If only as first seen (forty-one) warm
The woman and the young girl in the room confronted each other like this, neither of them wanted to open their mouths first to break the current deadlock, but neither of them seemed to be waiting for the other to speak, the woman's eyes were a little confused and sluggish, and the loss and resentment on the girl's face were all expressing a mockery of the absurdity of this life.
The man downstairs was also smoking cigarette after cigarette at this time, and the huge room was already full of faint smoke at this time, and the expression on his face was no better at this time, and after a while of silence, he finally got up, closed the door, and left the house.
After the mother and daughter upstairs heard the sound of slamming the door, they looked at each other together, the woman's eyes were full of coldness, and the girl's eyes were full of numbness.
This fall seems to have completely shattered something, leaving no piece of armor behind, and falling bloody, but life is like this, always like to take blood on the tip of people's hearts, and always remind everyone sitting in this way - what it is like to be alive.
"Mom, such a person, have you decided to be with him?" Qingqing said a little like an outsider, looking at the well-maintained woman who did not show her age.
At first glance, such a woman is the type of pampered and unsuffered, and a pair of hands with ten fingers that do not touch the spring water do not look like the hands of a woman in her 40s.
Such a woman is actually very tasteful when you look closely, according to normal speaking, such a family should be very happy, but God is unsatisfactory, the more things that seem normal, the more hidden dirty people do, of course, not everyone is like this, but there are such a part of people and things, it is indeed so.
The woman's face is now long gone, and the panic that appeared at the beginning has long been gone, and the coldness in her eyes is very natural and free, as if such a cold soul has been deeply engraved in her bones.
Luo Qingqing watched the expression on her mother's face change and change, in fact, she was very used to the appearance of her mother, although she was not common with her, it could not be denied that some of the stubbornness in her bones and the so-called acting talent came from the woman in front of her.
She thought that her mother would lose control of her emotions, because she had always seen the woman in front of her trying her best and pretending to be stupid to accompany her father, and follow her father everywhere to socialize, but inexplicably, she could feel that the intimacy between the two people seemed a little deliberate and contrived, so she didn't like to see the scene where they were together, the child's emotions were actually very sensitive, and her emotions were also very sensitive, so she could feel the most direct and essential things.
So every time she sees the adults who are arguing as soon as they see the children reconcile as before, she feels inexplicably disgusted, because children are the most sensitive and direct, and what is the relationship between parents and parents, in fact, they know better than anyone else.
So she was surprised, but she didn't feel much surprise when she thought about it, because she felt that her mother was so smart that she couldn't feel anything, and it was impossible for her to not feel anything when there was something unusual about the person next to her pillow, and her reaction today and her current state confirmed her previous conjecture.
Her mom knew that dad had women and a family outside.
At this time, the girl didn't know how to evaluate such a thing, but she felt that the discomfort caused by a burst of nausea and subversion of the three views turned out to be psychologically uncomfortable.
"You already knew. Qingqing said with great certainty, and there was no doubt in her tone.
The woman who heard this turned her eyes to look out the window, stared at the girl in front of her and said, "Yes, I already knew, what if I knew, what if I didn't know?"
The woman stood up and opened the thin translucent silk curtain in the bedroom and said: "Do you know that just such a curtain is enough for ordinary people's families to eat food for half a year, you look at the perspective and lighting in the floor-to-ceiling windows, do you know what it feels like?"
"This is the confusion and pleasure brought by money, do you know that this feeling is far more down-to-earth and direct than the so-called love and love? These things that you look down on are the biggest reason for your achievements, can you get the current conditions without money? Can you get the best education without money? Can you learn art from world-class masters without money?"
"You can't, you have to admit that the source of all your current superiority is brought to you by money that you despise, and it is precisely because of these that you have the confidence and qualification to stand here and speak to me in this tone. The woman looked at the girl who was still a little immature in front of her and said.
The girl's eyes at this time lost the sparkle of the past, a pair of beautiful eyes stared at her mother at this time, and the gloom and gloom in her eyes did appear for the first time in the girl's eyes.
It turned out that this was how her mother saw herself.
"Don't you want to ask me why I still choose to pretend to be deaf and dumb when I know it? Because I have been pampered in life, and over the years, your father has been really good to you, and he is indeed a good father in life, and has given you the best resources and conditions, which I can't give you as a mother, so when life forces me to this point, I have to make concessions. ”
"Once, I also had a very good time with your father, he loved me, at least, when we were together before, we were very happy, but there were some changes in the middle, hey, people, after all, I can't bear the temptation and can't stand the experience of time. The woman was sharpened at this time, but there was actually no nostalgia for the past between the lines, but when she mentioned this, it was like stating something that had nothing to do with herself.
When the girl heard this, her tears fell straight down, after all, she was still too young to have enough experience in life.
"It's the first time I've been a person, and it's the first time I've experienced this age, in the face of life, in fact, I don't have much more experience than you, but as far as my situation is concerned, what I can tell you is that girls must not only be financially independent, but also spiritually independent. ”
"So, Qingqing, don't question me about my life anymore, my life, in fact, that's it, no matter how much I can't change anything, I'm a complete failure, you, don't learn from me. ”
"Over the years, I thought that your father had a woman and a family outside, at least he wouldn't ignore our mother and daughter, but what I didn't expect was that over the years, he had also become a little unknown to me, in fact, if I think about it, these changes were also traceable when he was young, but at that time, we were still young and didn't think of these problems. ”
"So, one wrong step, one wrong step, one wrong step, life and destiny are just like that, I have given up. ”
The woman's face was still the same as before, and the corners of her mouth were even curved with some mockery.
She is not as angry as she seems, everything she did downstairs is just acting for Luo Ting, as for the so-called real estate certificate, she also knows about it, but she is not completely unprepared for this matter, as for how the next story goes, it still depends on what Luo Ting does.
The woman watched the girl still immersed in her emotions for a long time and couldn't get out, and her heart was full of distress, although she knew that her girl was going to grow up, but she also felt sorry for all the emotions and facts that her girl had to go through.
After all, she still went over and hugged the stunned girl and said, "Don't be afraid, Mom is here." ”
The girl in her arms is still a girl after all, and no matter how strong her mind is, it is just a forcible disguise, and she still can't help it, and she cries in her mother's arms like when she was a child.