Life can sometimes be like a roller coaster, with ups and downs, and when you find that right balance, your life will get back on track.

I went through the discharge procedures early the next morning, because in fact, I didn't have much physical problems, they were only minor injuries, and the hard work was spiritual, and the best comfort was given by myself. The moment I left the hospital, I stopped, raised my hand to block the dazzling sunlight, and deeply understood that in addition to the sunlight, there is also the human heart.

Back at the rental house, I first took a shower for myself, then changed into a new and clean clothes and went out, I didn't tell anyone about the whole process, I was also very indifferent, and the degree of my heart seemed to be a little abnormal.

If it was before, I might have allowed myself to rest and relax for a while, or return to the company to continue working, but now I can't be so big, and the reality has to be faced after all - today, it is the day of Su Jing's funeral, Gu Heng will be present, and I will also go over to see her......

When I came to the cemetery, I thought it would be very grand, but I didn't expect that only Gu Heng was standing there silently. I walked there with heavy steps, I knew that Gu Heng knew that I was coming, but he was indifferent for a long time.

"I don't want you to come, but I know Lan'er wants you to come. ”

I was silent for a while, then walked to the grave and put on a stick of incense, and my eyes gradually turned red, but I finally stopped the tears. I slowly stood up, looked at Gu Heng and said calmly: "Su Jing has gone from disappearance, to appearing in front of me, and then to now...... In just a few months, we haven't had time to tell anything, but we have been separated by yin and yang, and now, can you tell me the truth of the year......"

"The truth?" he suddenly let out a very suppressed laugh, "Okay, since you want to know so much, then I'll make your heart die more thoroughly!"

Gu Heng's expression gradually calmed down, took a deep breath, and said: "Back then, at that time, Su Lan was still called 'Su Jing', and the day before the typhoon arrived, we had already planned, because Su Jing's mother was seriously ill and cancer, according to the conditions and environment at that time, I stood up in time and was willing to take her mother abroad to receive the best treatment." Su Jing was strongly opposed at first, but seeing that her mother's condition was gradually deteriorating, at that time, who do you think you can do to give her such help? You have just graduated, can you give her mother the best treatment? You can't, not only will you not be able to help her with anything, but you will even become a burden! So in the end, Su Jing had to agree to me, so I created an accident that Taifeng Tian disappeared, and you broke your mind about her from then on. ”

My breathing gradually became rapid, and the whole person was not calm, Gu Heng seemed to want such a reaction from me, he continued: "We went to the United States together, and the person who has been with her during that time is me, and our relationship has gradually been established like that...... It's a pity that Su Jing's mother passed away in the end, just ......there" Gu Heng pointed to the back of Su Jing's tombstone, and I looked in the direction of his finger, it was Su Jing's mother's tombstone......

I muttered in a low voice, "Why...... Why did it become like this......

"This is the truth you've always wanted! I ask you, if it were you, and you watched your mother being tormented by illness and gradually deteriorating, would your love still be as firm as a rock?! What kind of pain was that? You have been hating her, but have you ever thought about her suffering? Even if I and Su Jing got together later, she became my fiancée, and even ...... And my baby, but I know that there is a place in her heart that will always be reserved for you, and that is a place I will never be able to walk into!!"

"No...... This is not the truth! Su Jing has always been a person who is willing to tell me what is on her mind, and we have always been honest with each other, it is impossible for her to hide it from me!" "I have become crazy, in fact, I know in my heart that what Gu Heng said is the truth, but I just want to deceive myself......

"Enough!!Is it true or not, don't you understand it in your own heart?!"

"You...... Shut up !! me" Driven by emotion, I yelled loudly, which was more like an emotional vent.

Gu Heng first smiled sarcastically at me and said, "This is what Su Jing doesn't like about you, while keeping saying that you are honest, but at the same time you deceive yourself, you are too hypocritical! So this is your endgame! But Lan'er is no longer there, do you understand?!!

"Don't ......" I became incoherent, and subconsciously took a few steps back, "Why did Su Jing lie to me...... "I have ...... On the verge of collapse, recalling the scenes of the past, the feeling of drilling into the heart arises spontaneously, guilt, guilt, and self-blame......

When I retreated, Gu Heng even took a few steps closer to me, and said with a fierce expression: "Before Wang Hao fell to his death, he didn't shoot me because he wanted me to live in the shadow of guilt and grief for the rest of my life, Cheng Ting, let me tell you, you can't escape that kind of pain! Lan'er's death is inseparable from you, a broom star! You are the one who came to restrain her!"

I suddenly stopped my steps and clenched my fists, if it weren't for the fact that we were in front of Su Jing and her mother's grave at this time, I would definitely throw him a punch.

After being silent for a while, I slowly loosened my fist, "Enough, don't say it again, whether it's you or your Tiansheng Group, sooner or later you will be punished!"

After saying that, I turned around and left here, and the whole person was less angry and uncalm, more depressed and sad. That's right, people have to take responsibility for the wrongs they have done!

......

Many days passed, and while I was walking alone on the side of the road, a dead leaf fell on my shoulder, and the golden autumn had arrived. I still have a suitcase in my hand, yes, I moved, there are so many memories of that place, and it's time for me to say goodbye to the past.

The next place I'm going to is the coffee shop opposite the Utopia office building, and I asked Qi Min to meet there, and there are some things that need to be explained to him.

After drinking half a cup of coffee, Qi Min trotted over, and he found the suitcase next to me at first glance, so he was stunned for a while before he walked over to me and asked, "Cheng Ting, you, what are you doing here?"

"I vacated the house. I took out a bunch of keys from my pocket, "These are the car keys that were given to me before, you can take them back, there are so many things going on, I want to go out for a walk." ”

"When you met Gu Heng that day, what did he tell you?" Qi Min didn't even glance at the car keys on the table, his eyes were on me.

I shook my head, smiled indifferently and said, "It's nothing, it's not important, don't think about it, don't worry, just go out for a walk." ”

Qi Min stared at me for a long time, then suddenly drooped down, and said in a helpless tone: "Okay......! When are you coming back?"

"I don't know, maybe soon, maybe for a long time......"

"What about Han Yue? The marriage contract between you ...... There are still more than two months to come, and after holding on for so long, it looks like you are about to see the light of day, and you choose to give up at this time, why do you have to suffer?"

I turned my head to look out the window at the branches of the trees swaying in the wind, and a few dead leaves fell down on a couple who were walking by, but they only looked at each other, how could they notice the lonely dead leaves that fell on them?

"The leaves of the trees have been hanging on the branches until a gust of wind blows, and they fall, do you think it is the autumn that makes them yellow and weak, or the sudden wind?"

"Does it matter? Autumn makes the leaves turn yellow, whether the wind blows or not, it will fall sooner or later, but the tree is still the same tree, and that's enough! The seasons change, and sooner or later the dead wood will have a day of spring!"

I took my eyes back from the window, looked at the cup of coffee on the table very indifferently, and ignored Qi Min's words to persuade me, "The company's affairs will be handed over to you first, forgive my buddy for being 'unkind' and selfish this time." ”

Qi Min raised his fist and made a gesture that he wanted to punch me, and after a while, he smiled helplessly and put his hand down, "When are you leaving?"

"At three o'clock in the afternoon, I'll sit here for another hour and go to the airport, you go back first, I want to stay by myself for a while." ”

"Okay, brother, wait for you to come back, at that time, we will not only have a successful career, but also hope to see you get the end of your love in the end. ”

"Yes. ”

Qi Min stood up and patted me on the shoulder, he sighed and said no more, picked up the car keys on the table and left the coffee shop.

After that cup of coffee, I refilled it, put on my headphones and stayed here quietly, as if I was starting a countdown to parting with the city.

I don't know how long it has been, I actually feel a little sleepy, so I looked at the time, it had been more than half an hour since Qi Min left, and I had almost left, so I went to the bar to pay. As I was about to leave the coffee shop, the moment I turned around, I suddenly saw a familiar figure at the door.

"Are you going to find a place to heal again?" Wen Shuya's "again" said the word "again", I still remember the last time Anne happened, I also went out to heal by myself. It turned out that she still remembered all this.

"Again, well, you're right. ”

"Are you really going to leave like this? It's like everyone in the world knows that you're leaving Guangzhou, and maybe you won't even come back, but Han Yue is the only one who doesn't know. ”

"It doesn't matter, maybe she's the same as me, and we both need to calm down. ”

I pulled up the lever of my suitcase, as if I was about to leave, and when I saw that Wen Shuya didn't speak, I left.

"Cheng Ting, I'm getting married soon...... Will you attend my wedding when you come back?" she suddenly turned around, looked at me with a full face, and even her voice became choked as she spoke.

"Bless you, it will. ”

When I walked out of the café, I suddenly remembered the sentence that Qi Min told me, "Dead wood will also have a day of spring", which is very suitable for Wen Shuya at this time, so I gave her the most sincere blessings.