At night, the stars fall. The moon hangs high in the sky, and the stars shine.

Zhang Kun did not go back, but came to the top floor of the commercial house where Zhuo Qiang's house was located, found a corner on the roof, sat with his back against the wall, and looked up at the starry sky.

He didn't want to go back, or rather, the current Zhang Kun didn't want to go anywhere at all, he just wanted to find a place to stay quietly, this was just right, and he had decided to spend the night here.

The night was a bit cooler, and although the temperature had started to warm up a bit, it was only daytime, and the early spring night was still only a few degrees.

However, this is nothing to Zhang Kun, after the body of martial arts, he will not suffer from the cold for a day or two.

Zhang Kun just sat quietly, looking up at the sky, there were no meteors to make a wish, only stars blinking occasionally.

The birthday party of Zhuo Qiang's house downstairs is still going on, it must be very lively, although Zhang Kun can't hear it, but he still seems to be able to feel it.

Zhang Kun looked at the starry sky silently, and then suddenly spoke: "You, do you regret it?"

I don't know why I didn't go to the cheerful birthday party, but chose to stay by Zhang Kun's side, Zhuo Qiang, was slightly stunned: "Regret?"

"Well, regret. Do you regret being a soldier?" Zhang Kun suddenly turned his head and looked at Zhuo Qiang's face quietly.

"If you hadn't been in the army, if you hadn't joined the army, you wouldn't have become an armed policeman, you wouldn't have been called by the Security Service, you wouldn't have participated in this mission, you wouldn't have become what you are now, you wouldn't have ....... ”

"I don't regret it!" As soon as Zhang Kun finished speaking, Zhuo Qiang interrupted without hesitation, and then Zhuo Qiang's eyes stared at Zhang Kun tightly: "Even if I leave my family because of this mission, my wife, Toshihiko, I still have no regrets." ”

"Why?" Zhang Kun was still expressionless, but there was an incomprehensible glint in his eyes.

For Zhang Kun, family is everything to him. Death is not terrible, really, Zhang Kun is not afraid of death, he is only afraid of leaving his family. When he died, he naturally left his family, so he didn't want to die.

But if he is alive, but his family is gone, then Zhang Kun is no different from dead, and losing his family is equivalent to losing the whole world.

Therefore, if there is a mission that will make him lose his family, then, even if the sky falls apart and the world is destroyed in the next second, what does it have to do with him?

So he couldn't understand.

Zhuo Qiang was silent for a while, and then slowly floated to Zhang Kun's side, and like Zhang Kun, sat down against the wall, looking up at the starry sky.

After a while, Zhuo Qiang showed a helpless smile on his face: "Because, in this world, there are some things that someone must do." ”

"Being a soldier is very tiring, really, not only is training tired, but also more tired of going out on a mission, and there is a danger to life at any time, not only when you go out on a mission, even if you are training, the death index is the same four words, even if you haven't heard it, you probably know what it means. ”

"This is just normal, if it is a wartime, the mortality rate will be higher, so to speak, joining the army, it is basically one foot in the ghost gate. ”

"But even so, why do so many people still join the army every year? Our country does have a compulsory military service system, but in practice, it is a combination of the voluntary reinforcement system. ”

"For example, an eighteen-year-old guy has reached the age of military service, but as long as you don't sign up, then no one will force you to join the army, basically completely voluntary. Of course, if you sign up and don't go, you'll know what it's like to be compulsory. ”

"I first joined the army because after joining the army and leaving the army, there would be a considerable amount of discharge money, and I joined the army for money. ”

Later, when I had the opportunity to stay, I thought that being a soldier could be regarded as a stable job, so I stayed. ”

"Later, once, our company was sent by the state as a peacekeeping force to a small country in war to help the refugees there. ”

"It was noon, I was out on a mission with a squad of comrades, and on the way back, a child, about four or five years old, a black child. Following our team, we followed all the way for nearly two miles, and after discovering it, our captain stopped and waited and asked, guess what the little guy said. ”

"He was thirsty and wanted some water. ”

"At that time, the whole team of us was stunned. The child was only four or five years old, skinny, barefoot, without pants, and only a tattered T-shirt hanging from his body. ”

"At that time, our captain immediately gave his kettle to the little guy, the kettle was basically full, I remember the captain did not drink, the little guy seemed to say thank you, and then actually drank most of the water in the kettle, I guess if I am not afraid of embarrassment, I am afraid that the little guy can drink it all in one go. ”

"There is nearly a liter of water, and when it comes to the belly of the little guy, such a small belly can hold so much water. ”

"However, what I care about the most is the happy look on the little guy's face when he drinks water, you know, happiness, happiness, just because of a sip of water. ”

"At that time, our team was silent, still the captain, rummaged through everyone's backpacks, and finally found two pieces of bread, gave them to the little one, and devoured them for a while. That time we were on a short-term mission and didn't bring any food with us. ”

"After the little guy 'ate and drank', after watching the little guy wave away with a 'happy' face, I had only one thought in my heart. ”

"I must not allow my children to experience this kind of life. ”