Chapter 1058: Failed Entrustment

"I used to read in books that people are always afraid when they face death. Whether it is a beggar, a poor, a person at the bottom of life, or an elderly person who has experienced most of his life, or a patient who is dying, they are full of fear of death and reluctance to give up on life. ”

"Isn't there another sentence that says that ants still steal life. ”

"But, for some reason, I don't feel the slightest fear of death. ”

"When I learned that stomach cancer was in an advanced stage, I was stunned at first, but then I quickly calmed down, there was no fear, no fear, no reluctance, and even I felt a little relaxed, as if I was a lot more relaxed all of a sudden. ”

"To be honest, being alive for me may really be a bondage, a kind of pressure, and death may be more like a relief for me. ”

"Although there are still promises to Zhuo Shi that have not been fulfilled, it is a bit of a pity. But sometimes I think about it, after I leave this world, maybe there is still the possibility of seeing Zhuo Shi again, and there is still an inexplicable expectation in my heart, looking forward to that moment coming soon. ”

"And this time, I don't think Zhuo Shi should complain about me anymore, after all, it's not that I'm 'doing stupid things', but God only gave me so much time, it's God's arrangement. ”

As Fu Zhe spoke, a smile flashed on his face, and in his smile, he actually carried a little bit of happiness and a hint of expectation.

This guy is really looking forward to death.

"So, help me tell the person behind you, no matter what her purpose is, give up, what is there to cling to for a dying person?"

At this moment, Fu Zhe still regarded Zhang Kun as some kind of person sent by someone else with another purpose.

Zhang Kun looked at Fu Zhe and didn't speak, and then quietly watched Fu Zhe little by little, slowly bottoming out the wine in the bottle one by one.

A bottle of wine, it should be a fifty-two degree spirit, Wu Bai ml, except for Zhang Kunxiao, who took two sips, and then poured it all into Fu Zhe's mouth.

Originally, it stands to reason that patients with stomach cancer must not drink alcohol, and must be absolutely avoided.

However, at Fu Zhe's current level, with terminal cancer, it doesn't matter whether he is taboo or not, usually the doctor's words will be, if there is anything you want to eat, drink, or where you want to go, take advantage of the time to take a look.

On the rooftop, the two sat for about an hour, chatting while drinking, a bottle of wine in their stomachs, and then completely turned Fu Zhe over, holding the empty wine bottle in his hand, and poured it on the wall, completely falling into a deep sleep.

After patting Fu Zhe's face and making sure that he was no longer conscious, Zhang Kun silently supported Fu Zhe with one hand, then walked along the stairs, left the rooftop, took the elevator, came to the floor where Fu Zhe's house was located, and then used the key on Fu Zhe's body to open the door.

Fu Zhe carefully helped him into the bedroom, took off his wine-stained coat, and then carefully placed it on the bed and covered it with a quilt.

After that, Zhang Kun and Zhuo Shi frantically began to rummage through the cabinets at Fu Zhe's house, and two minutes later, in the drawer of the desk, Zhang Kun found a copy of the examination results of a military hospital in Yanjing.

After reading all the test results, Zhang Kun and Zhuo Shi's last extravagant hopes were finally shattered.

Looking at the inspection results for a while, Zhang Kun didn't say anything, carefully put everything back in place, and then silently left here, leaving Fu Zhe's home and leaving the community.

It was late at night, nearly three o'clock in the morning, and the streets were deserted, except for the occasional whizzing of cars on the main road.

Leaving the Fuzhe community, Zhang Kun did not hail a taxi, but walked on the road, and Zhuo Shi also followed Zhang Kun at this time.

The two walked silently for a few minutes, and then Zhuo Shi in mid-air suddenly said softly: "I met Mr. Qi by chance ten days ago, and after learning about Zhang Kun's existence, I asked for your address, and I immediately set off to find you, so I don't know about Fu Zhe's stomach cancer." ”

Zhuo Shi seemed to be afraid that Zhang Kun would misunderstand something, and explained.

Zhang Kun was stunned, then turned his head and smiled at Zhuo Shi, and did not speak, but his expression seemed to say that he understood or something.

The two continued to be silent, and Zhang Kun walked along the sidewalk for a while, before turning his head to Zhuo Shi and whispering, "I didn't help this time, I'm sorry." ”

Yes, just like Fu Zhe himself said, it has already reached this point, and for a person who is about to die, Zhuo Shi's commission naturally has no need to continue.

"No, no, no, how can you say that, Zhang Kun, I am already very grateful that you can come. And if it weren't for you, I wouldn't have heard Wang Qiang's heartfelt words, no matter what, I'm grateful, really. Zhuo Shi said busily.

"And ....... Zhuo Shi in mid-air showed a smile on her face: "Although I really hope that Wang Qiang can live happily, but I am actually very unwilling to push the person I love the most to other women." ”

"And now, although it is a pity, it is not a good ending. Although it looks a little unconscionable, I will soon be able to meet Wang Qiang again, and if I think about it, it is actually not bad. Zhuo Shi covered her mouth and smiled slightly.

Looking at the smile on Zhuo Shi's face, Zhang Kun didn't feel a little relaxed.

In Zhang Kun's opinion, this slight smile is not a kind of bitterness. This so-called good ending is not a helpless ending.

Even if you don't want to, what can you do, after all, it's already like this.

Zhang Kun nodded and did not speak.

Taking a few steps forward, Zhang Kun paused, and then turned his head to look at Zhuo Shi: "Okay, let's stop here, don't send it, you can go back." ”

"Although he can't see you, he can't touch you, he can't hear your voice, but at this time, I think it would be much better if he could have you with him. ”

Hearing Zhang Kun's words, Zhuo Shi nodded lightly and stopped in mid-air.

Zhang Kun nodded, then walked to the road, hailed a passing taxi, and after the car stopped, he opened the door.

At this time, Zhuo Shi, who had been waiting behind, said loudly: "Zhang Kun, thank you." ”

Zhang Kun paused, then waved his hand without looking back, got into the car, and after saying the address of the courtyard, the taxi started and left.

Zhuo Shi looked at the taxi that was gradually moving away, with a sincere and grateful smile on her face, and bent down deeply.

Anyway, really, thank you, Zhang Kun!

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PS: There was a two-day break in the middle because of the recent rice planting at home. Eh, it's not Situ himself who is planting seedlings, Situ is a big fat man, not to mention that the five bodies are not diligent, but the job of planting rice is really not fun.

However, although he did not go to the ground, he was responsible for the logistics of the past few days. The family invited a few people to help, counting their own family, a big table full of food, more than a dozen people's meals, to be honest, it's really not easy. Then there are occasional deliveries of water, cutting watermelons and the like.

Now that I'm done, try to stabilize myself after that.

Thanks!

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