Chapter 40: True Confession
Li Sheng came to Li Ling's place again and motioned for her to go outside to chat.
The breeze in the corridor was gusting, blowing the ends of Li Ling's hair messy.
"Are you alright?"
"Hmm. ”
"What do you and Jiang Zhiqing think, and what do you plan to do in the future?"
"Well, in fact, he and I have always been just classmates. As for what he thinks, you can wait for him to come out and ask him. ”
After tonight, when he saw himself and his mother who were so ridiculous and embarrassed, I am afraid that the previous filter had been shattered.
But it didn't even start, and it wasn't hard to let go.
"I think that the starting point of parents and teachers is for our good, and you don't blame them too much, from their point of view, many things should not be, but no one knows what is the most correct and deserved, especially feelings. I believe you can feel how Jiang Zhiqing treats you, anyway, you should do what you have the firmest idea in your heart. ”
Li Sheng didn't say anything more, Li Ling nodded, there was no expression on his face, and he couldn't see his emotions.
Li Ling wanted to walk around to clear his messy head, and after chatting with Li Sheng, he went downstairs alone, and the bell rang for the end of class, and the classrooms in the entire building instantly became noisy, and people ran out one after another.
Li Ling walked slowly, through the playground and past the canteen, where many students ordered sugar water and snacks to eat and chatter, and finally walked slowly along the river to the sports hall in the middle of nowhere, which had just begun to be built and lay quietly under the night, and the noise of the world gradually dissipated.
When everything was silent, Li Ling could clearly hear footsteps behind her, not far from her, and the person behind her took a step forward, and she accelerated the frequency, and the person also accelerated the frequency.
was suddenly called out of the classroom by Li Sheng, and he left in a hurry, except for his mobile phone, he didn't have any weapons that could be used to prevent and protect, and there were only a few trees around, and if he wanted to take a branch to hit someone, he had to jump up and break it.
Li Ling turned around vigilantly and quickly with the thought of seeing death as home, the light was too dim, and he could only vaguely see the outline of the other party's figure.
"Jiang Zhiqing?"
"Hmm. ”
Suddenly, a vibrating sound sounded, Jiang Zhiqing took out his mobile phone from his trouser pocket, and Li Ling embarrassedly pressed the phone he had just dialed with his hands behind his back.
"How do you know I'm here?"
"Why did you call me?"
Li Ling was embarrassed to say that just now, at the moment when he thought that he was a bad person behind him, he still thought of letting him save him for the first time.
"Have you been following me?"
"Well, I didn't feel at ease when I came out of the office and saw you coming downstairs. ”
"I'm fine, you go back first, I want to calm down alone. ”
Jiang Zhiqing didn't make a sound, and approached step by step.
Through the silver-white moonlight, Li Ling could finally see his face clearly, and he looked at her intently with a shallow smile.
Li Ling was puzzled, and couldn't guess the purpose of his actions at this moment, and wanted to ask him what he was laughing at, but he heard him say:
"Let's all eat together in the future. ”
It's still the gentle tone and affirmative sentence structure, which catches people off guard.
She understood, it was his real confession.
I once asked myself, if you came because of my superficial goodness, would you leave mercilessly when you discovered my inner meanness.
I still don't dare to cut my heart out, but when I cut open the surface of my skin, revealing a blur of flesh and blood, and put such an embarrassing side in front of you, do you really not flinch, but dare to lick the blood at the knife? Are you a fool? Are you confused?
"Jiang Zhiqing, have you figured it out?"
"Hmm. ”
"Good. ”
Forgive me, for still longing for a little hope in this life of death.
Please forgive me, knowing that hell lies ahead but still decided to pull you up.
Please forgive me, life is not just a rare confusion.
In the next second, Jiang Zhiqing took a step forward at a galloping speed, raised his right hand, clasped the back of Li Ling's head with a warm palm, bent down, tilted his head slightly, and pressed his nose to her nose.
Li Ling's eyes widened, Jiang Zhiqing's long eyelashes were about to poke her eyelids, and a cold and fiery kiss landed on her lips.
His eyes met hers, his lips closed, but forced, her soft lips pressed out of shape.
Li Ling once fantasized about when and where the first kiss would be born. Maybe in a classroom where no one else was there, he explained the problem to her and suddenly kissed her, maybe in a packed movie theater, the last picture of the big screen was when the hero and heroine kissed, and he happened to kiss him, or maybe in a certain separation, she took advantage of her unpreparedness, stood on tiptoe and kissed gently.
There are thousands of possibilities, but I can't imagine that it will be such a moment and such a scene.
After about five seconds, Jiang Zhiqing's lips left, his right hand moved down, hooked her shoulder, and his left hand passed through the gap between her arm and waist, wrapped around her lower back, put his cheek against her ear, and whispered, "I'm sorry." ”
Li Ling's whole person stood upright like a telephone pole, the temperature of his body was an electric current that could not be isolated, as long as he faced him, all the insulators that originally wrapped him would automatically be converted into conductors, and she could not do anything about it.
Li Ling slowly raised his hands and hugged Jiang Zhiqing, and he hugged her tighter. The face was pressed against his warm chest, which made people feel reassured.
"Jiang Zhiqing, in fact, I am not a good thing. ”
"It's enough that you're the one I like. ”
"Will you always be nice to me?"
"Yes. ”
Yes answer without hesitation.
"Don't leave me no matter what happens?"
"Yes, unless you let it go first. ”
Even if it's a lie, it's enough.
"You...... Fouled. ”
Jiang Zhiqing smiled: "What rules are you committing?"
"Who kisses ...... as soon as they come up"
"I can't help it. ”
Estimating that it was almost time for the curfew, Jiang Zhiqing reluctantly let go of Li Ling, took her hand and walked to the dormitory. His hands were much bigger than Li Ling's, and they could be tightly wrapped.
"What about them?"
After the conversation, they went home. ”
"What did you talk about later?"
"Those are the words. ”
"What?"
"What do you want for breakfast tomorrow?"
"Huh, would you like to have breakfast together?"
"You sleep longer, I'll pack it for you. ”
"I'll be able to get up!"
Jiang Zhiqing stopped at the door of the girls' dormitory, watched Li Ling walk in slowly, walked around the corner and waved back to him, smiling like a flower.
Jiang Zhiqing also smiled, and the smile was like the clear spring of the mountain stream, overflowing from the corner of his mouth.
It's really strange, how can that small body make people more and more fascinated the more they look at it.
She's petite, but she's so powerful.
She's thin, but she's so stubborn.
She is splendid, but she has survived so much darkness.
She carried the torch and walked out of the darkness, not saying a word about the pain on the road, making people think that she was born in the light.
He decided, even if the end was destruction, he was willing to be a moth to the fire and go to purgatory with her.