Ai Xin leaned next to the crew's tea truck, lowered her head and held her mobile phone, pretending to be sending WeChat, quietly waiting for a break to find an opportunity to get close to Tong Yu.

"Hey, have you heard?"

"What?"

The two little girls next to them held thermos cups and whispered behind the tea truck. Ai Xin didn't like to listen to gossip, and was about to quickly move away, when he suddenly heard the name he was familiar with.

"Isn't it Tong Yu, I heard them say that he plays a big name!"

"Really, he didn't speak. ”

"So he plays a big name, and he even ignores the agent when he talks to him, I heard that the meal he ordered yesterday was thrown away without eating!"

"Isn't it, isn't it?"

"Yes, and it seems that several of their supporting roles still have contradictions in private, I saw Tong Yu roll his eyes at Li Shengting!"

"They shouldn't have anything to do with each other, why are they so bad?"

"Therefore, relying on the fact that I am a senior to play a big name, I think that newcomers should hug their thighs, and I don't look at what coffee position I have, I still regard myself as a traffic student when I am eighteen-tier!"

Ai Xin lowered his head and listened silently, but there was no anger in his heart. This is a rumor like a fool, I'm afraid only a fool will believe it. But...... She wondered who the rumor was coming from.

"Hey, are you really telling you what you're saying?"

Ai Xin leaned over and took the initiative to talk to the two girls. She is glad that she wore a mask and a hat today, and she was able to hide her identity.

The girl who listened to the gossip was about to speak, but the girl who took the initiative to spread the gossip seemed to be very alert, looked at Ai Xin and asked, "Which department are you, I don't seem to have seen you before." ”

"I'm still a student, I ran with the life producer, and I have been running hotels and venues outside for the past few days, and I only followed up to run the scene today. Ai Xin responded without changing his face, but prayed in his heart that these two girls would never be in the production department. However, seeing that they still have the heart to put on makeup, it is estimated that they will not be from the director team and the production team, even if they are, Ai Xin has a way to get over again.

"Oh, I mean, look at your face. The girl instantly relaxed her vigilance, nodded as if she suddenly realized, and immediately lowered her voice again, "I listened to what they said about makeup, saying that Tong Yu even likes to ignore his agent!"

"Ouch, no wonder!" Ai Xin pretended to be surprised, "I see that he sleeps when he is fine, just so that he doesn't talk to us." ”

"Yes, I really think of myself as a wrist, and no one cares. ”

"Tsk, I said I wanted to get an autograph when it was over. Ai Xin nodded, her face showing disappointment.

"I said you, what do you want him for, it's not popular, you might as well want Li Shengting and Wang Hanyu to do it, maybe you can sell it for some money in the future. ”

"It makes sense, it makes sense. Ai Xin nodded vigorously at her words, with a look of adoration, "Then according to you, which big name in our show has the smallest shelf?"

Ai Xin's flattery was obviously very useful to the girl, she showed a smug look on her face, and looked at Ai Xin with some pride: "I'll tell you, I don't know if the shelf is small, the biggest shelf is definitely the heroine, Lan Lan." She didn't make her idol drama debut, a remake of that, she doesn't look very good, and her speech is ugly! When she was resting, she was late with water or something, so she looked at you impatiently, and she didn't show mercy at all!"

"That's right. That Lan Lan Ai Xin has some impressions, I watched the variety shows she participated in when I was looking for information for variety shows before, and nothing else is left to rest for the time being, excluding the factors of the script, her EQ is indeed quite low.

"Hey, it's going to turn on over there?" The girl looked not far away, and sure enough, Tong Yu stood up from the recliner and walked slowly to the front of the camera, "I won't tell you, I'll go over!

Ai Xin smiled perfunctorily, but she didn't expect this girl to talk to her quite energetically. However, she probably won't appear on the set after today.

She glanced at it from a distance, Li Man didn't seem to be on the set, and Tong Yu's resting place was only guarded by Ah Wei. Ai Xin and Ah Wei are not familiar with each other, and it is not easy to run over to say hello at this time, she glanced in the other direction again, and Li Shengting could never go there. After thinking about it again, she still decided to find a hidden corner to stay in first, and wait for Tong Yu's scene to end before appearing.

Li Shengting leaned on the back of the chair, lying comfortably on the recliner, and was about to put on sunglasses to rest for a while, when the sunlight in front of him was suddenly blocked. When he opened his eyes, it was a skinny little girl.

"Let's talk?" Lan Lan smiled at him with her hands behind her back and bent over, but with a bit of girlish playfulness.

"What are you talking about?" Li Shengting looked at her expressionlessly.

"It's nothing, just chat. ”

Lan Lan seemed to be very thick-skinned, and automatically ignored Li Shengting's face and sat down next to him by herself.

"I can't see it, you still have the experience of falling out of love. ”

"......" Li Shengting didn't want to discuss his past emotional experience with this person at all, so he closed his mouth tightly and pretended to be asleep.

"It's normal, many people think that we are stars, good-looking and rich, falling in love with us is a dream come true, how can we be dumped. Lan Lan laughed a little self-deprecatingly, and didn't care whether Li Shengting heard it or not, and said it all at once.

"You ......" Li Shengting took off his sunglasses, turned his head and looked at Lan Lan seriously, "You don't really think you look good, do you?"

"Haha......" Lan Lan grinned, not at all reserved as a female star, "I'm nothing among stars, but if I put it in our university...... Alas, I'm nothing. ”

"It's nothing, at least now you're the number one. Li Shengting replied lukewarmly, which could be regarded as comforting her.

"That's now, you also know how much those people on the Internet hack me, saying that I have no looks, no acting skills, no emotional intelligence, and if I am not worthy, I will be punished by God or something. ”

"I don't know. ”

Li Shengting closed his eyes, and he had already begun to get impatient with Lan Lan's noise. He never pays too much attention to people who are not good-looking, and he doesn't even have the desire to click on Lan Lan's previous news, let alone watch her works.

"Hey, I mean, you should have been in school when you fell out of love. Like you who do idols, it's impossible to fall in love, and illegitimate meals can kill you. ”

Li Shengting sighed, finally sat up straight from his chair, and looked at Lan Lan helplessly.

"I said, Miss, there are so many people idle, why do you have to talk to me?"

"Because you are handsome!" Lan Lan looked at him seriously and replied without hesitation, "The other actors are too old, Wang Hanyu from your draft looks too rigid and has no good feelings, Li Yang is too feminine, and finally a handsome Feifei is still a gay!"

"......" Li Shengting was taken aback by her bold words, and he was a little speechless for a while. Even if there is no one next to them, they can't be so direct. However, Lan Lan's words were very useful to him.

"I know I'm handsome. Li Shengting raised his eyebrows and looked at her with an expression of "I can hear this kind of words every day".

"So, you must have been very popular when you were in school, why were you dumped!" Lan Lan asked puzzledly, and suddenly looked at him with wide eyes as if she thought of something, "It won't be like in the movie, because you are going to be popular, she chose to sacrifice herself and break up painfully in order to fulfill you?!"

"Where did you get so many girlish feelings in one day?" Li Shengting rolled his eyes and looked at her speechlessly.

"What the hell is that for...... Lan Lan pursed her lips and looked at the ground in disappointment.

At this moment, Li Shengting suddenly felt that he saw that person, who was also thin and small, disappointed, but he was never disappointed in himself......

"There's no particular reason. Li Shengting shrugged his shoulders and squeezed out a sentence from his throat, "It's just that she never liked me." ”

"Huh??" Lan Lan looked up at him in surprise, "Then why is she still with you?

Li Shengting suddenly wanted to laugh, he knew why the outside world was brainless about Lan Lan. This kid is not low in emotional intelligence at all, but he entered the industry too early, and he doesn't know how to be sophisticated at all, so he just says whatever he thinks. Although there is no malice in his heart, these words are more or less too direct, so he should have offended many people. However, he really hoped that Lan Lan's rampage could be kept for a few more years, and he wouldn't be enveloped by the black miasma of this circle too quickly.

"You didn't play a game when you were a kid, it was in the winter, and everyone was huddled together and squeezed desperately into the middle, so it was very warm. ”

"Hmm...... Haven't played it. "Although Lan Lan is also a southerner, she is a girl after all, and she has never participated in this kind of game that only boys play," I have seen my classmates play, seven or eight people leaning against the wall, squeezing there all the time, shouting in their mouths, I don't know what is fun. ”

"But don't you think it's intimate?"

"This ...... It seems to be. Lan Lan nodded, she didn't have many friends since she was a child, and other children would never call her when they played games. She never knew if she had low EQ because she had no friends, or if she had no friends because she had low EQ.

"We were ...... That's also true. Li Shengting sighed softly, and his voice was so small that only he could hear it, "It's just that the two of them feel cold, leaning together and warming each other." When one person is warm enough, or finds that this method can only warm up for a while, they will leave the other person. ”

"Oh. Lan Lan nodded as if she didn't understand, looked at Li Shengting's eyes, thought for a while, and then opened her mouth again, "It's cruel." ”

There was a "bang" in Li Shengting's heart, as if his heart had been hit by a hammer, and it was a little difficult to breathe for a while. For so many years, he had been thinking about this adjective, and felt that it was inappropriate to use any words to describe Ai Xin's behavior towards him. But now, at last, he heard the most accurate word: cruelty.

That's right, he just thinks Ai Xin is too cruel to him. No matter what the result is, at the beginning of this relationship, he invested in sincerity, but he never got the result of Ai Xin's sincerity. The little tricks he used later were just to win Ai Xin's attention in this love, and wanted her to pay attention to herself, even if she was angry, he hoped that Ai Xin could take the initiative to contact him. If she's angry at her actions, she'll at least prove that she cares about herself.

It's a pity that he has been tolerated by Ai Xin in a way that has nothing to do with love. As the only party involved, he can not only put himself in Ai Xin's shoes and feel that he doesn't love him at all, but most importantly, Ai Xin seems to feel guilty about him, feeling guilty that she can't love him when she is with her, so she has to give him other ways to compensate.

It was this guilt that really angered Li Shengting. Although he doesn't have a million net worth and doesn't have any extraordinary ability, he is also the only existence in this world, and he is also a baby who is afraid of falling in his parents' hands and holding it in his mouth for fear of melting.

He wanted to ask her more than once, why are you with me if you don't love me, but he didn't dare to ask, he was afraid that if he pierced the window paper, the last illusion between the two would disappear. He was afraid that after he really asked, Ai Xin would not give him any answer, but would only answer him: "Do you want to break up?" Okay, then break up. ”

In this way, he has been lying to everyone and himself, carefully maintaining his relationship with Ai Xin as if walking on thin ice, looking forward to the day when he can melt her glacier and see the fiery heart under her indifferent exterior. But all of this ended on the day he happened to Ai Xin's house.

He always remembered that from the place where he entered the door, it was a portrait of Tong Yu. It was an oil painting, Li Shengting had quietly touched it with his hand when Ai Xin was not paying attention, and the brushstrokes must have been painted by Ai Xin himself.

Walking in, there was a huge poster of Tong Yu hanging in the living room, on the TV wall, and Ai Xin's own photo was a small one, crookedly put aside, and it didn't seem to be favored by the owner at all.

He had forgotten many of the next details, but he only remembered that Tong Yu's face was everywhere, the posters, portraits on the wall, the crystal photo frames on the table, and dozens of small photos on the grid wall were put together...... Only then did he understand that Ai Xin was not without enthusiasm, but that he had given all his enthusiasm to another person, and there was nothing left for him.

He didn't remember how he went back that day, Ai Xin didn't take the initiative to break up, but this seemed to be unintentional but intentional, so that he saw his fanaticism for Tong Yu, and had already announced his attitude to him - even if it was chasing stars, Ai Xin would rather spend time and feelings with a man he had never met, and chose to ignore the man next to him who loved her alive.

Although these things have passed for a long time, Li Shengting still feels a faint pain in his heart when he recalls it, and it is more about the shame and self-esteem of being a man. It was at that time that he solemnly swore in his heart that he must enter the entertainment industry and be more popular, popular, and bigger than the man Ai Xin likes.

He didn't want to take back Ai Xin, but he was just troubled by his self-esteem, hoping that when he met Ai Xin on some occasion in the future, he could stand in front of her proudly, raise his eyebrows and say to her, look, did you choose the wrong person in the first place.

Just thinking about it, Li Shengting suddenly saw a girl in black standing in a corner in the distance, her body shape and hairstyle were exactly the same as Ai Xin's, but she couldn't see her face clearly while wearing a hat and a mask. It wasn't until the girl took out her mobile phone that Li Shengting laughed when she saw her phone case, who is this person, not Ai Xin?

"Hey, where are you going?"

Looking at Li Shengting, who suddenly stood up, Lan Lan was stunned for a moment, and then shouted at him.

"To meet an old friend. ”

Li Shengting answered without looking back, then put his hands in his pockets and walked towards the corner.

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