Ai Xin stood at the gate, blowing the cold wind, unconsciously wrapped his coat tightly, and urged Tao Li behind him again.

"It's coming!"

Meow Meow and Tao Li were alone, carrying the unconscious Junjun, and walked out of the hall with great difficulty, throwing Junjun into the back of Tao Li's car.

She has been living in Beijing for seven or eight years, and Ai Xin is still not used to the winter in the north, although the indoor heating makes her feel that life is good, but the cold wind outside is still a crit.

"Okay, I'll leave that person to you, and I'll go back first. ”

Ai Xin stood outside the car, waiting for Meow Meow and Tao Li to deal with Junjun before giving an instruction to Meow Meow.

"Hey, Sister Ai Xin, do you want to go home by yourself so late? Did you drive today? I will send you with the young master. ”

To be honest, although Ai Xin seems to have drunk a lot, he still maintains his sanity from the tone and movements, Meow Meow has never worried about Ai Xin, but even if it is polite, he has to ask.

Ai Xin also saw that Meow Meow was just polite, so she quickly shook her head, waved her hand, and looked at her with an indifferent look.

"Don't worry, I'm fine. I drove, I was too lazy to call a substitute driver, I took a taxi and went home, and it was not very far. As soon as he said a few words, Ai Xin felt that he was a little verbose, so he hurriedly said hello to Tao Li and Meow Meow, and quickly disappeared around the corner of the street.

"Young Master......"

"It's okay, don't worry about her, such an adult. ”

Tao Li interrupted Meow Meow's words, glanced at the direction where Ai Xin disappeared, and looked down at her again.

"Is the driver here?"

"Oh! I'm ...... now Call it right now!"

Meow Meow remembered that she had just patronized Tao Li to carry people, and she didn't have time to call a substitute driver.

"It's okay, don't worry, sit in the car and shout, if it's not good, just call one on the street, I'll wait for you in the car." ”

Tao Li habitually opened the back door and prepared to sit in, and when he saw Junjun lying horizontally, he frowned, closed the door and opened the co-pilot's door, and quickly got in.

Not to mention Ai Xin, even Tao Li, who was born and raised in Beijing, always feels that the cold winter is difficult every winter.

He peered through the foggy windowpanes to see young men and women running out of the bar in droves, all smiling with joy on their faces, dressed in everything from mink and suspenders to haute couture shirts.

Tao Li opened the car window and looked at the dark sky, I am afraid that it will snow in Beijing these days.

"Master, Yujing Community, the one further east of the Water Cube. ”

Ai Xin finally stopped the taxi, got in, gave the driver an address and shrank in the back row, took out his mobile phone and put on headphones.

She doesn't have a sense of music, so no matter what song she hears, she always feels good, even if a song is looped for a few days, she won't feel annoyed, and generally listening to songs is to open the music software and listen to daily recommendations.

——Xu Song, "Appreciation of Elegance and Vulgarity".

Today's push is very much in line with Ai Xin's taste, although she hasn't heard much of Xu Song's songs, but she still likes this kind of timbre and melody.

"It's easy to sing

Up to the hall and down to the kitchen

Like the girl I've been looking for

……”

Ai Xin listened quietly, humming a few words from time to time, and couldn't help laughing when he heard this lyrics, and always felt that he was also the type of person who could go up to the hall and down the kitchen, but why didn't anyone like it......

Her brain selectively ignores the wild bees and butterflies who pick up at dinners and bars, the little fresh meat that is pasted up for resources, and the rich businessmen who just think she is "suitable to be a wife", and there is Tong Yu's face in her empty head.

It was Tong Yu's face in his early twenties, with slightly long black hair, bangs covering his eyebrows, and long ear hair, which is now a "non-mainstream" hairstyle, and probably only Tong Yu's delicate and non-feminine facial features can hold it up.

Although Tong Yu feels outdated now, in that era when bloody idol dramas were rampant, Tong Yu was really quite popular, and he had many classic roles, and he was also a little fresh meat back then. The bright and bright big eyes, the tall and delicate nose bridge, the thin lips that are quite indifferent, and the shallow tear mole at the corner of the eye have made thousands of girls crazy.

Although Ai Xin likes every character very much, what impressed her the most was the first time she saw Tong Yu acting on TV.

That is Tong Yu's debut work, his role in it is called "Aman", a boy who lives on the street, was picked up by the male protagonist and raised and became an international billiards player. Tong Yu is just a small supporting role in the third or fourth line in that drama, and he has just turned 19 years old, whether it is his appearance or acting skills, he has a unique youthfulness, which has become his characteristic.

Aman was homeless, not because he was homeless, on the contrary, he had a wealthy but not very responsible father, he had five or six half-brothers, and he was always constantly discovering his blood relatives, but it was as if he had none of them. When his father got older, his temper became more and more perverse and violent, and after dividing the family property between the children and his wife, he drove away all his children and lived alone in a mansion halfway up the mountain.

But Aman is different from those white-eyed wolves who only want money, what he has always wanted is fatherly love. Since he was a child, his mother was unwilling to be a mistress, and after taking the money, she left Aman and flew away, leaving Aman in this overcrowded home. Although his father often gave some pocket money, he did not attend any formal occasions as Aman's father.

After his father suffered a stroke, none of the children came back to visit, Aman resolutely gave up the qualification for the international competition and rushed back home, but was strongly rejected by his father, and even let the dog bite Aman, so as to knock him out of the house.

At that time, Aman could not find any relatives in the world who were willing to love him, and the big boy in his twenties stood in front of his indifferent father and cried like a child who couldn't get candy to eat.

"Dad, I'm standing here...... I, I stand before you alive, why don't you look at me, why do you ...... Why don't you just admit that I exist? I, I, I'm your son...... Why don't you want me ......"

Ai Xin will always remember that scene, Tong Yu was originally standing, with a slightly choked accusation in his voice, and gradually began to cry uncontrollably, and finally knelt on the ground, asking his father hoarsely, but the tone was full of grievances that could not get his father's love, which made Ai Xin's heart pull fiercely.

At that time, she was less than 13 years old, and she didn't even understand the meaning of the word "heartache", but she seemed to feel pain all of a sudden, looking at Tong Yu on the TV screen, she felt as if he was standing in front of her to accuse, and she also felt as if he was accusing herself, accusing her parents who also turned a blind eye to her.

Before the age of 15, Ai Xin's life was smooth sailing, although her parents did not care about her as meticulously as the parents of her classmates, but it saved her the trouble of being nagged. Besides, even if she doesn't give such obvious love, her parents are definitely rich financially, not to mention the bus and subway, she barely even walks, she has been picked up by a driver since elementary school, and she doesn't need to help the family do any housework.

If you don't look at what happened later, you just think that you are with your idol when you were young, and this can be regarded as a winner in life......

Ai Xin lowered her head and smiled, and the music player in her mobile phone happened to loop Tong Yu's "Good Night". She turned on the lock screen of her phone, looked at the lyrics on the screen, and sang along silently in her heart.

After finishing the song, Ai Xin suddenly wanted to hear Tong Yu's own voice, glanced at her phone, it was almost three o'clock at night, she still couldn't bear to dial the phone, her fingers tapped on the screen, and sent Tong Yu a WeChat message.

"Good night. ”

Man is so greedy, at first he just wants to look at him from afar, then he wants to get closer to him and see him more clearly, then he wants to touch him, and after touching him, he wants to monopolize him, and finally he completely forgets that his original desire was only to see him.

Even now, Ai Xin still tries her best to maintain her sanity and not let herself become a possessive and paranoid character in love, but she doesn't know how long she can maintain this sanity.

Fortunately, Tong Yu is an extremely cold person, she can still smile at herself occasionally, and she is simply silent about others, and she has seen Tong Yu smile in front of Li Man and those friends in the circle, so she is not worried about the problem of the third party at all.

It's just that those teenage fans of Tong Yu ...... Although many people like Tong Yu like her for many years, growing from a girl to a wife and mother, they still maintain their original intention for Tong Yu, so Ai Xin is not sure how much impact they will have on Tong Yu when they make it public.

Public?

Ai Xin seemed to be taken aback by her thoughts, and immediately cut off the music in the headphones and calmed down.

From the beginning when she wanted to get close to Tong Yu, until she was with Tong Yu, she never thought about making things public. This is not at all the same as when I was with Li Shengting, I didn't bother to think about it at that time, it didn't matter, Li Shengting made it public if she wanted to, and she wouldn't take the initiative to say anything if she didn't want to.

But in this relationship with Tong Yu, it was the first time she tried to establish an intimate relationship, for which she also found a professional psychologist to learn how to establish it. The death of my parents, my years of escapism, and the inability to truly open my heart to people...... It all made her worry that she would mess up this matter, but her unique sense of victory and defeat was unwilling to lose in what she really wanted to do for the first time.

She understands that it is a very stupid and wrong thing to treat feelings as if they were fighting, but she has no other way to deal with them, once sensibility prevails, she doesn't believe that she has any ability to deal with problems, so even if it is a thing that exists for pleasure like falling in love, she still tries to suppress feelings with reason.

She knows that this is not a long-term solution, and she also knows that she can't exchange Tong Yu's sincerity if she doesn't show her sincerity, but many things are often easier said than done.

She really doesn't care so much about not making it public, even if she lives secretly like this all her life, she feels that it is okay, anyway, she is a person who likes to be low-key and hidden, but sometimes think about it, is Tong Yu willing to insist on the underground relationship like this and never expose it?

Maybe Tong Yu's heart also hopes to be able to walk hand in hand and swagger in the crowd, take his girlfriend to go shopping, watch movies, and eat, like a normal couple.

Ai Xin didn't know if Tong Yu really hadn't been in love, and she didn't care how he got along with other girls before, she only thought about the future...... In other words, how to develop the life of two people is the best for Tong Yu......

"You use a pot of osmanthus wine ......"

Just as she was thinking wildly, Ai Xin's cell phone rang, and the sound of music echoed in the taxi, but she was startled.

"Hello?"

Ai Xin picked up the phone, still not completely sure that the call was from Tong Yu, after all, it was already three o'clock in the middle of the night, even if he didn't have to shoot the next morning, in theory, Tong Yu should have gone to bed at this time.

"Are you...... Still out there?"

Tong Yu's voice still sounded a little sleepy, but there was no displeasure in being woken up, and it seemed to have a sense of satisfaction.

"Well, there's a ...... at night It's late, and I'm already on my way home. ”

"Oh. Tong Yu on the other end of the phone answered, was silent for a few seconds, seemed to be thinking about something, and quickly opened his mouth again, "If it's so late in the future, just call me, and hang up when you get home safely." ”

"Good. ”

Ai Xin held the phone and nodded, remembering that Tong Yu couldn't see his movements, so he quickly answered again.

It suddenly occurred to her that if it was Tao Li or other men, they would usually say something like "call me so late, I'll pick you up" or "I'll call the driver to pick you up", although considerate, it always has a bit of formulaic romance. Tong Yu's identity is special, and it is not realistic to pick it up by himself, but regardless of his work schedule, he is not worried that someone around him will hear it, and he is willing to call himself at night to ensure his safety, which is also a different kind of romance.

"Why don't you speak?"

Tong Yu listened to the sound of breathing on the phone, and thought that Ai Xin was disappointed because he couldn't go to the scene to pick up, and he didn't dare to ask more.

"No, why did you call me back so late, didn't you shoot tomorrow morning?

"That's not ......" Hearing that Ai Xin was not angry, Tong Yu breathed a sigh of relief, and there was a smile in his voice, "My current announcement is in the morning, and I go to bed very early at night, and I wake up at four or five o'clock these days, but it's okay, my work and rest are very regular." ”

"It's all morning?" Ai Xin was stunned for a moment, "What, they are difficult for you?"

"Ahem, ahem. When Tong Yu heard her tone, he coughed with a smile, "Are you still quite fierce now?" No, it was Li Shengting who wanted me to spend more time with you at night, so he went to help me talk about it." ”

"Li Shengting?"

This was out of Ai Xin's expectations, when did Li Shengting and Tong Yu get together, aren't these two people incompatible? Besides, with Li Shengting's character, this kind of initiative to show favor is not necessarily a good intention.

"Well, it's complicated, I'll tell you about it next time we meet. ”

"Well, good. ”

As soon as Ai Xin heard the words "next meeting", his heart immediately fluttered again, completely forgetting all his previous worries, and he had already begun to plan what he would bring to Tong Yu at the next meeting.

Just as he was about to speak, there was a slight snoring sound on the other end of the phone, and Ai Xin tentatively called Tong Yu's name, but there was no response.

"I just said that I wake up at four or five o'clock every day......"

Ai Xin looked at the phone screen with a smile, shook her head helplessly, thought about it for a while, put on the headphones again, kicked the phone in her pocket, quietly listened to Tong Yu's snoring, and leaned her head against the car window.

Fine snowflakes slowly fell from the sky, landed on the transparent car window, and immediately turned into water droplets and flowed down the glass.

Ai Xin sighed on the glass, gently drew the letters "TY" on the mist, and drew a small peach heart underneath, and smiled contentedly.

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