Chapter 297: Pleasing Yourself?
Lin Xinuan could see the uncontrollable madness in Yan Xiao's eyes, and in the face of such Yan Xiao, Lin Xinuan clenched his fists tightly: "Yan Xiao, can you calm down first?"
"Calm down, why should I be calm, Lin Xinuan I know that you are not small, but I should also let you see my ability. The man's voice was hoarse and cold as a blade, and he looked at Lin Xinuan with a gloomy face, as if he wanted to chew her one bite at a time.
As long as he thought of the possibility behind Lin Xinuan's "tiredness", he had no way to think rationally.
He longed to eat her in one bite, to make her one with his flesh and blood, and to turn to ashes that could not be separated.
The self-control he had always been proud of was vulnerable in front of her, and she was good, but she was quite good at using this power to make him bruised all over his body.
"Yan Xiao. Lin Xinuan shifted her gaze, looking at Yan Xiao's paranoid eyes, Lin Xinuan's mind kept appearing with what Yan Yan had told her before.
Lin Xinuan closed her eyes, took a deep breath, pushed Yan Xiao away and said, "Yan Xiao, there may indeed be a lot of things to talk about between us, but it's not today, it's not now, now I want to rest." β
"Okay, then I'll see how an illegitimate son of the Yan family can protect you. Yan Xiao took out his mobile phone angrily and dialed He Yi's number.
"He Yi, find a way to buy Xingyi with all your might, and I must see all the information about Yan Yan within a week, and find out his bottom at all costs!"
"Yes. He Yi hadn't heard Yan Xiao's tone so angry that he lost his mind for a long time, and he didn't know where his boss had been stimulated by after going out for a long time.
"Yan Xiao, are you sober, okay?" Lin Xinuan heard Yan Xiao say that he would find out the news about Yan Yan at all costs, although Yan Yan was prepared, but if he really had the heart to investigate, the fake was fake after all, and this could not withstand scrutiny.
A closer look will always reveal clues, which is easy to peel off the cocoon and learn some other things, so it will definitely be full of threats for the future cause of revenge.
Moreover, Yan Xiao's detailed investigation with such fanfare will also attract the attention of others, which is to push Yan Yan into a dangerous situation.
"What's the matter?Are you feeling distressed??," Yan Xiao noticed the worry and reluctance in Lin Xinuan's eyes, and the fire in his heart became even stronger, and he couldn't wait to rush out and kill Yan Yan now.
Yan Xiao grabbed Lin Xinuan's wrist and pushed it against the wall, and his scarlet eyes hid anger: "Lin Xinuan, have you never loved me, you were forced to do so in the past days, right?" Lin Xinuan, your heart is now full of pride, how interesting it is to play with a man like me in the palm of your hand, and spread it." β
"Yan Xiao!"
Lin Xinuan didn't know how to explain to him now, and he didn't know how to refute it.
"What's the matter, aren't you very clever and eloquent on weekdays, why can't you say anything at this time?" Yan Xiao pinched Lin Xinuan's wrist and tried harder and harder, but Lin Xinuan was in pain but endured it.
Yan Xiao looked at Lin Xinuan with such a look of being slaughtered, and the anger in her heart was even more unbearable, in a short period of time, Yan Yan was already important to this extent, and now she is unwilling to say a few more words to herself?
How can there be such a ruthless woman in this world.
"Yan Xiao, whether you believe it or not, I, Lin Xinuan, have only been one man from beginning to end, and there is no half-point relationship between me and Yan Yan. Lin Xinuan gasped and looked directly at Yan Xiao.
"Heh, there is no half-point love between men and women, so why are you lonely men and widows walking so close? Don't you pull out any ridiculous confidants or family affection for me, Lin Xinuan, do you think I Yan Xiao has two words written on my head that are easy to deceive? Do you think I will believe your nonsense?"
Yan Xiaocai didn't want to believe Lin Xinuan's nonsense, he preferred to believe what he saw and heard.
"You don't believe what I said, you only believe in yourself, so what do you want me to say?" Lin Xinuan asked rhetorically.
"Or how do you want me to prove it? Yan Xiao, don't forget, it was you who proposed the breakup to me. β
Lin Xinuan's plain and beautiful face showed a faint mockery.
"Isn't it because of you that I proposed to you to break up?" Yan Xiao's chest rose and fell violently, and his anger receded slightly.
"Yan Xiao, is that the solution to the problem? At that time, you, as my boyfriend, did not think of the best way to help me solve the problem, but took the opportunity to force me to make my relationship public, Yan Xiao, if we exchange angles, will you agree if you stand in my position?"
Lin Xinuan looked at Yan Xiao's eyes and asked.
Yan Xiao's pupils shrank and paused slightly for a second, Lin Xinuan took the opportunity to break his hand out of Yan Xiao's shackles and looked at him.
"Yan Xiao, you say that I am selfish and play with your feelings, but what about you? You have never wanted to treat me with an equal relationship, you have always wanted me to be your appendage, but Yan Xiao, I am a human being, a living person, I have my own preferences and friends, why do you want me to accommodate you unconditionally?"
These words have actually been hidden in Lin Xinuan's heart for a long time, and today can be regarded as a real opportunity to say them.
"Yes, you are young and promising, how many people in the entire Ningcheng City want to call you a master. But Yan Xiao, in a relationship, it's not because your identity and social status are higher than mine, I have to accommodate you and follow your preferences. My current resources have indeed borrowed your momentum, but Yan Xiao, I don't want to live in your shadow. β
"I accept what you do for me, but I'm also trying to do what I can for you, I think this is what two people need to pay for each other in their relationship, but if you really want to measure it by value, what I do is not as valuable as what you do, but Yan Xiao, think about it yourself, what is this in the relationship between two people?
"Isn't what two people need is mutual respect, mutual trust, and mutual dependence? Do you think you respect me enough? Yan Xiao, do you think the love in your mouth is love? Or is it possessive? Are you watching me and Yan Yan go out and question me now, is it because of your reluctance to give up our feelings, or are you unwilling?"
Yan Xiao's face turned blue because of the question thrown by Lin Xinuan, and he clenched his fist and punched the wall that was inches away from Lin Xinuan.
His eyes were scarlet, and his voice tensed and asked, "So that's how you see me?"
"Yan Xiao, you said what was in your heart, and I also said what was in my heart. Lin Xinuan's tone was very calm.
"Maybe we are not emotionally experienced and too naΓ―ve, and we are both loving each other and looking at each other in a self-righteous way. But self-righteous love is not real love, we are just using this love to please ourselves. β
"Heh, please yourself. Yan Xiao staggered back a few steps, looked at Lin Xinuan and said.
"You're saying I'm just trying to please myself?"
"You think you can protect me by making our relationship public, but do you think it's really protecting me? I already know the reason for this time, but what about you? Yan Xiao, I don't believe you don't know, so Yan Xiao, do you think this is really protecting me?"
Lin Xinuan didn't want to talk to Yan Xiao about all this, but now that she is still Lin Xinuan, the relationship and feelings between Yan Xiao and Lin Xinuan must also be sorted out.
Yan Xiao exhaled deeply and looked at Lin Xinuan.
She was eloquent, and every word that came out of her mouth felt like a cut in his heart.
"yes, that's good. His heart for her turned out to be so worthless in her eyes.
"Yan Xiao, let's all calm down, I'm really tired today, I don't want to quarrel with you anymore, I'll go to rest first, this is your house, you can do it yourself, I will move out in a few days." β
Lin Xinuan took a few steps forward and then turned to Yan Xiao and said.
Yan Xiao stretched out his hand and grabbed Lin Xinuan and asked, "...... between us?" Is it impossible?"
"I don't know, even if it were possible, it wouldn't be the case now. Lin Xinuan said very seriously.
"Then you have a good rest. Yan Xiao looked at Lin Xinuan's back and said.
"Since I gave you the house, then you can continue to live there, you are used to living here, and it is safe here. Yan Xiao said this dryly.
"It's okay to get used to it, and I want to be more free than safe. After Lin Xinuan finished speaking, she entered the bedroom, threw her coat and lay on the bed.
She tapped her temples with her fingertips, her head was starting to get dizzy from so many things today, and she just wanted to take a hot shower and sleep comfortably.
Yan Xiao was standing in the corridor, and the dim scenery of the corridor hit his face, making his face more and more ugly.
Yan Xiao didn't know how long he had been standing there, and it wasn't until his feet started to feel a little numb because he had been standing still that Yan Xiao turned around and left the apartment.
Yan Xiao slowly went downstairs, thought about it in the garage and called Chu Mo.
"Yo, rare guest, why did Xiao Ye think of calling me?" The Chu family had just finished a family dinner, and the cold wind outside the house was carrying the ice and rain to hit the windows, Chu Mo planned to watch a movie and go to bed, but he didn't expect to receive a call from Yan Xiao.
"Come out and drink with me. Yan Xiao said to Chu Mo.
"Xiao Ye is really domineering, it's raining heavily and cold outside today, so I'm too lazy to go out. Chu Mo was very reluctant to go out.
But listening to Yan Xiao's tone, it didn't seem quite right, so he asked carefully: "Master Xiao, are you stimulated by something?"
"If you don't come out, forget it. Yan Xiao didn't want to talk nonsense with Chu Moduo.
"Okay, okay, I'll come out, uncle, you wait, but where to meet?" Chu Mo listened to Yan Xiao's not very good tone, and it was estimated that he was angry with Lin Xinuan again, yes, one is his female number two and the other is his gold owner's father, he also went out for the sake of "Looking for Immortals".
"You set a place. Yan Xiao said.
"Then Jinyuntai, it's close to my house. Chu Mo thought for a while and said.
"Then I'll see you in Jinyuntai. Chu Mo used his mobile phone to locate Jinyuntai and drove over.
When Yan Xiao arrived, Chu Mo was already waiting for him in the box.
"Xiao Ye, I still came out to drink with you in such a big storm, this is true love. Chu Mo crossed Erlang's legs and looked at Yan Xiao's poor mouth.
"True love, what is true love?" Yan Xiao asked, throwing his coat towards the sofa.
"Huh?" Chu Mo didn't figure out Yan Xiao's brain circuit, he was just a poor man just now, and Yan Xiao looked serious as if he wanted to have a profound philosophical discussion with Lin Xinuan.
Chu Mo immediately smiled and asked, "Xiao Ye didn't call me out today to discuss these philosophical questions, right?"
"As a director, you tell me what true love is. Yan Xiao took a glass of wine and looked at Chu Mo and said.
"Feelings, I'm here to answer your emotional questions, Xiao Ye, that's not the price. Chu Mo joked.
"I'll continue to cast in the next play. Yan Xiao glanced at Chu Mo and said.
"Gotcha. Chu Mo didn't care about Yan Xiao's true purpose of calling him out with Yan Xiao's words.
"What is true love, this question is a bit complicated if it is really discussed. Chu Mo pinched his chin and said.
"Then let me ask, do you know what love is?"
Yan Xiao thought about it seriously: "I don't know." β
"Okay. Chu Mo was not surprised by this answer, Yan Xiao has lived by Old Man Yan's side since he was a child, and the old man will not teach Yan Xiao what love is.
And love is something that may be different for everyone.
If Yan Xiao's madness towards Gu Yannuan is defined as love, then his love is fanatical and can sacrifice everything, just like a fire.
But not everyone can accept such a love, this kind of fiery love can make people feel warm, but at the same time, it can also make people feel suffocated that is difficult to breathe.
Yan Xiao must have called him out to talk about things with Lin Xinuan, so naturally he couldn't just talk about love from Yan Xiao's point of view, he suddenly became like this, presumably he went to Lin Xinuan again and said something.
"Loving this kind of thing, everyone has a different way, some people's love is a long stream of water, and some people's love is as hot as a flame. Chu Mo said.
"Everyone loves in their own way, but the other person does not necessarily accept this kind of love, so there will be quarrels and even breakups. β
"A person's present is made up of the past, and the way people behave is influenced by the events of the past. Love is such a thing, it is rare to find that kind of perfect person, most people need to rely on running-in, a very simple analogy, just like your team working together, it is better than not being able to cooperate perfectly for the first time, right? β
Chu Mo said a long sentence in a row, stopped and took a few sips of wine, and let Yan Xiao digest it first.
I really love this kind of thing, to be honest, it's really a luxury thing for people like them.
"Love, shouldn't it be to give the best thing to the other party?" Yan Xiao suddenly asked.
"Well, that's how it should be, but what you think is best must be what the other party thinks is the best?" Chu Mo asked Yan Xiao again.
Chu Mo raised his wine glass, and it emitted a colorful light in the dim light: "Just like the things in our glass, we think it's a good thing, but what about those who don't like wine? β
"How much does she drink, haven't you seen it?" Yan Xiao suddenly choked Chu Mo back with a sentence.
"I've seen it, I've seen it, I've seen it, of course I've seen it, but, but it's just an analogy. Chu Mo said with one hand on Yan Xiao's shoulder.
"Okay, then let me change the analogy, for example, women like to buy bags, but bags are good things for us men? β
"She doesn't like bags. Yan Xiao said again.
Chu Mo's movements paused, he was making an analogy with Yan Xiao, didn't he understand? He wasn't talking about something specific or something, he was just making an analogy with Yan Xiao.
"Well, what does she like?" asked Chu Mo.
"I like to play the piano, I like to ride horses, I like to eat crayfish, I like acting, I like freedom. "I just don't like him.
"That's very simple, you can give her whatever she likes. Chu Mo patted Yan Xiao's shoulder and continued.
"It's very important to fall in love. β
"I can't do that like that. Yan Xiao clenched his wine glass.
Especially to set her free, she was surrounded by so many men, how could he let her go free.
"Then you can't talk anymore. Chu Mo spread his hands and said.
"How can you talk like this? You can't give her what she likes and wants, then she may not want to give you what you like and what you want, so you can't get together. β
Chu Mo said directly to the point.
"You yourself know that Lin Xinuan is not an ordinary girl, and the tricks of ordinary girls don't work at all on her, since they can't give the other party what they want, it's better to let go as soon as possible. β
"I'm not going to let go. Yan Xiao's tone was firm.
"Then you have to control yourself and balance yourself. Although, I haven't met any true love from you, but I've guided, men and women really want to be together, either one party unconditionally tolerates the other, this is very difficult, you definitely can't do it, and Xiao Nuan's girl definitely can't do it. And the other is to give in to each other and accommodate each other. "Although Chu Mo has no experience in true love, there are a lot of these things in the movie.
"If you are not willing to give in, and you are in a stalemate, no one will be happy in the end. β
"So what do you think I should do?" Yan Xiao asked after being silent for a while.
"Well, I don't know about this, you have to think about what to do. Coaxing a person to be happy is nothing more than doing what he likes, and after doing what he likes, everything will be easy to do when he is happy. There are some things, you just think about it, you think about it, if this thing is put on you, it's you, what you will think. β
Chu Mo felt that he had already imparted all the theoretical knowledge to Yan Xiao, but if Yan Xiao couldn't comprehend it, he couldn't help it, after all, he didn't have this experience.
Just watching Yan Xiao toss like this for a true love, I can't help but sigh.
I don't see how good this true love is, but it's true that it can change people.
"If you still want to get back together with her, then go and chase people back, what I'm talking about, you use your true feelings to impress her, instead of running to her and look like you have to get back together with me. β
"Are you sure you're making an idea for me?" Yan Xiao asked with a tilted head at Chu Mo.
"Of course I'm sure, you may think that I seem to be talking from Lin Xinuan's point of view, but women are not like this, don't they just have to coax, what can they do if they don't coax? Oh, or there is a way to make her worship you very much. β
"Worship?"
"Yes, if a woman admires a man very much, just like those fans chasing stars, she is willing to do any crazy move, but ......" This kind of thing, if it is an individual woman, it will definitely be easy to worship Yan Xiao, but Lin Xinuan is different.
I didn't see who she worshipped.
This kind of side proves that she is a very proud person in her bones.
"Anyway, my opinions and suggestions have been put forward, and how to implement it is your own business. Chu Mo said.
"It's definitely difficult, but it's about how you control it, and it's very important. β
Yan Xiao responded.
"Okay, since you asked me to come out for a drink, and I've already figured out the solution to the matter, then it's time to drink. Chu Mo asked.
Yan Xiao didn't reply, and raised the wine glass in his hand.
It didn't take long for Yan Xiao to be drunk, and Chu Mo was still sober, so he took a video of Yan Xiao with his mobile phone and sent it to Lin Xinuan.
After waiting for a long time, Lin Xinuan didn't reply to the message, and it was estimated that he had already fallen asleep, so Chu Mo had no choice but to call He Yi and ask him to take their boss back.
After making the call, Chu Mo still felt a little disgusted with Yan Xiao in his heart, Yan Xiao was not as good as his woman to drink.
But then again, if Lin Xinuan was not Yan Xiao's woman, maybe he really planned to chase after him, after all, this is an interesting soul.
It's a pity that Yan Xiao rarely fell in love with another person, so he didn't get involved.
*
On the second day, Yan Xiao woke up, with a headache and a burning pain in his stomach, Yan Xiao leaned on the head of the bed and rang the bell.
"Master, you're awake. Aunt Zhang handed over a glass of warm honey water to Yan Xiao.
"Well, when is it now, when did I come back last night?" Yan Xiao didn't have any impression of this.
"It's almost eleven o'clock now, and Mr. He sent the young master back at about twelve o'clock last night, and the young master drank so much that he definitely doesn't have any memory. Aunt Zhang said.
"I prepared porridge for the young master, why don't you get up and drink something. Aunt Zhang looked at Yan Xiao holding her stomach and asked, "Young master, are you okay, I'll call you and call a doctor." β
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