Chapter Seventy-Six: Losing to Love

At the beginning of the awards ceremony, the awards were announced one after another, interspersed with performances, although the mind had already dispersed, the camera would sweep over, and Tang Qinhe and the other actors still had to show concentration on the surface. Applause and smiles were interspersed throughout the evening. finally waited for the Best Actress, and the award presenters were Lin Shujun and Meng Xin. The two held hands on stage, and the audience immediately remembered a round of applause. They were peerless just standing in front of the podium, the two looked at each other and smiled, Lin Shujun opened his mouth to ask Meng Xin what her mood was when she saw the best actress, Meng Xin recalled the past.

Before looking at the list of shortlisted actresses, Lin Shujun suddenly said to Meng Xin, "No matter who wins the award tonight, you are my best actress." ”

The sudden show of affection made the audience exclaim, Tang Qin smiled cooperatively, but he felt a chill in his heart when he remembered the rumors just now.

The big screen began to play short films, Tang Qin and Xin Cen are big hits, the media hype must be between the two of them, and even the double movie queen may be, everyone else is accompanied, and there is a shortlisted actor with low popularity who didn't even come to the awards ceremony.

On the big screen were the faces of the five finalists, and the actresses all behaved calmly.

Lin Shujun slowly opened the envelope, "The award is - "Spring Breeze and Autumn Rain" -"

At this time, the focus of the audience was focused on one point, Tang Qin and Xin Cen were sitting side by side, their faces were focused and nervous that could not be hidden.

"Xinzen!"

Lin Shujun said the name cleanly. Tang Qin reacted before Xin Cen did, she hugged Xin Cen beside her for the first time, and avoided the camera very naturally, so as not to let people notice the flickering loss on her face. When she let go of Xinzen, she regained her smile just now. Xin Cen couldn't hide his excitement and subconsciously went to see Shen Po. Shen Po shook her hand before she stood up and walked onto the podium.

Tang Qin watched Xin Cen walk up step by step, although her face was no longer on the big screen, she still smiled and applauded. Xin Cen took the trophy from Meng Xin's hand, and the spotlight hit her alone, this highlight moment that only belonged to her could not hide her excitement, and she cried excitedly after saying a few words. Xin Cen's list of thanks is long, although it only brings a thank you to the director, but her eyes never leave Shen Po, and her eyes are the most intimate and private code between them.

Tang Qin lowered her eyes, she didn't lose in acting, but just lost in love.

Although "Spring Breeze and Autumn Rain" was shortlisted for the later heavyweight awards, it did not win any awards, and only achieved one Xin Cen.

After the award ceremony, the whole crew moved to the celebration banquet. As soon as Tang Qin walked in, he ran into Meng Xin. Tang Qin naturally greeted Meng Xin.

Meng Xin saw that Tang Qin was the only one and patted her on the shoulder, "There is still a long way to go, there are opportunities, and I have survived for many years." ”

Hearing Meng Xin's comfort, Tang Qin could only smile bitterly.

Lin Shujun walked over, his eyes were very red, as if he had started drinking after the award, and now he was in a drunken state, and he was like a gentle image on the stage. He first walked over and hugged Meng Xin, and smiled when he saw Tang Qin.

"You ......"

"Alright, alright. Meng Xin patted Lin Shujun's hand, turned her head and smiled embarrassedly at Tang Qin, "He drank too much, I'll take him away first." ”

Afraid that Lin Shujun would cause trouble, Meng Xin helped him go, Tang Qin turned around and saw a circle of media not far away. Xin Cen is naturally the focus, interviewing, taking pictures, and not being idle for a moment. There was one brightest star, and the others were eclipsed, Tang Qin understood this truth best, and she silently retreated to the corner.

Shen Po walked over with a wine glass, and Tang Qin smiled at him when he saw it. Shen Po raised his glass, and Tang Qin naturally clinked glasses with her.

"You did a great job in this play. Shen Po seemed to want to comfort Tang Qin.

"A loss is a loss. Tang Qin did not shy away from it.

Shen Po frowned, "In that case, I lost a lot." ”

Best Film, Best Director, Shen Po didn't win any of them, but Tang Qin saw that Shen Po was not disappointed and lonely at all when he lost the award, but was full of energy. He lost the prize, he won the love, and in his heart maybe he was the biggest winner tonight.

Tang Qin came back to his senses and said, "Congratulations!"

Shen Po turned his head to look at Tang Qin, who wanted to speak and stopped, but could only laugh.

Tang Qin only stayed for a while before telling Qian Wenyu that he was leaving, and they left smoothly, after all, the award-winning actors were the focus of this celebration banquet. Tang Qin got into the car and sighed deeply.

Qian Wenyu looked at her cautiously, although she had been working with Tang Qin for several years, she knew that she had always been strong. But she has paid too much for this drama and repaid too much hope, and she must be disappointed in her heart. Thinking of this, Qian Wenyu secretly sighed in her heart, the best chance to meet the strongest opponent.

Qian Wenyu thought for a while and asked, "Do you want to go back and rest first?" She thought that Tang Qin was tired for a whole day and frustrated at night, so he should be exhausted.

Tang Qin suddenly turned on his mobile phone and showed it to Qian Wenyu, "Go to this place." ”

Qian Wenyu was stunned, "Where is this?"

"A friend's house. ”

"But you're like this now?" Qian Wenyu looked at Tang Qin a little embarrassed, she was still wearing a complicated dress.

"It's okay, let's go. ”

Tang Qin insisted, and Qian Wenyu had no choice but to call the driver to this address. got out of the car at the gate of the community, Tang Qin let Qian Wenyu go first, and he took advantage of the night to walk into the quiet community.

Zhong Zhiyan was home alone, holding his mobile phone and opening the dialog box with Tang Qin, typing and deleting. Hearing the doorbell, he went straight to open the door. Seeing Tang Qin standing at the door in a gorgeous costume, he felt that it was not very real. Why are you still thinking about how to send her a message, she just appeared in front of her.

Zhong Zhiyan was stunned, but Tang Qin walked into the house naturally.

"You ......" Zhong Zhiyan looked at Tang Qin's eyes full of surprise.

Tang Qin looked down at his clothes and smiled, "I went to the film festival award ceremony in the evening." ”

"Oh, I watched the livestream. Zhong Zhiyan blurted out, but he didn't know what to say in the next sentence.

From his eyes, Tang Qin knew that Zhong Zhiyan had already witnessed her "tragedy".

Tang Qin didn't say anything, she sat down on the sofa by herself, she no longer maintained her usual dignified posture, leaned lazily on the sofa, and released all the fatigue of a night.

"I'll pour you a glass of water. Zhong Zhiyan looked at the powerless Tang Qin and said.

Waiting for Zhong Zhiyan to come out of the kitchen with water, Tang Qin collapsed on the sofa and held a small note. He walked over and handed the water to Tang Qin and sat down beside her.

Tang Qin took a big sip and played a supporting role all night, but she still didn't dare to relax wantonly, and now she was really thirsty.

Zhong Zhiyan looked at Tang Qin's deep eyes, and he wanted to tell her the comforting words in his hand, but he couldn't open his mouth, so he just asked, "What are you looking at?"

Tang Qin smiled at him, very casually, different from the usual sweet or charming smiles, straightforward and true.

"I wrote my acceptance speech on paper, it's not easy to take the mobile phone on stage, the paper still looks literary and artistic!"

Tang Qin said this, Zhong Zhiyan's expression became even stiffer.

Tang Qin still smiled, she put her eyes on the piece of paper, "I want to thank the crew, thank the director, and thank the people who helped me along the way." I've been filming for more than three years, and I've been on the set for two and a half years, and I've experienced sunrises and sunsets, spring, summer, autumn and winter, and I don't know what holidays are......"

Thinking of this, Tang Qin paused, the ups and downs of her voice revealed emotional fluctuations, she closed her eyes, and continued: "So I want to thank myself and say a word to Tang Qin in the past few years, you have worked hard." Thanks also to my ......"

Tang Qin's gaze fell to the last two words - parents. She quickly crumpled the paper into a ball, and then smiled at Zhong Zhiyan and said, "Do you think I'm stupid and have done so much useless work." They all said that I was a vase, and the vase of such intense work would have been broken a long time ago. ”

After putting in so much effort, if you don't win an award, no one knows. This is the cruelty of Vanity Fair, and Zhong Zhiyan feels that the comfort he came up with is pale and weak.

Zhong Zhiyan sighed helplessly, unable to do anything but look at her with concern. Tang Qin sat up straight, the concern in his eyes tugging at her.

Tang Qin slowly approached, close enough to hear Zhong Zhiyan's breathing, and felt the heat between them.

"Tang Qin!" Zhong Zhiyan grabbed Tang Qin's arm and widened the distance between them.

Tang Qin was stunned for a moment, and understood the rejection in Zhong Zhiyan's eyes. Embarrassed to find out that it was her wishful thinking, she turned her head and took a deep breath, "Oh...... Haha......" In the panic, Tang Qin could only hide his embarrassment with a smile.

Tang Qin...... I'm not...... I ......" Zhong Zhiyan didn't know how to explain, so he could only call her name anxiously.

"I'll go right away. Tang Qin shook off Zhong Zhiyan's hand and stood up, "It's so late, I'm bothering you." ”

"I'll send you. Zhong Zhiyan followed her and stood up and said.

"No, the driver arrived quickly. Tang Qin said without thinking about it. She took a step back and distanced herself from Zhong Zhiyan.

"Then you wait for the driver to arrive before you go down. Zhong Zhiyan was also anxious, and he didn't know how to put his hands.

Zhong Zhiyan moved forward, and Tang Qin retreated, his gorgeous dress was like a stab, not letting him get close, "Then I'll go to the balcony and wait." ”

Zhong Zhiyan wanted to say that it was windy, and if she felt uncomfortable, he could go to the balcony. But Tang Qin didn't give him time to speak at all, and immediately walked to the balcony. Walking out of the house, although it was windy, Tang Qin felt much more comfortable, at least the embarrassment of suffocation was gone. Zhong Zhiyan didn't dare to go out, so he had to stare at her tightly through the sliding door. After blowing the wind for a while, Tang Qin recalled how ridiculous the scene was just now, and he was so embarrassed that he could only hide it with a smile. She couldn't stop laughing at the night, laughing at her failures, laughing at her own self-inflicted feelings.

The driver's call came, and Tang Qin walked into the living room to say goodbye to Zhong Zhiyan. Zhong Zhiyan sent Tang Qin to the elevator, Tang Qin walked into the elevator, and still forced himself to turn around and face Zhong Zhiyan.

"You're in a bad mood today, I can't take advantage of others. Zhong Zhiyan said.

Tang Qin smiled at him as he usually worked, and pressed the door button heavily with his other finger. Waiting for the elevator door to close, Tang Qin raised his head and closed his eyes and sighed deeply, thinking in his heart, what happened this day, it was terrible.