used to it, and he has not looked at me with a good face.

I leaned back in my chair and looked at him calmly, and replied, "Is there anything I can't say here?" While speaking, Fang Kai and the others gave me crazy glances, signaling me not to have a conflict with Li Feiyang, but I felt that I had nothing wrong with saying this.

"It's not about business. Li Feiyang seemed to be trying very hard to restrain his emotions and patiently replied.

My funny colleagues nodded behind Li Feiyang's back, hinting that I promised him, I opened my mouth, was stunned for a moment before replying, "Okay", and then followed Li Feiyang out of the office.

This time we didn't go to the smoking area to talk, but to the safe passage, and it seemed that he had something to talk to me about that he didn't want to be known to other people.

With my hands in my pockets, I looked directly at him and said, "Tell me something, I still have a job." ”

Li Feiyang seemed to have something unspeakable, and his face struggled for a while before he finally spoke: "Do you know about Annie?"

I sighed in my heart, did Li Feiyang know that I looked very similar to Anne's ex-boyfriend? No, even so, I should pretend not to know.

"First, I don't know what you're referring to, and second, you should ask Anne instead of me. ”

After I finished speaking, I looked at him with a calm expression, but unexpectedly his expression became more struggling, but he was silent and did not speak. Seeing this, I turned around and tried to leave the safe passage.

"Don't you know that you look alike to her ex-boyfriend? After all this time, haven't you noticed that Anne will always contact you from time to time?"

Li Feiyang's words made me have to stop, it seems that the time to come is still coming......