Chapter 100: Ghosts
Someday it will come and go, I know you don't believe it, in fact, I didn't believe it a few months ago.
I took a sip of wine helplessly, and I had to say it, and I didn't believe it, this person was really strange.
"It's not that I don't believe it, I just feel like I've finally seen the truth. Those scientists spend their days declaring that there are no ghosts in this world. Haha, I've always believed that there must be these ghosts in this world since I was a child, and I always wonder where the dead people went. There is also the fact that Chinese has been talking about the existence of demons for thousands of years. Tell me about it, I'm interested. ”
His reaction was the opposite of what I had suspected, and the strong sense of like-mindedness was stronger, and there was even a feeling that I was talking to myself, as if he could see through my heart and say what I wanted to hear the most.
In the distance, the sky was as white as a fish's maw, and there was a light on the horizon, and the sun was about to rise. I fell asleep in a daze, and in the soft wind I heard a muffled voice in my ear: "It's interesting to talk to you, we'll have a drink next time we have time." ”
The pajamas were like a flood water, and I closed my eyes and didn't want to open them again, as if I waved my hand and said goodbye, and fell asleep completely.
I slept deeply, and the effects of alcohol, the tiredness of people, and the pleasant chatting all night made it rare for me to get a good night's sleep.
At four o'clock in the afternoon, he looked at the man in front of him and was still yawning, and said, "You mean, you met a strange man on the road, and then slipped into the winery with him, and found that he had a lot of ideas that coincided with you, so you drank happily all night, and finally you fell asleep on the roof of someone's winery." Really?"
The fat man's face was full of incredulity, and I shrugged helplessly and said, "Pretty much, that's what it means." I'm still a little sleepy, and I guess I'll have to catch up on sleep in a while. ”
I yawned, but the fat man smiled bitterly and said, "Are you sure you didn't have an evil last night?"
"No, don't worry, I'll sleep for a while, by the way, is Luo Qiong back? I'll ask him to do something for me." ”
I asked before I walked into the room.
"He hasn't come back yet, you can sleep for a while, and when he comes back, I'll tell you." ”
I nodded, and walked into the room with my feet up.
When I woke up from my second sleep near night, when I came out of the room, I raised my eyes and saw Luo Qiong sitting in the living room, and then I heard a childish voice say, "Donor." ”
Looking down, the bald head was wearing gray monk's robes, and the little monk Huizhi was standing in front of me, looking at me with a smile on his face.
This is what I asked Luo Qiong to do, after the big black mountain came back, we were not stable ourselves, so we didn't bring Huizhi back, and we always kept it at the house of a friend whom the old man knew. Now that we have some money on hand, we feel we can take care of this little one, so we take it home. In fact, Luo Qiong and I felt a little embarrassed when we lived in the fat man's house, and I always felt that adding another child was making trouble for the old man. But what he didn't expect was that the old man was overjoyed when he heard that a child was coming.
Afterwards, I analyzed it, and the fat man was still young and had no intention of starting a family. The elderly like children, and it is estimated that it will take several years for the fat man to bring a son home, so Huizhi entered the house just to fulfill the old man's thoughts.
"Are you here, have you eaten?"
I asked.
"Brother Shan, we haven't eaten yet, we will have dinner together in a while, and the old man is tinkering with the leek box. That one smells good!"
Luo Qiong said with a smile.
"I can't, go home and get something. You go back to Mr. Xu's house as soon as possible after eating, we are not safe here, don't make trouble for the old man. ”
After washing my face and saying a few words, I went out.
The main thing left at home was some sundries, as well as a few changes of clothes, but I didn't think about it, but I saw the BMW sedan again when I walked to the intersection. I chuckled in my heart, knowing that they were here again.
Pushing open the door, I saw her and the lawyer Jiang sitting in the living room. My father heard me open the door and looked up at me, but said nothing. The mother, on the other hand, was a little excited, stood up and smiled and said, "Xiaoshan is back." ”
"What are you doing here?"
I walked into the room and put down my bag, but I wasn't half excited or happy, I didn't welcome their presence in my heart, and I couldn't even hide my emotions like I did last time.
"We're here to talk to your father about you. ”
Lawyer Jiang interjected.
"What are you talking about? I made it very clear last time, I won't go to Hong Kong with you, my home is here, that's all. Please leave, right now!"
It was a strange feeling that there was some excitement and a loud voice, obviously there was no strong conflict, but it was as if they had been coercing his father to do what he didn't want to do.
"Xiaoshan, don't get excited, we have no malice at all. Just to give some advice to your father, after all, we also have to think about things from the perspective of what is good for you. ”
Lawyer Jiang hurriedly opened his mouth to explain, I was about to speak, but my father waved his hand and said, "I understand what you mean, let me talk to Xiaoshan, you wait in the car, and I will give you an answer in five minutes." ”
When the two of them walked out, I turned around and asked, "Dad, what's there to talk about? I'm not going to Hong Kong." ”
"Shan'er, you have also grown up, and there are some things you have to think about for yourself. ”
Hearing my father's words, I was slightly stunned.
"Dad, you ......"
"Shan'er, I know you have a stubborn temper, and your father can't help you with many things since you were a child, but this time I hope you can listen to your father and follow your mother to Hong Kong. I also came from your age, I know what it means to be young and vigorous, and I also know what it means to regret it. With the reform and opening up, our society is progressing, and there will be fewer and fewer people who can eat big pot rice in the future. What will we rely on to live in the future? Rely on academic qualifications, skills, and relationships. You talk about you, a diploma from high school, not to mention craftsmanship, and it doesn't necessarily take you to fix a light bulb. Your dad and I don't have much ability, and I have very little relationship. In the future, if I die, how will you live? Really mess around with the fat man, and you can save money to marry a wife and have a baby?"
My father was always a very deep man, he was not very educated, but he was a very upright person. In fact, in my memory, my father had never said so much to me, and this was the first time, but it stunned me.
"Dad, I'm rich, I can make a lot of money with the fat man, you don't have to worry about me, I can live. ”
I said hurriedly.
I don't want you to live the same life as me, and I don't want you to be abandoned by your wife in the future because you don't have the ability. Son, listen to Dad, let's go to Hong Kong with your mother. If you go to Hong Kong, it doesn't mean that you can't come back, and when Hong Kong officially returns to Hong Kong in the future, you can bring your daughter-in-law and my grandson back to see me. ...... out of the way"
He kept his head down when he said this, and I couldn't see his face clearly, but I felt that the mountain that used to be tall in my heart was slowly getting smaller. Maybe the wind and frost of this world can't weigh on a man's back, but the quicksand of feelings can drown him.
I was silent for a long time, and after a long time, I said, "I haven't listened to you since I was a child, and this time is the same, but I respect you, and I will consider your words." I'll talk to my mother about this, and don't worry, I won't be left to live. By the way, recently I took a group with the fat man, I want to go out for a while, you take care of yourself at home, if the joint hurts, go to the master in front of you to prick the needle, I will come back to see you in a month. ”
I simply packed up my salute and went out of the door, walked to the side of the BMW and knocked on the glass window, my mother rolled down the window, she opened her mouth and wanted to say something, but I waved my hand and said: "Don't say those polite words, this time you go back to Hong Kong first, if I can't get along in the future, I'll come to you." You don't use it here in Shanghai, I'm often not at home, and I don't listen to my dad. ”
After saying that, I turned around and left, but I heard my mother shouting at me from behind, "Then how long should I wait?"
"I don't know, but one day I'll go to see you in Hong Kong. ”
Didn't look back because I didn't want to look back......"