At eight o'clock in the morning, Tao Li parked the car downstairs at Ai Xin's house.

There are only a few days when he rarely gets up early every year, and there are only a few days when Ai Xin can communicate with him with Heqi, so he cherishes it very much.

"Hey?" Although Tao Li knew that this question was meaningless, he still habitually asked, "Are you up?"

"Up. Ai Xin's voice still sounded a little tired, but it was obvious that she was already awake, "Have you breakfast?"

"After eating, you can come down after eating, eat more hot, I see that the sky is a little cloudy, wear more." ”

"Okay, got it. ”

Ai Xin nodded, and after hanging up the phone, he couldn't help but walk to the window, opened the heavy curtains, and sure enough, it was gloomy outside. It looks like it's about to rain.

The weather had been good for the past few days, and she really wanted to drive out and play around, but she didn't expect the weather to suddenly become bad today. I don't know why, anyway, every time I go to sweep the grave, I give myself such a suitable weather.

She is not a feudal superstitious person, and she doesn't believe in words such as destined, coincidence, or fate, she just thinks that she probably chose her day badly.

After getting into Tao Li's car, this guy was unusually silent, and kept silent all the way, and did not speak until he drove to the cemetery.

"Empty-handed again?"

"Not really. Ai Xin pointed to a shop selling flowers and various sacrificial items not far away, "Aren't you quite familiar with that one?"

"No offspring. ”

Tao Li only left a word, got out of the car by himself, and walked straight into the store.

"Hey, wait for me. ”

Ai Xin frowned dissatisfiedly, reached out and pulled out the car keys, got out of the car and trotted all the way into the store with Tao Li.

"That, that, and everything else you see as a general grave sweeper, give me two copies. ”

Tao Li pointed to the white chrysanthemums, fruits, and all kinds of paper-paste clothes, houses, and villains in the store, and pointed around with a lot of money, and habitually took out his wallet from his trouser pocket, but Ai Xin held his hand down.

"Okay, I'll give you the money. After Ai Xin finished speaking, he added in a low voice, "Lest I say that I am not a descendant." ”

"You're too light. ”

Tao Li glanced at her, but he still held back his anger, he knew that Ai Xin was not feeling good in his heart, but every time he was still angry with her pretending to be indifferent.

"Got it. ”

Ai Xin nodded slightly, took the change that the clerk found and put it in his pocket, picked up a large bag full of various things, and followed Tao Li out of the store.

Just like Tao Li has been emphasizing to himself for many years, no matter what, they are his biological parents who have raised him for more than ten years.

Moreover, she has come to visit more and more frequently in recent years, and in the days when she stayed with Liu Yarong, she also thought of the word "forgiveness" more than once.

"I'm not going in with you. ”

When he arrived at the door, Tao Li still habitually looked inside, stopped again, said to Ai Xin, and took out the cigarette clip from his pocket.

"Okay. Ai Xin nodded, and then raised his eyes to look at the gloomy sky, "It is estimated that it will rain, you go to the car and wait for me." ”

"I'll stay here for a while, and then I'll talk about the rain. ”

Before Ai Xin could answer, Tao Li had already lit a cigarette, walked a few steps into the distance, and left a chic back for Ai Xin.

Ai Xin didn't say anything anymore, she continued to walk in with the plastic bag, the distance she could remember with her eyes closed, and when she reached the fifth tombstone, she stopped, turned around, and turned to the right, and she could see two names that she was familiar with.

Ai Xin squatted down, faced the tombstone, took out the contents of the plastic bag one by one, and suddenly felt that someone behind him was staring at him.

After all, it was in the cemetery, even if he felt this way, Ai Xin was not bold enough to look back, and only cared about arranging his own things. Tao Li is not too far away, if there is really anything, as long as she shouts loudly, Tao Li should still be able to hear it.

Looking at the names of Fang Jun and Ai Jinling, Ai Xin's heart was full of feelings, she couldn't say whether she was sad or anything, she just felt that her heart made people pull a corner, pinched with her nails, sharpened with a file, and never bleed, but always hurt like a heart.

Every time she sat here, she couldn't help but laugh in her heart, and every time she laughed for a different reason, but it was all the same pathetic.

Ai Jinling was born in Beijing, and when she didn't remember much, she moved her family to the local area, and she started to make a fortune at that time. Although she can't remember anything in Beijing, she still vaguely regards this place as half of her hometown.

When the Ai family used various ways to obstruct Ai Jinling and Fang Jun from being together, these two people also cut first and then played, and went directly to Beijing to give birth to Ai Xin, and then probably because the family felt that the raw rice was cooked, and there was no point in obstructing it, so Fang Jun took the mother and daughter back to their hometown.

Ai Xin felt funny, felt that Ai Jinling was vicious, and also felt that she was the saddest person in the world.

In order to make Fang Jun unable to reunite with the woman even after his death, and in order to make Fang Jun uneasy after his death, he did not allow Fang Jun to be buried in his hometown where he grew up, but bought a cemetery in Beijing, which is more than 1,700 kilometers away, and placed Fang Jun's ashes here.

The Chinese pay attention to dust returning to dust, and the dead are great, and if the deceased is not allowed to rest in peace on the land of their homeland, it can be regarded as the most vicious curse and bondage.

But Ai Jinling was so vicious, even if the two were buried together in a distant foreign land, they didn't want Fang Jun and the woman's ashes to get too close. Even if they die, they must be completely separated, this is Ai Jinling's original words.

"If you fail me, I will make you restless. ”

Ai Xin saw the lines in "Blind Detective" a few years ago, and I think they are perfect to describe Ai Jinling.

But once upon a time, Ai Jinling was just a girl who didn't know the world, with innocent and romantic fantasies and longing for beautiful love. She invested the greatest passion and love for Fang Jun, and also invested the greatest fantasy and worship for Fang Jun.

Fang Jun is all the reverie of the girl Ai Jinling for the future, the only way for her to escape from her current life, the only faith and support in her life, and most of the hope for Ai Jinling to live.

Even, Ai Jinling once told Ai Xin seriously that she would give birth to her in the first place, all in order to tie Fang Jun to her side more firmly, rather than wanting a child from the bottom of her heart.

Of course, this is something that Ai Xin only knew until she grew up, which explains why she feels that Ai Jinling will never care about herself, she also thinks that it is just that Ai Jinling matures late, and she is still a child who does not grow up, so she naturally will not take care of the child.

But in fact, Ai Jinling didn't think about taking care of her at all.

When Fang Jun betrayed, Ai Jinling's spiritual sustenance for survival collapsed, and neither of them had the energy to maintain the illusion of a happy family, and Ai Xin's world collapsed.

She had never blamed Fang Jun in the slightest, even if she chose to betray her family and betray her own responsibility, it was her father, the infinitely brilliant and great character who had raised her for more than ten years, she couldn't say that she hated it.

Later, among the things left by Ai Jinling, she found the truth about the car accident in the first place.

She hated Ai Jinling at first, then Fang Jun, and then hated both of them, full of revenge, as if she could take revenge on them by dying every day after falling into life.

But in the end, she realized that what she had always hated was this self who was powerless against reality.

Some people say that time takes everything, some people say that time makes you forgive everything, and some people say that the so-called "forgiveness" is nothing more than "forget it".

But Ai Xin felt that time had taken away nothing, and even those hatreds and self-blames had not dissipated at all.

What time really takes away from her is the energy and passion of life. Year after year, the relationship has not diminished, but she no longer has the energy and strength to hate.

She once told Tao Li that she had reconciled with herself.

But in fact, how can these things be easily reconciled?

Gradually, the raindrops fell and hit the tombstones, revealing different shades of color.

Ai Xin glanced up, the rain was very small, and it should not let Tao Li come in to "save the beauty of heroes". However, she is still grateful that Tao Li has accompanied her to visit the tomb without regrets for so many years, and if she really doesn't even have this last person to talk to, I'm afraid she won't be alive now.

A figure flashed not far away, although there are still others in the cemetery who may come to sweep the tomb, but after all, this is not yet the first month, it should be quite taboo about this matter, like himself who is alone and has no taboos, it is really a minority.

Ai Xin didn't have the energy to think, every time she came to sweep the tomb, it was like fighting a battle with herself, she was even more tired than actually going to the battlefield, even if she was sitting in front of the tombstone in a daze, she felt extremely heavy on her body.

In the past, when she was in a good mood, she would sit here and talk to them. Although he knew that they couldn't hear it, he could be regarded as venting his emotions. Besides, she didn't know what "that world" was like, in case...... I can hear you.

But she's been exhausted lately, and she doesn't know where to start even if she wants to say a few words, so it's better to sit here quietly for a while, which can be regarded as relief.

When she finally walked out of the cemetery and was about to go directly to the parking lot, she found Tao Li standing not far away.

Tao Li turned his back to the gate of the cemetery, holding his mobile phone, he should be swiping the circle of friends or chatting or something. Even so, he didn't get back to the car, just stood there all the time.

The fine raindrops hit Tao Li's hair, shoulders, and shoes, and before he had time to soak in, after all, it was drizzle, and he was not as weak as his body, so there was no problem.

"Ahem. ”

Ai Xin stood behind him and coughed, Tao Li immediately turned around, and at the same time put the phone in his trouser pocket, with a rare tenderness on his face.

"It's over?"

"Hmm. ”

Ai Xin nodded, didn't answer too much, Tao Li didn't ask much, then nodded, and turned around and walked towards the parking lot.

Ai Xin followed behind him, his eyelids jumping, he always felt that there was an aura of uneasiness everywhere today, but he didn't know where this feeling came from.

"Hey. Ai Xin sat in the co-pilot, looked at a black Camry not far away from the rearview mirror, and frowned, "That car, was it in the back when we came?"

"No, right?" Tao Li followed her gaze and looked over, but it was just an ordinary car, Ai Xin was uneasy every time she came to sweep the tomb, and it was normal to be more suspicious.

"Oh, okay. I always feel like someone is following me today, it's just ...... Forget it, I guess I thought too much. ”

"It's just that you're thinking too much. Tao Li started the car without hesitation, drove out, and looked at Ai Xin sideways, "How is it, are you hungry?"

"How can it be so fast, I only had breakfast when I came out. Ai Xin touched her stomach and looked at Tao Li, "What are you going to eat?"

"It's still early, do you have morning tea?"

"Yes!"

Ai Xin answered without hesitation, and his emotions finally rose a little.

Sure enough, the cure for Ai Xin, except for Tong Yu, is food.

"By the way, Tong Yu came here two days ago, what did you say?"

After thinking about it for a long time, Ai Xin was still curious about this question, only angry that he was burned at that time, and he didn't bother to raise his eyelids to take a look when he heard the voice. But come to think of it, even if she had listened to it at the time, she might not have remembered it clearly.

"How do I know, this guy ran away for me as soon as he came, if I hadn't believed that he was a decent man, I wouldn't have let him be in the same room with you. ”

"Come on. ”

Ai Xin pursed her lips, although she wanted to say that we have been alone in the same room countless times, but she always felt that there was a hint of showing off in front of Tao Li, so she resisted this impulse and turned to other topics.

"Still, thank you for calling him. ”

"Nonsense, isn't this a godsend? Think about it, when you were at your weakest, I felt pity, and even if he Tong Yu was angry, it was estimated that he would be completely gone. ”

Speaking of this, Tao Li seemed a little proud, and the corners of his mouth couldn't help but curl.

"The last time you were injured and went to the hospital, wasn't that what it was? It is said that he was still arguing with you or something at that time, but as soon as he found out about it, he went straight to the hospital, and when he came, he didn't leave, he guarded you every day, and he took you to live at home when he was done. Further back, when the two of you got better, I remember it was because you had a fever or something, I remember you said that he drove you to the hospital, and then found a doctor to come down......"

"Alright, alright. ”

Ai Xin interrupted Tao Li in time, always feeling that he would be ashamed of himself if he continued to talk about it. But Tao Li summed it up correctly, it seems that every time he is injured or sick, Tong Yu's heart will be extraordinarily fragile and extraordinarily easy to speak.

However, this is also considered a risky move, if you have been relying on winning sympathy to maintain Tong Yu's feelings for herself, I am afraid that before the other party finds out, Ai Xin will already feel guilty and propose to break up first.

"Don't say so much, anyway, if he can come, I think it means that, don't hold it, it's been a good two days, just send a message or something, even if you can't make an appointment to meet, it's better than the Cold War if the two of you talk, right?"

"Well, I know. ”

Ai Xin glanced at her phone, but there was still no news from Tong Yu. Maybe just like Tao Li said, this time you still have to take the initiative yourself?

"Don't look at it yet, let's go and eat well. You sleep for a while, I'll call you when I get to the place. ”

Tao Li glanced at Ai Xin in the rearview mirror, and said uneasily.

"Alright, I'm going to kill you. ”

Ai Xin put away her phone, put down the seat, closed her eyes and rested.

In the parking lot not far away, after the black Camry confirmed that Tao Li's car had driven out, the person in the car took out his phone and sent the photo he had just taken through WeChat.

The photo shows a rectangular tombstone engraved with the names of two people: Fang Jun and Ai Jinling.

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