Pulling the phone in the palm of my hand, I finally couldn't help crying, "Why? Why is there such a big gap between me and him?" I know very well in my heart that all this is because of my own reasons, I am very cowardly, I am a very timid person, and I am also a person who is particularly afraid of hurting, I understand more that I am actually afraid of losing after gaining, and I understand better that I am actually attracted to him.

Crying and crying, I especially didn't want to face him, and there were several moments when I thought of resigning, and I finally understood why lovelorn people want to quit, but it was over before I started.

In the empty room, the ringtone of the mobile phone was particularly loud, I picked it up and looked at it, and immediately held my breath, it turned out that she called me, I stared at it for a few seconds, collected my emotions, "Hey, mother." ”

"Rourou, your uncle's son is getting married, I heard what kind of Thai wedding it is, what was the name of the company you went to last time?

My heart ached, "Well, the company I came in in is also called Taihe, but-"

"That's great, since you're an internal employee, you can definitely get the employee price, right?"

"No, I'm not in that department. "I don't dare to say that I can get an employee price as a new arrival, besides, Taihe has never had such a benefit, not now, and probably not in the future.

The voice over there was silent for a moment, "Rourou, are you still angry with your mother, you are also grown up now, you should understand that it is not easy for me, right? Your father is a very good person, but he will never be able to take care of the family." ”

I wanted to ask, "What about me?" I was so well-behaved, but in the end you didn't abandon me, but I didn't dare to ask, "Mother, the past is over, and if you are short of money, I can't do anything now, and my salary has not been paid." ”

"No, I mainly just want to chat with you, if you have time, you can come to G City to see me, I'll make you your favorite fried shrimp." ”

That's not my preference, but she kept thinking that she didn't know, the corners of my eyes couldn't help but moisten, it turned out that there was no family affection, some were just routines, "If it's okay, I'll hang up first." ”

"Are you going to work? Then I won't bother you, if you have time, you can come and see your brother, he misses you." ”

"Well, hang up. "I was tempted to tell her to take care of herself, but the thought that she could take care of herself no matter what, I kept my mouth shut. As for the so-called younger brother, he probably thought about the pocket money I gave him.

After staring at the phone for three seconds, I finally threw down the phone and rushed into the bathroom to wash my face with cold water.

In the mirror, I look so much like her, but I don't want to be like her, I'm afraid that I will become like her, "Qin Rou, you are really a failure." ”

After taking a shower, I sat on the bed and wiped my hair, and after thinking about it, I called him, and the wait was always long, and I was scared and worried until someone picked up the phone on the other side.

"Hey, who's that?"

It was my father's voice, and I sniffed, "Father, it's me." ”