What are feelings?

We like an instrument, but we don't stick to it to the point of professionalism, and we are reluctant to give up, so it becomes a feeling. When we miss our hometown and have to leave it, it becomes a feeling. We like someone, but we can't fully embrace it, so it also becomes a feeling.

I can't hold it but can't put it down, the door that is hidden, the tiptoe that is up, the grapes that I can't reach, and the plum that has not quenched my thirst, have all become a feeling.

There are no heroes and dreams in a tired life, so people need a sustenance.

In the past, Zhao Fusheng occasionally saw the bejeweled Fan Baobao on TV, and he would also remember how naïve the two of them were when they were children, but it doesn't mean that he would want such a fiancée.

It's like everyone thinks Jun Ji-hyun's savage girlfriend is very beautiful, but who likes their girlfriend to die when she has something to do, and slap herself by the way?

But if Zhao Fusheng's ears didn't hear it wrong just now, it seemed that maybe it seemed probable, my mother and Aunt Li Yuan actually got engaged to Fan Baobao!

It's a sad story.

What's even sadder is that Zhao's father, who was the only one who could stop this, thought for ten seconds after listening to Zhao's mother's words, and actually hummed and nodded: "This is also a way." ”

At that moment, Zhao Fusheng had a gloomy idea about his life.

He even wished it was a dream, a dream that would wake up quickly.

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Holding the same thought, there is another person on the sofa opposite the door of the Zhao family at this moment.

The girl is in her early twenties, with an obvious lying silkworm under her eyes, according to the folk saying called coquettish meat, but she does not have a delicate and sweet face, and the face without powder is green and spiritual, which looks very comfortable.

But at this moment, her eyes were red, and she looked at her tearful mother in front of her: "Mom, you and my dad, divorce." ”

Li Yuan was stunned for a moment, raised her head and looked at her daughter, she never thought that her eldest daughter would say this.

Fan Baobao showed a bitter smile: "My dad is like this, it doesn't make sense for you to continue to live with him." ”

She is telling the truth, since his father was laid off, he seems to have changed as a person, drunk, gambling, and the family's valuable money was almost sold out by him, and this time it became even worse, and he almost lost himself.

"By the way, how much money did my dad lose this time?" asked Fan Baobao with a frown.

She got the news at the end of the day and rushed back from school, and when she got home, the messy house had already been cleaned up and her sister was asleep.

"Fifty thousand. Li Yuan replied with a wry smile.

"So much!"

Fan Baobao gasped, she never thought that her father would lose so much at one time. No wonder he had to run away on a train overnight.

It is said that a penny is difficult for a hero, although money is not omnipotent, but without money, it must be absolutely impossible. For a working family, 50,000 yuan is undoubtedly a huge amount of money, and Fan Baobao knows very well that even if he becomes an actor now, he will not be able to earn so much money.

The reason is very simple, a fledgling little girl, at most, can play a maid and the like, and the salary is 35,000 is not bad.

Fifty thousand yuan, hehe, unless you choose to sell yourself.

Even then, you may not be able to get that much money.

If the people of the early nineties still retain the last trace of innocence, then the people after the ten years gradually began to become vulgar, this is the best of times, but also the worst of times.

People realize the importance of material money, and gradually understand that fate is always the best choice to hold in their own hands.

Fan Baobao also understands this, and says that the children of the poor are in charge early, plus she is studying in a film school, and she is exposed to more things in this area, so she naturally understands that in this year, it is really difficult to move an inch without money.

Just when Fan Baobao was at a loss, Li Yuan whispered: "That, the child who was born, said that he would pay back the money for our family." ”

"Huh?"

Fan Baobao was stunned, and then his face was full of surprise: "Zhao Fusheng?"

Then she had a ridiculous expression on her face: "How is it possible, where did he get the money." ”

Li Yuan told the whole story, and finally glanced at her eldest daughter cautiously, and said: "Your Aunt Zhao said, since Fusheng said that she would help you pay back the money, then she and your Uncle Zhao both agreed, anyway, they are not outsiders." ”

"What do you want him to help me pay it back, and it's not that I owe it, I ......" Fan Baobao snorted angrily, and was about to say something, when suddenly his face changed slightly, and his voice trembled slightly: "Mom, you won't agree to Zhao Fusheng's bastard any conditions, right?"

Come to think of it, there's only one possibility.

If it weren't for his mother who agreed to Zhao Fusheng's conditions, how could he be kind enough to help him repay the 50,000 yuan.

It's not fifty, five hundred, it's a full fifty thousand!

"What's that, your Uncle Zhao and his wife have always liked you very much, the child doesn't say anything, and he has always taken care of you, I'm not in good health, your dad doesn't know where to go, your sister is still young, I thought, if one day I'm gone, you and Beibei will also have someone to take care of." As Li Yuan spoke, tears flowed down.

Her health has been not good, since she gave birth to Fan Beibei, she has always taken injections and medicines in the past two years, and she didn't even dare to go to the hospital for examination, because she was afraid that she would have to spend money to see a doctor if she was sick.

Marriage is the most immediate makeup remover, taking off the last remaining disguise of countless men, once upon a time Li Yuan was also happy, but as her husband began to indulge in gambling, the word happiness began to leave her.

Fan Baobao's eyes were already red, tears flowed down her cheeks, although she felt ridiculous, but she knew that what her mother said was the truth, and she had always been well protected by her mother, but she knew that her family had already been hollowed out by her father, and even the tuition fees for her school were borrowed by her mother.

Where there is a quiet time, but someone is carrying the weight for us.

As a sensible daughter, Fan Baobao knows that she can't make her mother sad anymore, mourning is better than dying, a husband ruined the first half of her life, if she is not sensible, then she may really not be able to live.

"Mom, I'll just say yes. Fan Baobao nodded to her mother as if she was a martyr bravely and righteously, in her opinion, for the sake of her mother, even if her life was ruined in the hands of Zhao Fusheng, a bastard, she would admit it.

As everyone knows, Zhao Fusheng's current mood is not much better than her.

was inexplicably arranged by his parents to have a fiancée, but Zhao Fusheng had no way to refute it, because he himself took the huge debt of 50,000 yuan for the Fan family.

The truth cannot be described, and all the bitter fruits can only be broken and swallowed.

Fortunately, Zhao Fusheng thought of one thing wisely, and looked at his parents tentatively: "Dad, Mom." We don't seem to have that much savings, do we?"

The Zhao family is only a working family, and it is already quite difficult to provide for a college student, where to go to pay 50,000 yuan.

Just when he thought he had a plan, Zhao's father calmly glanced at his son and said calmly: "The factory plans to buy out my seniority, which is exactly 50,000 yuan." Originally, I didn't plan to agree, but since it's for you and the baby, I'll just go back and agree. ”

Zhao Fusheng's eyes darkened, and he felt that his whole person was not good.

But he also understands that his parents are doing it for their own good.

I don't know when I started to communicate less and less with my parents, when I left home, my parents shed tears, and when I got home, I suddenly found that my parents were old, and the wrinkles on their faces were getting more and more, like burning a candle that illuminated themselves, until one day, one of the two, left. Immediately after that, the other one also left.

The love is separated by mountains and seas, and the mountains and seas cannot be flattened.

Standing up and hugging his father gently, Zhao Fusheng said softly: "Dad, I listen to you." ”

Once again, Zhao Fusheng can not care about where he is now, but he can't care less about the pair of men and women in front of him.

"Silly boy, you and the baby are still young, deal with it first, and wait a few years to do a happy event for you. Dad Zhao patted his son on the shoulder, and before he knew it, the little guy who was screaming behind his butt was now taller than himself.

Zhao Fusheng's face was flushed, but he couldn't explain it, so he had to snort.

Such a move, in the eyes of parents, is naturally a manifestation of the son's shyness.

"Let's cook, I happen to be at home, call Li Yuan and baby Beibei over at night, let's have a good meal as a family." As the head of the family, Zhao's father gave instructions.

"Okay, stew the old hen that our dad brought us last time. Zhao's mother agreed.

"Cheng, I'll go buy a fish. ”

Seeing his parents Zhang Luo dinner, Zhao Fusheng sighed helplessly, just let them be happy, go back and find a chance to talk with Fan Baobao, you can't really marry that crazy woman.

Also, about his father's buyout of seniority, Zhao Fusheng vaguely remembers that there seems to be another thing happening.